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  <title>雅のてんし</title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 15 Oct 2006 20:51:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>douka kono te ga tokenu you</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Sacrifice&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Romance/Angst&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Adyn/Rena&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Rena belongs to Rena; Raynie belongs to Raynie, Roxas/Kingdom Hearts belongs to Squareenix and Disney. Adyn belongs to me. Cassis references based on the Gazette song Cassis. &amp;hearts;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Love hurts...Along with the painful things - almost to the point of forgetting. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Never have I been able to put into words...how it disturbed me. To know that you do not have a heart to express feelings with. To be emotionless and to not be able to feel natural feelings like everyone else. To plainly be abnormal amidst everyone in the world. I would have rather be dead...then to know I was also souless. That was a choice, losing my heart, was...a sacrifice. I should have known I never had one to begin with. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Turns out...I was just a fool...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Blinded by the feeling of Love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I...loved her.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Rena...be careful.&quot; the young male whispered out of the blue, a porcelain hand on the thirteen year old&apos;s shoulder. He looked at her, golden eyes almost dullen without color. Lifeless and abnormal, reflecting only a slight hint of emotion. The Keyblader blinked in confusion, letting out a soft &apos;eeeeh?&apos; at the male, who quickly snapped out of his daze and retrieved his hand from her shoulder, blushing slightly. &quot;Just...be careful in life, that is all.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;...you&apos;re weird.&quot; Rena replied back, blinking again and walking forward to join the other Chosen Keyblader and the Warrior, Roxas and Raynie. She smiled and told them what Adyn had said, and they just looked at him, laughing shortly thereafter. The monotone male looked down and walked over, Scythe slung over his shoulder. He didn&apos;t make eye contact with Rena, yet when he felt her eyes on him, he looked to the side even more, jet black hair hiding his face from her view. &quot;Adyn-kun?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yo, kid! Goth boy! Blonde! Let&apos;s get goin&apos;!&quot; Raynie called, hands on her hips as she rocked back and forth on her feet, smiling. She quickly turned around, walking as if she were the leader of the group. She most likely was; even if the female wasn&apos;t elected so. Roxas walked behind her, Keyblade over his shoulder, contemplating where they should go after this world. Rena bounced along, leaving Adyn to sulk slowly behind, wondering what was the beating going on in his chest for. It was abnormal and quick, pounding loudly in his eardrums, as if it were to burst forth. Stupid heart. Don&apos;t even need the thing, now do I? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Raynie, where...do you think we should go? After this?&quot; Roxas questioned, looking over as Rena walked on his other side, looking at Raynie as well. Adyn held his weapon in his hand, clenching it tightly as he sorted out what was going on. He walked quite slowly, distancing himself from the happy teenagers in front of him, who were discussing what kinds of worlds there probably were. Somethings such as water worlds...worlds of fire, worlds of sand...were discussed, among randomosities such as worlds made of ice cream or candy. The male was completely uninterested, so he kept walking, a frown distinctively on his face. &quot;Haha, maybe even sea salt ice cream!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sounds great! Hey...where&apos;s goth?&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh Adyn-kun? He&apos;s...behind us, I think...&quot; Rena stated, turning around and blinking her own sapphire blue eyes. Adyn accidentally ran into her, blushing once he realized he did. An &apos;I&apos;m sorry&apos; was muttered as he stepped out of her way, walking in front of the group. Raynie smiled as she punched Roxas lightly in the shoulder, whispering what she thought was up. The blonde haired boy laughed and nodded, looking at Adyn and then to Rena who was completely unfazed. &quot;He&apos;s so--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Crash!!!!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The first person to whirl around was Adyn, on instinct. His heart was still pounded, and when the loud sound echoed through his mind, it jolted triple the speed. Roxas and Rena whipped out their Keyblades, while Raynie cracked her neck and clenched her hands into fists. The grip on the Scythe tightened as he walked on over, tail wagging slightly and wing arched in case of having to take sudden flight. The creature was immense in size, tall and overpowering. Golden glowing eyes gleamed, the black silky colored body moved with ease. It looked agile, even for it&apos;s size. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Suddenly, it moved in a flash, foot stomping loudly on the ground. At the glance of the symbol on the torso, Adyn came to the conclusion that such an object was a Heartless, which he ever so held a deep and overpower grudge against. Teeth grinded in his mouth as he started running forwards, not caring if the loud laugh was frightening, nor did he care about the fanged teeth that were bared. He jumped in the air and slashed at it&apos;s torso, only to be knocked back to the solid cobblestone ground of Traverse Town. Raynie quickly jumped and kicked at the head, Roxas slashing at the feet, Rena taking on the torso. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sixteen year old stood back up, devil tail wagging out of anger to be humiliated in front of &lt;i&gt;her&lt;/i&gt;. He could hear the hollering cries of combos above his head as his eyes narrowed at the opponent&apos;s eyes. Next thing he saw was Roxas being kicked far against the District&apos;s floor. Raynie and Rena turned their heads to look, Raynie being thwacked from the shoulder by the beast&apos;s massive hands, Rena as well. Adyn&apos;s eyes widened as she fell not as gracefully as Raynie did. The fist fighter ran over to cast a Cure Materia over to Roxas, casting one over to Rena. Relief overcame Adyn to see the Keybearer unscathed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Do not think she is safe.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The voice rang in his mind, causing him to stare at the thing. It suddenly shape shifted into a much smaller creature, taking on a human male form. It was a shadow--an anti version of himself, same fanged teeth, same glowing gold eyes; and the same dark body. Hands had claws instead of fingers, dripping with black ink. The doppleganger jumped in the air and immediately aimed it&apos;s sights on Adyn himself, slashing at his black clothes. Rena let out a screech as it looked so familiar, and at how fast it moved. Raynie ran over to punch it, only to be pushed back by an unseen force.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;So you think you can experience Love?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are far mistaken, Adyn.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What are you--&quot; the male attempted to ask, unfazed by the fact the thing was slashing repeatedly at him. He only dodged the attacks as fast as he could, blocking him with the weapon he held ever so dearly. His eyes widened when his shadow figured out his feelings for him. As he stood there overthinking what was said, he didn&apos;t see the thing jump backwards in front of Rena. It began attacking her, and as Adyn watched from a distance, he could see her being attacked with agility and speed, her health quickly deminishing. Raynie and Roxas were knocked out as they tried to save her, and only Adyn could stand in between his doppleganger and who he loved. He snapped out of the trance he was put under, eyes widening as the Keyblader went whirling into the air, weapon dropping to the floor. &quot;RENA!!!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He jumped into the air the second he saw her go flying. As quickly as he could; he caught her in his arms, worried and unable to speak to her clearly. Yet the doppleganger was still very much alive, which was soon shown. It kicked Adyn from behind, right against his upper back. The hit caused Adyn to lose his grip on Rena in midair. His eyes widened even more as he dove to catch her again. Setting her easily on the ground. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Definantly pathetic.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was kicked yet again, thrown farther as the fist fighter and two Keybearers were still unconscious. He staggered back up and almost hollered as the shadow picked up Rena, dark mist folding over her body. Adyn started to run, only to be held down by the dark mist itself, which was rising out from the floor. Stretching an arm which he knew would never make it to her, he let out another shout as the thing got closer to her heart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Would you rather be in her place?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yes! Don&apos;t touch her!&quot; he shouted, eyes starting to water at the thought of failing her. In an instant she was let go easily, unharmed and untouched. The doppleganger morphed yet again to someone who looked strikingly similiar. He couldn&apos;t put his finger on who he resembled, yet he wasn&apos;t able to think much on it. Everything went black as the sickening noise echoed the silent district,  his heart given up for the one he decided to love; yet who didn&apos;t return the feelings. It was only mutual, after all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The last thing he could hear was a scream, most likely belonging to Rena. Everything was a haze afterwards. He completely blacked out, unable to even figure out why he gave up his heart for her, someone who COULDN&apos;T POSSIBLY love him back. He felt like he was completely slipping away from life, ever so slowly but surely he was going away. At first he thought he was going to be able to see his Mother again; yet something was keeping him from death. He opened his eyes to see Rena leaning over, his hand being squeezed tightly. He smiled a little as she sighed, letting the hand go and sitting completely up, helping him sit up as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I...still do not understand why this has occured. I do not feel like a human anymore, no matter how hard I tried. I guess...this is what I get...for loving someone who could not return the feelings in which I felt. She still smiled though...smiled for someone worthless of her love. She would most likely find someone better. I do wish... I could be worthy. I wish...to be loved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That is all I wish for, yet it seems impossible. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I...still love her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is it....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;....too late to tell her?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to remain smiling like this somehow...without hurting her. Those emotions that will fade away with time. I don&apos;t want to feel them again. Even...if my feelings grow distant tomorrow.... Surely my love will be unchanged, even if I pass from her heart tomorrow...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Surely my love will be unchanged.&lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <category>emo d:</category>
  <category>angst</category>
  <lj:music>Cassis - Gazette</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Cassis - Gazette</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 08 Oct 2006 21:47:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Text Me~</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Texting&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Humor/Script&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Hikaru/Kaoru&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; Suggestiveness on Hikaru&apos;s part. 8D; Twincest implied. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Hatori Bisco owns Ouran and charries. Not me~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; History class is boring, Hikaru needs something to do. If only he could see that Kaoru doesn&apos;t like HIS idea of fun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Class B-3; Early Morning~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Ne, Kaoru...this lecture&apos;s boring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: ...why are you texting me???&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: I&apos;m bored.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: So let&apos;s talk. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: ...fine, Hikaru. About what???&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Well...what are we going to do today?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: ?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: After school...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: Ah, Hikaru...um...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Cat got your tongue? ;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: ...no, not quite. I&apos;M TRYING TO PAY ATTENTION.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Ne, it&apos;s too boring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: Yeah, but I want to get a good grade....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: You&apos;re changing the subject. &amp;gt;[&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: Sorry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: ...does your phone &lt;i&gt;vibrate&lt;/i&gt;, Kaoru?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: asdlasd;ad&apos;sdk;sa WHAT!?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: ....button smash, much?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: So, it does, doesn&apos;t it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: None of your business.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: &amp;gt;(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: n.n It does.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: Doesn&apos;t.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Feels funny, ne?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: ....what are you talking about?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: The vibration.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: WHAT IS WITH YOU!? WE&apos;RE IN CLASS! DX&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Awwh, who cares. It&apos;s just History.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: Trying to LEARN here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Haha, you&apos;re squirming~.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: Stop looking at me. &amp;gt;(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Too bad I can&apos;t be right next to you...I could help you stop shifting, Kaoru.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: Did you SNIFF something, baka hentai!?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Depends on what you mean by sniff. ;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: ....I&apos;m so going to block you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Block me reaaaaal hard, Kaoru!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: I swear to...EHH?!! WHAT!? ECCHI! ECCHI!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Ne, maybe we can use whips?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: What whips...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Handcuffs? Oh, I have some in a box in the attic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: When did you have the time to BUY that stuff?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: During the holidays.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: You&apos;re worse than Tono, Hikaru.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: I see you&apos;re texting faster...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: Eh?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Am I exciting you? ;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: NO.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Awfully fast...heh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: STOP TEXTING ME.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: But I love you~.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: I love you too but GEEZ.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: When are we gonna do iiiit?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: Never at this rate. &amp;gt;(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: D: You make me sad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: I CAN&apos;T FINISH MY NOTES! LET ME WRITE THE NOTES DOOOWN, HIKARU!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: Oh, Kaoru! Lower! LOWER!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: .....................&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: KAORU! KAORU!!! KAORU!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: STOP.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: UWAAAH NOT SO HAAAARD!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: I SAID STOP.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: ...HAHA YOU&apos;RE SQUIRMING SLIGHTLY AGAIN!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: YES!! YESSSS!!! FASTER!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: .....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: OH GOD!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: THE TEACHER!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~At this time; Kaoru&apos;s cellphone is taken away. Upon seeing the last few messages from Hikaru; both were sentenced to detention; they were given their cellphones back while serving it.~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hikaru: OH KAORU!!! &amp;lt;33&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaoru: asd;asd;d;sad NO.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Hikaru made it up to Kaoru later on.~</description>
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  <category>ouran koukoubu</category>
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  <lj:music>Buttons - Pussycat Dolls</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 07 Oct 2006 23:58:26 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;The City that Never Sleeps&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Romance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Hikaru/Kaoru&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warning:&lt;/b&gt; Twincest. :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Hatori Bisco owns Ouran Koukoubu and the Hitachiin twins. Starbucks owned by the makers of Starbucks? 8D;;;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; The Hitachiin twins decide to spend Winter Break in New York! Foreigners in the city that never sleeps, ohmy! 8D; Time to warm up with some coffee, ne? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nobody ever understood the Hitachiin twins; Hikaru and Kaoru. Nobody in their neighborhood, nobody in their family, and certainly nobody at school; save for a certain Haruhi Fujioka. She always understood them, and they respected that. Haruhi could easily tell them apart with one glance; not even fully looking at them, for they both gave off two very different auras. Hikaru&apos;s was fiery, Kaoru&apos;s was calm. She could tell, and they let her into their small world of &apos;us&apos; versus &apos;everyone&apos;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yet...nobody else could understand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not even New Yorkers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Walking around hand in hand in the bustling busy streets of New York; the Hitachiin twins frankly attracted...attention to say the least. Yet they didn&apos;t mind. It was Winter Break for Ouran High School; and Hikaru suggested to go on a trip to somewhere in America. Kaoru had seen the festivals of the Americans on television; loving how bright and sparkling New York&apos;s lights were. His elder twin didn&apos;t even argue and booked the plane tickets for two immediately. Walking around, Kaoru mesmerized by the snow falling simply on the sidewalks; Hikaru knew Kaoru made a lovely choice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ne, Hikaru...? Why does everyone stare?&quot; Kaoru had asked as they rounded another corner in Times Square. Hikaru flashed him a grin, looking as two females smiled with &apos;I heart Yaoi&apos; shirts on. They stared at the twins, Kaoru who was leaning on Hikaru&apos;s shoulder, his cream colored turtleneck sweater standing out against Hikaru&apos;s brown chocolate one. &quot;Ah...excuse us...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Quickly Hikaru kept walking, hand around Kaoru&apos;s waist as they passed by the girls they almost ran into. The two were obviously puzzled at the native Japanese speakers; not understanding a word Kaoru had said. Yet they let out an otaku cry, Kaoru wincing from the pain of the ear piercing scream. Hikaru covered his ears for him and took another corner, walking into a Starbucks coffeeshop. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Baka otakus.&quot; Hikaru groaned, sighing in unison with his brother at the warmth of the store. People glanced and returned to their coffee; muttering &apos;foreigners&apos; under their breaths. Kaoru smiled and lead Hikaru over to a corner booth, in front of the window; outlooking the bustling city. It surely was more crowded than Japan; which the twins didn&apos;t necessarily like. Yet being in the coffeehouse certainly was inviting, the warmth and cheerfulness of being inside around Christmas time. &quot;What do you want, Kaoru?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Instant coffee.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ne, me too, me too.&quot; Hikaru agreed, getting up to go order. He tried to order in English, yet his accent overpowered his speaking skills, Kaoru giggling back in the corner booth. A blush creeped on Hikaru&apos;s skin, the server telling him there was no instant coffee. Hikaru groaned and translated for Kaoru; who didn&apos;t want to learn English. He groaned and pouted slightly, asking for a frappuccino to Hikaru. He nodded and ordered what was asked for and went to sit back down with his twin brother. &quot;Picky.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nyaa, not my fault. Commoner&apos;s coffee is so good.&quot; Kaoru whined back, smiling. Hikaru rolled his eyes and held his hand from the other side opposite him, amber eyes meeting a mirror image. He ignored the woman calling his name for their dranks, just for a few minutes. Time suspended in the air when Hikaru leaned over the table to kiss his boyfriend, who only blushed from the public attention. A few people were immediately disgusted, yet some were mildly interested. Hikaru pulled away reluctantly, going to get his coffee for them both. Kaoru sunk lower in the booth seats, blushing from the fact that a lot of people were now looking. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ne, here you go Kaoru.&quot; Hikaru chimed happily, handing him one of the frappuccinos. Sitting back down, Hikaru sipped out of his, talking every once in a while. Some people got up to leave, others stayed to watch the two speak in their native language, giggling and looking at the &apos;commoners&apos; in their &apos;natural habitat&apos;. After the twosome got bored, they left as well, holding hands and walking through the Winter setting in New York, heading back to their accomidations. Before they did, however, they stopped in Centeral Park, laughing and walking through Strawberry Fields, Kaoru smiling at the snow as he cuddled up against his brother. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It didn&apos;t matter if the New Yorkers or the Japanese didn&apos;t understand them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They understood each other, and they were one in the same; just like the snowflakes that were falling. A different pattern on each, yet with the same likeness as another snowflake. Not exact; but similar. That was just how the Hitachiin twins were. Different snowflakes falling from the same sky. At least, that was how Kaoru saw it as. Smiling as the mirror images sat on the park bench, snowflakes falling in their hair...Kaoru would say he was right. Corny, but nonetheless exactly right. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To both the Hitachiin twins; the world of &apos;us&apos; was a better contender than the world of &apos;them&apos;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For &apos;us&apos; was all &lt;i&gt;they&lt;/i&gt; needed.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 30 Sep 2006 04:23:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Bokura no Love Style</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Bokura no Love Style&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Fluff&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Hikaru/Kaoru&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I do not own Ouran or the beloved Hitachiin twins. Hatori Bisco does and by GOD she&apos;s lucky to own them. XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; Incest implied. 8DDD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; It seemed to good to be true...and it was just that. All a dream, but the twins don&apos;t know the other feels the same about them. D8 -sucks at Summaries-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Kaoru...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hikaru? What--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You know we&apos;re doing?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;We&apos;re...relaxing?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No; we&apos;re on a date, Kaoru.&quot; he whispered, eyes blinking slowly at the uke like boy in front of his eyes. He watched the crimson red infiltrate his brother&apos;s skin, watching the gulp slide down his throat. Lips parted, Hikaru leaned in, planting a real kiss on Kaoru&apos;s lip. Of course the reaction was pure shock by the younger Hitachiin. He DID wonder why Hikaru suddenly dragged him to the Hot Springs, yet he thought he just wanted to relax. Suddenly the pieces click and the kiss felt...better than it should have. It was just an act for the Host Club, right? Hands quickly grabbed the other&apos;s hands, holding them tightly as he broke away from the sudden and rash kiss. &quot;Kaoru I...never told you that I...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yes, Hikaru?&quot; amber mirror eyes shimmered, sincere awe and happiness reflected in them. One hand broke loose out of the griphold on his other half&apos;s hands, trailing up to Kaoru&apos;s face and caressing him slightly. It was all so sudden and all too real. Hikaru thought the world was spinning until he made it stop, biting his bottom lip as the younger twin frowned slightly. &quot;What&apos;s wrong, Hikaru?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I...love you...&quot; came the faint noise, making Kaoru freeze completely. Taking control of the situation, Kaoru pulled Hikaru to look at him, smiling and nodding. Everything went hazy around the edges, right before Kaoru could return the favor of the kiss prior to the confession. Hikaru frowned, groaning a &apos;no&apos; loudly as he went tumbling back to Earth...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...and woke up from the best dream he had ever had.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Kaoru if...only I could actually say such things...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was a forbidden act...and only an act, right? Hikaru had tried to convince himself that he didn&apos;t like his twin that way but the truth of the matter was...he did. He liked the taboo act they displayed to the guests in the Host Club, without Kaoru or THEIR knowledge that the feelings were real. One day he might snap at home and confess to Kaoru everything. The reason why the scripts were all written by Hikaru and why...it sometimes felt too real. Staring over at his other half that was still half asleep, he frowned a little, scooting over until his arms wrapped around him. &lt;i&gt;I want that dream again...and I want to never wake up from it...but why do I dream such things?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He breathed lightly on Kaoru, chin resting on the younger twin&apos;s shoulder. Eyes droopy, he closed them tightly, falling back asleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It would have been nice if Hikaru knew Kaoru had the same exact dream as he did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;d be wonderful...if they knew that the other felt the same way, doubting that the other would love them back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yet that was another dream, wasn&apos;t it?</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 00:19:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>AIM ala PoH? omgwtf? D:</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;Yeah. Seriously need to be MURDERED for this. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;The Interweb Broke My Brain&lt;/i&gt; (aka idunnowhattotitlethis)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG. :D;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; PURE CRACK/fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Implied: Akuroku, Zekuroku, Cloudyn, Roku/Adyn(Mentioned/Implied only)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; MEH. 8D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I only own Adyn and this story lol. :D; And I made the usernames up. (Kinda but not rly)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; None, really. :O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Raynie made Adyn hate the interweb. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-i heart cloud has just signed on-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: HEY GOTH KID. 8D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: 8DDD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-rokusasu has just been added to the conversation-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-takushi rena has just been added to the conversation-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: HOW COME YOU DON&apos;T SAY HI TO ANYBODY!? D8&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: HI! :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: Hey; I&apos;ll be right back though... don&apos;t kill me, Raynie.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: WELL, HURRY UP. :O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: How come Adyn-kun isn&apos;t talkin&apos;? D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: ...I REALLY hate the internet right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: Why?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: Why? D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: Whoa. @_@&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: Because. I found this one site...and...I don&apos;t like it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: Lemme guess; 4chan?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: Yes. How did you know?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: It&apos;s obvious...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: What&apos;s 4chan? :o&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: You don&apos;t want to know. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: YOSH I DO! D8&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: No. You don&apos;t. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: It&apos;s like... an adult site. And I think Adyn saw the Yaoi section...&amp;gt;:3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: ..........DON&apos;T TELL ME &lt;b&gt;YOU&lt;/b&gt; PUT THAT PICTURE ON THERE! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: &amp;gt;:3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: .....I hate you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: Oooh...whaddya do, Raynie-san?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: I put one of the pictures you took of blonde and goth kid. &amp;gt;:3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: I was drunk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: I&apos;m sure... &amp;gt;:3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: I&apos;m back...wait. .....Raynieeeee.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: Yessss? :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: ...You&apos;re kidding; right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: No; she&apos;s not....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: .....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: 8D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: Which picture was it? :o&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: The one with blonde on top of goth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: We have names.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: And we were drunk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: We were?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: YES. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: ....oh, right. Yes; we were drunk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: ....heheheeehehehe. &amp;gt;8D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: I think you two were sober.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: WE WERE DRUNK.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: ...what he said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: I&apos;m sure. HEY! I know a GREAT site!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: Do tell. :o&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: &lt;a href=&quot;http://fanfiction.net/&quot;&gt;http://fanfiction.net/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: I LOVE THAT SITE! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: So do I~ :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: ..I&apos;ve been there before...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: And....?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: They have stories of us on there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: ..........Raynie......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: Yossssss?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: ..........I hate you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: DDDDD: Why?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: Because. You exploit PRIVATE things of...things...online.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: That&apos;s what the internet is for...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: .......no. It&apos;s not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: ADYN-KUN! Check your email. :o&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: Okay...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: ......man and I thought Axel and me was bad...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: That pairing ish kyoot. :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: And Zexy-kun and joo, Roku-kun! :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: I&apos;m not gay though!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: ...uh huh, keep telling yourself that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: .....................Rena. What the heck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: 8D You like it?! I know you two haven&apos;t seen the pictures!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: Yeah, but.......still.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: ROKU-KUN! Check your email, too! :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: Okay. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: ....yeah. We were definantly drunk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: No you weren&apos;t.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: Yes we were.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: But there was no drinks nearby.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: Yes there was, you just didn&apos;t see it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: I woulda saw it...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: You two are blind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: ......we were drunk. And I don&apos;t like that email.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: &amp;gt;:D They&apos;re on.......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: MYSPACE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: I am definantly deleting mine now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: Same.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: AW COME ON. IT&apos;S JUST SOME STUPID PICTURES!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: ........no. It has a deeper meaning than that. WHAT IF CLOUD FINDS OUT!?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: Oh. Well. You&apos;re screwed?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: ........if he breaks up with me. YOUR HEAD WILL ROLL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: Well; you could get together with Roku-kun? &amp;gt;w&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: I SAID I&apos;M NOT GAY!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: Roxas. You are. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: N-no...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: Dude. You came on to ME.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: WE WERE DRUNK!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: No, you&apos;re gay. Just. Plain out gay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rokusasu: ...you&apos;re mean. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-rokusasu has left the conversation-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-rokusasu has just signed off-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: ......uh oh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: Nice goin; JERK.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: HEY! It&apos;s the TRUTH!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: That was a bit mean, Adyn-kun... D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: W...well...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: You better apologize. Or I&apos;ll get the spatula.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart cloud: Fine; I&apos;ll call him.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-i heart cloud has just left the conversation-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-i heart cloud has just signed off-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: Hey Rena...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: Yeah?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fistfighter: LET&apos;S PUT MORE PICTURES UP!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;takushi rena: OKAY! 8DDD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-fistfighter has just signed off-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-takushi rena has just signed off-&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 12 Aug 2006 23:20:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Angels Are a Complicated Species Indeed</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;A Piece of Deception&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-PG13 (Unsure ^^;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Romance/Fantasy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Azariel/Adyn (I swear I&apos;ll stick to this one. :O;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_rofflesauce&apos; lj:user=&apos;rofflesauce&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap; text-decoration: line-through;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://rofflesauce.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://rofflesauce.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;rofflesauce&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; (duh)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; -half rant- I do not necessarily believe in a higher being (God), and I do NOT have a preferred religion. (I&apos;m not even baptized, ftw) I have a sense that there are Angels and Demons, but no such beings controlling over them. You can&apos;t bash me or send me hate-emails because of the views displayed in this story. Adyn is NOT a Gary-stu, neither. Azariel, Gabriel, and Raphael ARE realistic Angels; yet they have my touch to them. God &apos;created&apos; them, so I take no ownership of the Angels, yet Azariel is in a sense, my own. I also hold ownership over Kayne and Faye (Adyn&apos;s parents). You just have to have a sense and not be dumb. You know I can&apos;t make Angels up. -_____-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; It is clear in the Book of Law that Humans, Angels, and even Demons aren&apos;t allowed to love ANYBODY of the same gender. It&apos;s been that way from the beginning; and yet God and the other Angels haven&apos;t a clue why. One of their leading Angels; Azariel, has fallen in love with the boy he looks over; Adyn. Of course this isn&apos;t acceptable; and the Angel is banished to exhile. Can anything be done?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Shink.&lt;/i&gt; Another murder commited; another soul down. Just the same routine, day after day. Adyn couldn&apos;t help but get bored. Azariel handed him a list; Adyn killed, that was that. &apos;Workers of God&apos; was what they were dubbed. &lt;i&gt;Sure; we work for GOD. Big man upstairs. Uh huh. Killing mindlessly sounds pretty damn God-like to me.&lt;/i&gt; Adyn scowled, his golden hawk eyes glaring at the list Azariel held in front of him. The small angel sighed, knowing the boy was tiring of this. At first it was exciting; killing without being blamed. Other times he was overly excited, too excited for his own good, not like he HAD any good in him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Take last month&apos;s prized kill; for example. &lt;i&gt;Kayne Tiyamoto.&lt;/i&gt; He had to murder his OWN father; not like it troubled him. He hated his father, to put it bluntly. He was actually pretty pleased to finally see the name. The Fallen Warrior only nodded numbly, snatching the sticky note from the Tinkerbell-sized Angel. They were partners; Azariel being guiding, somewhat like a conscience. Adyn only obliged, following his advice, no matter how ridiculous. The two walked out; Light and Dark. It was amazing someone of a Dark nature could work for God, not like he had a choice. Satan rejected him bluntly, but so did God...yet Azariel couldn&apos;t let Adyn know that. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It took Azariel so much willpower and begging to let God accept him. It wasn&apos;t even...accepting. No matter what, he was only giving a single wing, while God talked Satan in giving him a tail. As if they BOTH wanted him, when truth was, neither did. Azariel was somewhat pleased, but not too much. He didn&apos;t like the choice his Lord made, for it wasn&apos;t even fair. Adyn was only sixteen, not even of age yet. Sure, his heart was...Pure Evil as they may say, yet that gave neither ruling Lords any right to reject him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Feelings and guilt aside; the two were setting out to do their mission. &lt;i&gt;&apos;Nice and clean, no mess, alright? I know you hate him...&apos;&lt;/i&gt; Azariel had went over, explaining to the boy that it couldn&apos;t be a flatout massacre. Adyn only nodded, his wing ruffling in annoyance. He adored the Angel that God set before him; yet he sometimes wished that he would be quiet. &lt;i&gt;&apos;It&apos;s not like I&apos;m going to attack a village, Azariel. Swift and easy, I know.&apos;&lt;/i&gt; The boy kept walking, turning corners every now and then. The two hardly exchanged words when they were sent on an...assassination, if you will. Mind numbing assassinating. Nothing God-like about that, right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nope; certainly nothing a TRUE Angel would do. Azariel sighed, his long blonde hair flowing relentlessly. He wished the raven-haired boy would actually accept his duty to put people out of their misery... yet it wasn&apos;t possible. It wasn&apos;t even humane, to say the least. They finally rounded the last corner of Glory Road; finding a drunken bum laying against the concrete pavement. &lt;i&gt;&apos;54th and Angelic. This is him...stupid scum. He deserves to die; and I&apos;m more than happy to get rid of him.&apos;&lt;/i&gt; Azariel only shook his small head, his mirror golden eyes looking at the boy with concern. &lt;i&gt;How can he put up with killing day after day?&lt;/i&gt; Unthinkable, intolerable. If only Azariel could put a stop to it. In a second; he would.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It only took a second...just a second to do anything. Something life altering; something simple. Only a second for Adyn to take his father&apos;s life. He left the red-haired drunken mess bleeding. Another second flashed by; Adyn was slicing at him even more. A wild smile was on his face, much like the horrendous smile that was on his face every month. At least once a month, he would enjoy the killing so much... he would overkill, a maniacal grin on him. A flash of the purest evil would glint in his eyes, almost scaring Azariel. He couldn&apos;t believe this boy was so...evil on the inside. He was so naturally quiet; it was as if he wouldn&apos;t have an ounce of evil in him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Red blood was staining the pavement; yet Adyn kept hacking at him. The Angel had enough and floated over to him, screaming at him to stop. The boy finally listened, his arm muscles almost worn completely out from the energy of slicing at the dirt. It was one of Adyn&apos;s most prized kills to date...not even mentioning the countless famous people he had to kill. The fallen one kicked at his father, turning on his heels. Azariel gulped and crossed his name off the list. &lt;i&gt;He&apos;s never been this maniacal...yet...it IS his father, after all. Oh Lord...if only you could let him be accepted, that is all he asks for.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There wasn&apos;t any exchanging of words, not another word spoken the rest of the night. Adyn walked quickly out of the world that was Halo&apos;s Ground; flying with his single wing. How he managed it, was a mystery. Most Angels, and Demons for that matter, would be killed with only a wing. Yet the boy flew naturally, as if there was another wing there. Maybe his tail supported him? No...Demons had tails as well. The Angel on shook it off, wishing that Adyn would at least talk to him. He was growing fond of the boy; a little...too fond actually. He had to keep lying to Adyn about their best kept secret.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The truth was; Azariel was actually a part of Adyn. Not the corny...movie-style a part...but, truly a part of him. Everyone is born with some Light in them, even those born Heartless, much like in Adyn&apos;s case. A serious incident in Adyn&apos;s past lead for Azariel to be created, and for him to be out of his whole &quot;heart&quot; completely. His father lead him to believe that there was a monster inside his heart...and that he would have to &apos;carve&apos; it out. By carving; his father meant seriously digging into his chest, probably with a knife, and committing a cruel form of unintentional suicide.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Adyn lost one of his &apos;lives&apos; that night, for he stabbed at his heart, unleashing the little bit of Light in him. God had pity on the seven year old at the time, and let him live again, only Darkness inhabiting his heart. It did him no good, for he died another time years later. Azariel begged for him to live again; for there was a deep connection, and he KNEW that he was Adyn...a while back. Which was why they were such good friends, they knew and understood each other extremely well. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn.... I&apos;m sorry you have to go through this.&quot; Azariel finally spoke up. The boy he was speaking too only blinked at him. They were done with the kill for the day, and Adyn was relaxing in a computer-generated Heaven. He wasn&apos;t actually allowed inside Heaven, so God made a false one for Azariel and him, just so Azariel wasn&apos;t making a fuss. It was as close as Adyn would get to &apos;God&apos;, who was only a voice. There were other Angels around, falsely generated ones. Everything was fictional, and only Azariel knew it. &quot;I&apos;m sorry this is your duty.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re not suppose to apologize. I&apos;m happy, I&apos;m in...Heaven.&quot; Adyn replied, smiling at the Angel floating nearby. The two smiled at the cheaply-made pun, yet Azariel had a false smile slapped on him. Adyn was in a fictional world; nothing being real to him. The Angel wished he could end this stupid charade, letting everything out. &quot;Even though...I really do wish this would stop.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I could speak with Him--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s not...necessary. I&apos;m okay, as long as I get to have you as a partner.&quot; Adyn cut in, looking away, as if he were embarassed. The Angel took it seriously; a hint of blush creeping on his porcelain skin. They were best friends; as good as an Angel and a Fallen could get.... yet for Adyn to say that about Azariel was remarkable. The Soul Stealer rarely ever took pity in anything, Angel, Demon, or Human. Azariel let a smile spread on the surface, wishing he could attack the boy with a hug. Yet he knew Adyn couldn&apos;t handle such things, for he hated to be touched. He was a really picky person, yet Azariel respected him at all costs. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How very...kind of you. I thank you for the compliment.&quot; Azariel responded, bowing slightly. A blush formed on Adyn as well as he looked down, sitting on the white puffy cloud among the many artificial ones. The real God was about to let Azariel know...that Adyn&apos;s time was up. Fallens were only allowed specific times to follow certain leaders, whether the Lord be God or Satan. Azariel didn&apos;t want to hear it, for if Adyn was sent back to the Earths to be exhiled...so would he. &quot;Adyn, I have something to say! This...this isn&apos;t Heaven. This is artificial. EVERYTHING is artificial; but my being. Your job was artificial! The killings we made were artificial!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What...?&quot; Adyn questioned, confusion truly replaced the look of embarassment. God never let on to Azariel that the killings they made were fictional; but the Angel could already tell. It was as clear as the look on his face...nothing was real. Only Adyn and himself were the real things on that artificial cloud. The boy looked down, his shoulders shaking. He was either about to laugh or cry; Azariel personally leaning to the crying. His hunches were right, since a tear fell down Adyn&apos;s pale skin. &quot;I...I knew it was too good! Nobody cared as much! I knew...I knew God hated me! I j..,.just knew it!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s not like He hates you!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Then what?! What is it!? He just doesn&apos;t like me as much as...as YOU or other Angels?! He probably likes Satan more than me!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s NOT true!&quot; Azariel hollered. He never really got angry with the boy, yet he could already feel the emotions stirring up inside him. Being the Angel of Emotions; he knew all too well what was going on in the not-so-pure brain of the boy&apos;s. He could feel the want of committing suicide; the feeling of not being cared by anyone. The truth was; someone cared for him...Azariel. The only Angel in all of Heavens that cared for him. The Fallen one probably wouldn&apos;t believe it, yet it was true. God was ready to banish Azariel as soon as the words &apos;I love you&apos; would slip out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was against Law for an Angel to love a Fallen; or a Demon. Almost everyone knew that. Yet Azariel thought that as unfair; since love shouldn&apos;t be banned. Azariel wished he could comfort Adyn; yet he was just too small. He already hated being an Angel; and that was a sin itself. According to Law; that is. You couldn&apos;t hate an Angel at all....no matter if they were cruel to you or not. You hated an Angel or God Himself...you were banned to be a Fallen. Yet Azariel wasn&apos;t looking forward to being a Fallen. He just wished that the two of them could be Human. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How is it NOT true?! I&apos;m a horrible monster; doomed to be mistreated and lied to! You know it&apos;s true! I&apos;m sure you lied to me plenty of times!&quot; Adyn hollered back, tears staining his eyes. Azariel would have yelled a &apos;that&apos;s not true&apos; again...yet he couldn&apos;t say it. It was as if something was holding back from letting him slip another lie. It was only adding ash to the fire. The Fallen could already sense the pieces of deception were forming; one by one. A lip tremble formed; yet Adyn stopped the sobbing. Azariel could sense the feelings of complete heartbreak and depression take place. &quot;W...why are you....s....still here!? YOU HATE ME!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;HOW COULD I HATE YOU IF I LOVE YOU!?&quot; Azariel asked. Silence loomed over, the Fallen one shocked more than ever. To hear those words...almost for the first time...was remarkable. He couldn&apos;t remember his mother or father (never his father, that was impossible) speak those three little words. Nobody he ever KNEW spoke those words. God could sense this from above; in the real Heaven. The Advice Angels looked down upon them, both the Emotion Angel and the Sacrificial Angel. It was also a sin; according to Law, that you couldn&apos;t love someone the same gender. Azariel couldn&apos;t understand why, love was love, yet God wouldn&apos;t have it. He made Adam and Eve, not Adam and James, not Eve and Vanessa. The Angel looked up, wishing for God to make him back to...Human. For both to be Human. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;One wish couldn&apos;t harm.&lt;/i&gt; It was just a simple wish, right? Both were to be Fallen no matter what. They should get one last wish. Every had a last wish. Even murderers let their victims have a last wish. Executioners as well. So why shouldn&apos;t a former-Angel have a last wish? Wouldn&apos;t that be fair? God at least believed so...for a Last Wish was Law. The Fallen looked at the other Fallen and let his lip tremble as well; in response to the boy&apos;s own. The cloud&apos;s and Heavenly Gate disappeared, leaving them on the street of a deserted road. Azariel hugged Adyn tightly, a normal form taking over. He was taller and much older than Adyn, and it showed. Wings were gone, as was a Halo. All that remained was true emotions from the newly-Fallen. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You...love me...? But nobody EVER loved me...&quot; Adyn whispered, not even noticing the single wing and Devil tail missing. The male in white held onto the boy in black; not caring if this was wrong. It was his form of love; it was HIS true emotion. He didn&apos;t give a damn if he was Fallen now, he just knew he actually loved the boy. Adyn cried into the male&apos;s shoulder, letting Azariel comfort him for the first time. &quot;This is the first time somebody said this to me...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I know...and I don&apos;t care what they say. There are other things I have yet to tell you...but in time. Some things are best left as secrets...yet, my feelings won&apos;t be. They won&apos;t be shut in the dark anymore.&quot; Azariel whispered; gazing at the open space before them. He knew that the door back to Heaven would never open up for him again; and he had no worries of the door to Hell opening up to take them both. He didn&apos;t have to hide his feelings anymore; nor did Azariel have to listen to Law. Adyn finally calmed down; not letting go of Azariel. He was afraid if he did...he would lose the first person who loved him. He couldn&apos;t ever risk that. They didn&apos;t notice passerby walk on by, gazing at them with curiousity. All they could see was each other, always and forever. &quot;Heaven&apos;s Gates don&apos;t need to open for us, for we are our own Heaven.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Azariel...&quot; Adyn whispered, looking at the mirror eyes they shared. A link to each other&apos;s souls; the same soul. Adyn only thought he was a shell for the longest time; a tool to the hands of God. Now he realized he was an actual person; who may have a purpose in this God forsaken life. He felt relieved that they didn&apos;t need to kill anymore, no need to feel guilty for lives that were lost. Azariel somewhat...&apos;saved&apos; Adyn in a sense, probably from himself. All he wanted was love and acceptance; and Azariel simply gave him that. All they needed was each other, nothing more nothing less. &quot;I&apos;m sorry I took away your Angel wings.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s not important. It&apos;s not my fault God can&apos;t accept my views of love. We can build our own Heaven; that sound good?&quot; Azariel joked softly, hoping to make Adyn laugh. He did, which lightened the mood a little. More passerby gave them odd looks; yet neither Fallen took notice of it. All they needed was each other. Each Fallen wanted to have the moment last forever. If they could; they probably would stay interlocked in an embrace for all of time, yet it wasn&apos;t natural. God was watching from above, his two Advice Angels leaning over his shoulder. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Their love is Pure; but is it enough to get them into Heaven?&quot; He asked; looking at the pair. One of the Angels near his shoulder snickered. &lt;i&gt;HE is asking us if that kind of love is allowed in these gates?! It&apos;s against Law!&lt;/i&gt; The other one nodded; agreeing with the Angel&apos;s thoughts. He sighed, wondering why Law had to exist like that. He shouldn&apos;t have made it to begin with. Love wasn&apos;t suppose to be just between opposite genders; but love should be...what you thought of it. As long as you followed your Heart; it didn&apos;t matter what race, colour, gender, or religion. As long as they tugged at your Heart strings, it shouldn&apos;t matter. &quot;What do you think; Gabriel?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I...disagree and agree at the same time. Love shouldn&apos;t have any boundaries; yet...it IS against Law. I mustn&apos;t turn my back against Law.&quot; the pink-robed Angel replied. She controlled Love, Tolerance, and Gratitude...which was troublesome in this issue. Her twin snorted; knowing she wouldn&apos;t pick a side on this. Gabriel thought that Love was just...Love...but she had to Tolerate Law. She sighed, wishing a choice could be made. &quot;I&apos;m sorry, Our Lord, but...I can&apos;t choose...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well; I don&apos;t care about HER side, but what I WILL say is this: Law is Law. Love can only go with Man and Woman; not Man and Man, and not Woman and Woman. It&apos;s been that way since the beginning of time.&quot; the green-robed Angel replied, smiling. Raphael only spoke the Truth, which was sometimes...brutal. Both a Healer and an Honest Angel; he was one of the most respected; which made sense for he was an Advisory Angel, along with his twin sister Gabriel. God frowned at the two; for they were strong believers of Love, yet they new Law...was well, Law. He took the Book of Law; opening it up. &quot;Lord, what is it you are doing?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Rewriting Law.&quot; He answered simply. The Advisory Angels gasped, looking from the Book of Law to the two Fallen in the Mirror. Nobody has EVER changed Law; so why would He start? It wasn&apos;t right...many believers would be in shock at His decision. Some wouldn&apos;t take it seriously; for there is no correct Book of Law. There is no right Bible. Many people can make Bibles up; but only He and His Angels have the correct Bible. A one-worded Book containing many Laws and Secrets. A simple word: Law. That&apos;s all it was called; for that is all it needed to be called. A scribble and it was done.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A new Law was born on that crystal blue sky. The two Fallen were still locked into an embrace; Adyn still trying to recooporate. Gabriel and Raphael were in shock; yet their Hearts warmed up instantly. They were Angels of Love; yet they weren&apos;t the only ones. There were many Angels of Love, many who would be thrilled that Love...was Love, just like Law was Law. No in-depth words to describe it; it was what it was meant to be. God shut the Book; smiled, and looked at the Advisory Angels. &quot;We all know that the Angel of Emotions...is one of our most reknown Angels. He is a part of every Human; and we all know this well. Adyn...the Sacrificial Angel...isn&apos;t too Pure. Their love certainly is; but not Him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What I am trying to tell you, is that one day he&apos;ll have to take a huge risk. Everything he does is one sacrifice after another. For that I am thankful to have him around. You must take well care of him, for he is an Angel of a sort.&quot; He said calmly, looking at the twins. They nodded; glancing at the mirror. The passerby no longer took any notice in the two; for they were completely invisible. Azariel was the first to notice any changes. He could feel the Angel wings growing on Adyn; and he could sense his own growing back in. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;A...Adyn! We&apos;re...Angels!?&quot; Azariel cried out, looking at Adyn&apos;s Halo. He shrugged, looking down at himself. He noticed he was in a black robe, Azariel in a white one. They were like Yin and Yang; Azariel being the Purest of Angels. Emotions stirred back inside him, making him shudder. Never had he exprienced the &apos;wave&apos; Angels get when they have a second chance. Whatever you ruled over, a &apos;wave&apos; of that type would wash over you. For Azariel; he had a mixture of emotions stirring inside him, which pretty much made him lost in confusion. &lt;i&gt;So Heaven&apos;s Gates really did accept us after all....&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The former-Fallen smiled and tested out their wings; Azariel pretty happy that he wasn&apos;t back to being miniature. Certain Angels were made small; for some were consciences for certain Humans. They were no longer consciences, or Guardian Angels to Humans. They flew back up to the real Heaven; the one Adyn always wanted to visit. He saw a female Angel with raven-hair; just like his own. She was familiar...and he recognized her off the bat. He actually saw his mother for the first time in years, for he knew by her pale complextion and hair, it HAD to be her. &lt;i&gt;So...Law could be rewritten...amazing.&lt;/i&gt; Gabriel and Rapheal waved at the two, passing them by. Azariel took Adyn&apos;s hand, spinning him around slightly. Their wings beat in unison as they hovered over the clouds in Heaven, gazing at each others eyes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Loving a part of yourself can&apos;t be right...especially when they haven&apos;t the slightest clue. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For now; that&apos;ll be the only piece of deception I have....&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;I actually did it. Finally. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;A Trip to Red Lobster!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Comedy/Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Riku/Sora&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_rofflesauce&apos; lj:user=&apos;rofflesauce&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap; text-decoration: line-through;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://rofflesauce.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://rofflesauce.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;rofflesauce&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; for &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_technicolorcage&apos; lj:user=&apos;technicolorcage&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://technicolorcage.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://technicolorcage.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;technicolorcage&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Squeenix owns everything Kingdom Hearts. I wish I did.D:&lt;br /&gt;I dun own Red Lobster or Hooters, either.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Sora and Riku get jobs at Red Lobster; but it&apos;s not to Riku&apos;s liking... D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sora. Why did we get a job HERE again?&quot; Riku asked, staring at the sign for Red Lobster. Sora scratched the back of his brown spikey hair, shrugging. Riku groaned; he hated the smell of crab....or lobster. Anything with a shell that was from the ocean, as a matter of fact. Sora dragged Riku inside, staring at who else...but Cid Highwind. Sora recently found out that Cid opened a Red Lobster in Traverse Town; and since Riku kept complaining they got jobs...Sora decided; why not?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hello and welcome to...oh. It&apos;s just you two. Whaddya want?&quot; Cid asked, biting his toothpick. Sora smiled and handed him two job applications. Cid stared at the paper; then to Sora and Riku. He bursted out laughing and took a stamp of &apos;Approved&apos; out. Sora clapped his hands while Riku felt like he might die. Working at a crab/lobster/shell place wasn&apos;t his idea of work. &lt;i&gt;I could always get a job as a Reservation person at the Hooters Tifa opened in Radiant Garden...&lt;/i&gt; &quot;Get in those costumes and hold some signs. Trust me; I&apos;ll pay ya good munny. Out of pity.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I. AM. NOT. GETTING. IN. A CRAB. COSTUME.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Why not, Riku? Come on; it&apos;ll be fuuuun!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Pleaseeeeeeeeeee?&quot; Sora begged, his big blue eyes blinking at him. His bottom lip trembled, often when he wanted something; or someone to do something FOR him. Riku looked away, peeking back at him. The older teen couldn&apos;t resist his best friend with benefits. There was no escaping the trap that Sora accidentally set for him anyway. They needed munny; and Cid was willing to give them munny. Riku groaned again; finally caving into the boy&apos;s desires. Sora smiled and dragged him by the hand, costumes in the other. &quot;THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah yeah. You owe me later.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Okay! Now get in your costume, Rikuuuu~&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I KNOW! DON&apos;T RUSH ME!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sowwy...&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nah; it&apos;s okay.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Do you still love me?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Of course.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;GOODY~~&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Whatever...&quot; Riku grumbled blushing. He took his costume and got changed in a stall, Sora doing the same. They came out in...hermit crab costumes. Riku was already embarassed, and he wasn&apos;t even with other people. Sora seemed to enjoy himself; and that was all that mattered for the silver haired boy. The two walked out, getting signs from an almost dying Cid. Riku shot a death glare and went outside. Sora held the sign happily, a smile on his face; even when passerby made fun of him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;When ya think about it; it&apos;s quite fun!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah. Right. HEY LADY! GET YOUR KID AWAY FROM ME!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;DON&apos;T YELL AT ME YOUNG.......ohmygodwhatthehell.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Don&apos;t say anything.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Whyareyoudressedlikethat?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Why do you have runon sentences?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Answerminefirst.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Job at Red Lobster. You?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;sjustsofunnyIcan&apos;thavemywordsspaced.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re annoying. GET AWAY ANNOYING LADY!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Finefine.&quot; the runon sentence woman answered, dragging her two children away. Sora blinked and bonked Riku on the head with a crab claw, laughing like a little kid. Riku could already feel an annoyance AND the anger build up inside of him. This wasn&apos;t his kind of job; yet he was doing it anyway. Riku slapped Sora in the face with his soft claw, his teeth gritted. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Don&apos;t. Patronize. Me.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sorry!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;........can we go?! You can work and I can find a job at Hooters or somethin&apos;.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No! Stay with meeee!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.....alright.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What the heck?!&quot; Leon asked, staring at the two. Riku&apos;s hands went into fists. First some annoying lady...then another annoying lady!? Oh wait; it was just Leon. It didn&apos;t really matter. Leon acted like an annoying woman. &quot;Why are you...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;DON&apos;T EVEN.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s for a Job!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You got jobs!? At.....RED LOBSTER!? OHMYGOD YOU GUYS SUNK LOW.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Shut. UP. LEAVE ME ALONE, WOMAN.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re so cruel!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;So.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Good point. See ya....CRABS~&quot; Leon yelled, waving a hand. He dashed off, leaving Riku completely and utterly angry. Sora blinked and bursted out laughing, looking away from Riku. Riku turned his head, his eyes demanding a what is so funny. Sora shook his head, blushing and laughing. Tears were just about to roll down his cheeks when Riku grabbed him with his hermit crab claws, gritting his teeth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHAT.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s nothing! I swear! Just that you called Leon a woman...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.....he is a woman.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No he isn&apos;t.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He looks and sounds like a woman; therefore, he&apos;s a woman.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Okay, whatever Riku.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m quitting this job. IT SUCKS AND I&apos;M GETTING SO AGGRAVATED!&quot; Riku hollered, running off. He took his five hundred munny check, getting out of the suit and putting his clothes back on. He passed Sora, still angry that he was even dragged into the job in the first place. &quot;Stupid. Seafood.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Geez; SOMEONE&apos;S crabby!&quot;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <category>finished omg</category>
  <category>somewhat crack</category>
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  <category>kingdom hearts</category>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 28 Jul 2006 04:11:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>{lost and never found</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Crash and Burn&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairings:&lt;/b&gt; Roxas/Adyn Raynie/Rena&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_toxik_imagery&apos; lj:user=&apos;toxik_imagery&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://toxik-imagery.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://toxik-imagery.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;toxik_imagery&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;//&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_arukidasu&apos; lj:user=&apos;arukidasu&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://arukidasu.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://arukidasu.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;arukidasu&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; Shounen-ai and shoujo-ai? (I guess. &amp;gt;o&amp;gt;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Roxas/Heartless/KH in general (c) Squeenix/Disney. Raynie (c) Raynie. Rena/Pieces of Heart/Cucio Bay (I think) (c) Rena. Adyn/Plot/Story/Random town/Random Nobody (c) Moi. :O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Gone without a trace; like a breeze just passing by~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The deafening sound echoed throughout the blank and open space of the desolate city. The trio turned their heads, watching the smoke rise from the wreckage. Their first instinct was Adyn; probably causing mayhem to the people in the no-named town. They each exchanged glances, nodding. Roxas took off first, followed by Raynie. Rena blinked and charged, running alongside the other two. Roxas couldn&apos;t deny he was worried, neither could Raynie or Rena, yet he knew there was nothing wrong with Adyn. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Now where?!&quot; Raynie demanded, her fists ready and primed for a fight. Roxas looked around, while Rena shrugged. He ran to the left, Raynie and Rena sighing; following his lead. He had the Keyblade out incase, and he was happy he did have it out. Amazingly, Adyn wasn&apos;t the one who caused the loud noise. Instead; it was a towering Nobody, bigger than anything they&apos;ve ever seen. Adyn was nowhere to be found, so the trio didn&apos;t worry about anything. &quot;Oh. Well...I guess that solves where...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Nobody smiled, it&apos;s long arms squirming. It reached out for Roxas first, yet he blocked it was a blow to it&apos;s arm. Raynie and Rena saw that this was serious business, so they jumped into the fight, bashing at it. They heard a cackle, which didn&apos;t belong to the Nobody. Even the Nobody turned it&apos;s head, not knowing itself who or what laughed. Rena spotted the source first, pointing to the enormous Nobody&apos;s shoulder. There pearched Adyn, sitting on the Nobody like it was safe. The Nobody smiled again, one of it&apos;s arms coming up from behind. He grabbed a hold of Adyn, pulling him into view. The young Heartless smiled at the Nobody.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Now&apos;s our chance! Quick, get to where he&apos;s most vulnerable!&quot; Roxas ordered, already starting to climb up the Nobody. Rena and Raynie nodded, getting on the other sides. The Nobody took another arm, wrapping his fingers around Adyn. The Heartless didn&apos;t mind that he was being crushed by the creature&apos;s hands; he just wanted the thing to die. The Nobody lowered Adyn, yet quickly chucked him up high in the air, almost disappearing. The trio all unleashed their most powerful attacks, sending the Nobody backward. Rena and Roxas attacked him, piercing the Nobody with their Keyblades. In a flash, it&apos;s body disappeared into the air. &quot;YEAH! WE DID IT!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;RIGHT ON~&quot; Raynie cheered, going into a victory dance. Rena laughed at her, smiling at their victory. She looked up at the sky while Roxas and Raynie gloated about their winning. She thought she saw someone falling from the sky, falling fast. She shook her head and joined in the chat. &quot;We all did great, how about that!? Wait...wait jus&apos; a second...didn&apos;t...goth kid help us?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;CRASH~~!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sound made the trio jump as they looked to the source, hoping it wasn&apos;t another Nobody. They only saw a hole in the ground, gravel flying into the air. Rena stepped forward slowly, peering into the whole. She gasped and ran back over to them, hiding behind Raynie. &quot;What is it, kid? What&apos;s the matter?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn-kun...he...looks dead!&quot; Rena exclaimed, holding onto Raynie&apos;s outfit. Roxas ran over to the whole, looking down at Adyn. He held his breath, but released it once Adyn&apos;s eyebrows furrowed. His tail wagged slowly as he tried moving. Roxas stepped in the not-so-deep whole, helping him to his feet. The Heartless gave a sigh, going unconscious in his arms. Roxas crawled out of the dent in the ground, holding onto the boy. &quot;He&apos;s dead!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No, he&apos;s not dead. Just unconscious.&quot; Roxas replied softly, looking at him. Raynie sighed and rolled her eyes, thankful that he was at least alive. Hell, the kid could have died since he sacrificed his time and possibly his life to stall the Nobody. Yet he just slept there, peacefully; as if he wasn&apos;t a monster. He slept like a human being. Raynie almost bursted out laughing, for he could be just as deadly as a demon when he was awake...but asleep; he was an angel. Roxas cracked his neck, since he was carrying a person of over one hundred pounds. Roxas resisted the urge to move his black spikey bangs out of the way, since it was constantly annoying him. &quot;Well, should we go?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah, but...where?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN SET HIM DOWN! HE&apos;S HEAVY!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Shhhhhh! You&apos;ll wake &apos;im up!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sorry...&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Um...how about over there?&quot; Rena suggested, pointing to a park in the distance. Roxas sighed and mouthed a &apos;thank you&apos; to the sky, walking over quickly. Adyn stirred a bit, yet he didn&apos;t wake up. Roxas knelt to the ground, resting Adyn against a tree. He sat across from him, Rena sitting next to Raynie who was sitting next to Roxas. They had their backs turn to him, looking at the residential place of the unknown town. &quot;It looks...happy here....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yea, it does.&quot; Raynie agreed, resting her head in her palms. Roxas looked back towards Adyn, quickly looking back to the neighborhood. He nodded in agreement, wondering where all the people were. There was a shifting noise, then a thud. Roxas turned around, but only saw Adyn lying in the grass. He laughed and relaxed, hugging his knees. Rena smiled, leaning her head on Raynie&apos;s shoulder. Raynie leaned her head on Rena, smiling. &quot;So now what do we do...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Wait until he wakes up. Then we can go?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;But why don&apos;t we...jus&apos; leave &apos;im?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;We couldn&apos;t do that...it&apos;s not right...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;But, he&apos;s a monster.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;So? You wouldn&apos;t wanna be left, would you?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No, but...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;There&apos;s no buts about it. We gotta stay. We stick together.&quot; Roxas whispered, laying on his back. Raynie sighed and wrapped an arm around Rena, who was starting to drift to sleep. Raynie didn&apos;t really feel like sleeping in a park; yet there was nowhere else TO sleep. Roxas closed his eyes, ready to fall asleep himself. Raynie looked around and shrugged, falling asleep as well. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hours later; Adyn finally shifted awake; his eyes fluttering open. He looked at the trio that were sound asleep. He smiled as he got to his feet, almost losing his balance. He walked over them, his red tail touching Roxas&apos;s face. He stirred, wiping whatever hit him off. Adyn kept walking, as if in a complete daze. A loud crack echoed through the town, houses collapsing into an unknown chasm. Roxas jolted up right, Raynie and Rena stirring awake. The town was completely gone, all the homes and streets at least. All that existed was....water...?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What the...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m home?!&quot; Rena asked, looking around. Raynie looked at the girl; who&apos;s eyes were completely shining. &lt;i&gt;Yup! This sure is Cucio Bay!&lt;/i&gt; She got up and twirled in the sand. Roxas rubbed his head, pinching himself. It wasn&apos;t a dream; they really were on the island of Cucio Bay. But how did that get here? It was a mystery to all of them; yet the scenery was welcoming. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Except the water...it wasn&apos;t welcoming at all. Raynie followed Rena, playing a game of tag with her. Roxas was the only one who noticed Adyn at the end of the sand. The water reached his feet, his eyes blankly staring out to the ocean. Roxas walked over and stood next to him, wondering what Adyn was looking at. Adyn slowly turned his head to face Roxas, who looked back at him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m sorry for what I said earlier...&quot; he whispered, his voice extremly thin. Roxas smiled and leaned on his shoulder, grabbing the Heartless&apos;s hand. He was alarmed when he wasn&apos;t leaning on a shoulder anymore, and when he wasn&apos;t holding a hand. He looked up to see Adyn walking into the water, his face expressionless. Roxas ran into the water after him, hugging him from behind. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Don&apos;t leave me like that.&quot; Roxas said softly, his gaze locked onto the water. He looked up to see the back of Adyn&apos;s hair, yet to his shock, he wasn&apos;t holding him any longer. He looked around to only see Raynie and Rena playing on the beach still. He looked for any trace of Adyn...yet he couldn&apos;t find any source of him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As if he disappeared like magic.&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <category>shounen-ai</category>
  <category>roxas</category>
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  <category>adyn</category>
  <category>sequal to a sequal to a sequal~</category>
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  <category>shoujo-ai</category>
  <category>rena</category>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 26 Jul 2006 23:20:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>{satanistic love</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Love is Not Worth the Pain&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; Blood/angst/emo stuff/suicide. (Attempt)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing (s):&lt;/b&gt; -SO MANY &amp;gt;o&amp;gt;;- Roxas/Adyn Adyn/Rena. :D;;;;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; MOI~~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Roxas (c) Disney/Squeenix. Rena (c) Rena. Raynie (c) Raynie. Adyn/Story/Plot/Dialouge (c) Moi~ :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Poor little demon-child. Just wants everybody to leave him alone. Too bad that&apos;s not possible!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Roxas stared down at little-boy-Heartless, his eyes narrowed in rage. He couldn&apos;t be told whether to love or not love, it wasn&apos;t his place to tell him his feelings. It didn&apos;t make sense to him; Adyn not wanting affection. Most would be happy if somebody loved them....but why was Adyn rejecting him? All he was was kind, open, welcoming...yet Adyn turned his Heartless back on him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well; he WAS Heartless, Roxas had to give him that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Listen, you can&apos;t tell me who I love or can&apos;t love!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re a Nobody, Roxas. You CAN&apos;T love.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;THAT&apos;S NOT TRUE! I CAN LOVE JUST FINE!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m sure; but you don&apos;t REALLY love me.&quot; Adyn replied softly, his eyes looking down at the floor. Roxas resisted the urge to punch him in the face, for it wasn&apos;t the right thing to do. Violence never solved matters, and it never would. He wanted to turn around and abandon him, yet he couldn&apos;t do that either. He just had to take the stupid things the boy said, perhaps it made him feel better about himself. &quot;Nobody EVER really loved me. Mother didn&apos;t, I know that. Father...he...never EVER loved me. It&apos;s HIS fault I&apos;m like this.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You can&apos;t go blaming people for YOUR problems. You&apos;ll never get ahead in life and--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Who says I wanna live? Who SAID I wanted to stay alive any longer!? That&apos;s why I&apos;m BEGGING you, Roxas! I&apos;m begging you to just END my life already!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No, I won&apos;t do it. You can&apos;t let me assist you in your stupid suicide. You have every right to live, and I don&apos;t want to hear it again. Go run away if you think it&apos;s okay, but if I find your dead body; so help me GOD you won&apos;t be dead much long.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Why can&apos;t you just let me go!? It&apos;s not MY fault I can&apos;t stand the way I am! You can&apos;t keep me like this! I DON&apos;T LOVE YOU, SO JUST....JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, ALRIGHT!?&quot; The boy screamed, running away. Roxas stood there in shock, not hearing what he told him. He only heard the &apos;I don&apos;t love you&apos;. That triggered him to almost fall to his knees. Couldn&apos;t the Heartless see that he had a HEART to him? Couldn&apos;t he be told that he was a somebody, rather than a Nobody? No...that was too much of a dream.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Too big of a dream.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Something that couldn&apos;t POSSIBLY be said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;A...Adyn-kun? Adyn-kun come back! Where are ya goin&apos;!?&quot; Rena asked, looking at the boy who was running away. She looked around and couldn&apos;t find Raynie, nor Roxas for that matter. She swallowed her courage down and sprinted after him, wondering what was going on. He ran as fast as he could, which was pretty fast; to Rena at least. She panted, screaming his name from behind. He finally stopped, falling to his knees. He couldn&apos;t understand why he was crying. He wasn&apos;t suppose to have any emotions left, yet they still stirred inside him. He pounded a fist on the ground, wanting to just...die. &quot;Adyn-kun...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!&quot; Adyn screamed back, not looking at her. She bit her lip and shook her head, she wasn&apos;t about to leave a crying person alone. She almost understood what was wrong with him...she understood the pain of being somewhat &apos;monsterous&apos;. She wasn&apos;t ever called that; yet she somehow connected with him. It was a mystery to her, how she could understand a Heartless. She knelt to his level, wrapping an arm awkwardly around him. He leaned into her, crying still. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;ll be okay, Adyn-kun...I jus&apos; know it! We&apos;ll get ya yer heart back!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I don&apos;t need it...I just....need to...to go away...forever.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO! I won&apos;t allow ya to leave us! Yer apart of our group!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Not a good member. I&apos;m only in...your way. I don&apos;t think it&apos;s fair for me to stay any longer...&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO. YER GONNA STAY WITH US! FOR AS LONG AS WE LIVE!&quot; Rena yelled, trully getting frustrated. She couldn&apos;t stand it when people got upset around her. She couldn&apos;t see why everybody couldn&apos;t just be happy for once. Adyn shook his head and tried pulling back, but Rena held on tighter. She looked at the boy, wondering what could have happened to make him Heartless. &quot;Adyn-kun...maybe talkin&apos; about it...will help?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;There&apos;s nothing to talk about.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sure there is! How did ya become...a...er...Heartless-thingy?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m not sure, so...there. Not much to talk about. I just really need to be alone, alright?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO. Yer not goin&apos; anywhere.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well...fine...hey, can I ask you something?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yea?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Would you...I dunno...do that thing? You know; how you kill Nobodies?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, ya wanna spar?! SURE THING!&quot; Rena answered happily. She was confused by his request, but seeing as he smiled, she thought nothing bad would come out of it. He stood up, straightened himself out, and smiled at her again. A fake; expressionless smile. Rena got in attack position, grinning as well. &lt;i&gt;Yay! A friendly spar!&lt;/i&gt; She swung at Adyn; who was awaiting death, yet was disappointed. She swiped at him, true, yet...she only swiped at his shirt, which tore off. He looked down to the infected stitched skin, looking at the black mist that was seeping from it. Rena&apos;s jaw dropped, looking at how...freaky it was. &quot;Adyn-kun! Wha...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s nothing. Just...try again! Don&apos;t worry, you won&apos;t hurt me!&quot; Adyn reassured, waving a hand to dismiss her question about the scar. She looked at it, the scar, and saw that it was in the shape of a heart. She shook her head and got ready, not knowing why Adyn was asking her to spar with him...if he wasn&apos;t fighting. She swung at him again, but stopped. It all clicked to her, which only made her angry. &quot;What&apos;s the matter? Come on, ya almost had me!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You...wanna...die!? Wh...WHY!? WHY WOULD YA WANNA DIE, HUH ADYN-KUN!?&quot; Rena asked, dropping the Keyblade. Adyn frowned, his golden glowing eye looking down at his heart. He blinked, a tear sliding down his cheek. He wiped it, angry at himself. &lt;i&gt;Great, just great. I have Roxas, Rena, and now MYSELF angry at me!? Man...I&apos;m just...a complete failure. Father was right. I shouldn&apos;t have been born. He was ALWAYS right.&lt;/i&gt; He traced the stitches with his sharp fingers, tearing them apart. It opened, a gaping whole as big as a heart itself. He looked up at Rena, his eyes making him look like a lost puppy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;This is WHY, Rena. A monster doesn&apos;t deserve to live. Nor does a Heartless.&quot; His voice was like a thin slice of paper. So soft and quiet, not like his normal voice. He let the mist form over his hand, running up his arm. He moved his black hair out of the way, letting the mist connect with his misty eye. Sooner or later, he&apos;d be completely swallowed up by the mist. &quot;I&apos;m a monster. So...I should die, don&apos;t you think? Do you think somebody like ME should live!? Somebody who could snap a person like a twig? Who feasts on hearts for a living?! WELL!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No...but..yer different, Adyn-kun!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Not in a good way. Well...see you. Tell the rest of the R trio that I&apos;m sorry.&quot; Adyn said sternly, his thin voice piercing the air. He turned around, a trail of mist eating at the ground. Rena turned around and quickly ran to find either Roxas or Raynie. She found them both quickly, Roxas looking unusually upset. Raynie was trying to figure out what was wrong with him, but came to no conclusion. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Roku-kun! Raynie-san! Adyn-kun took off! Somethin&apos; about....sayin&apos; he&apos;s sorreh to us? I dunno...I&apos;m confused! I dunno what&apos;s the matter with &apos;im!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He told me he wanted to die. So...he&apos;s probably off to go find somebody to kill him. Or he&apos;ll kill himself. Maybe he&apos;ll let his Darkness kill him first.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Wait, WHAT!? The kid wantsta die!? Well...dammit. Maybe we should--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nah... it&apos;s not worth it. Let him be, he&apos;ll realize he doesn&apos;t want to die.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;BOOM~!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <category>sequal to a sequal ftw?</category>
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  <category>emo stuff</category>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 23 Jul 2006 05:53:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>{the sin</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Sorries Aren&apos;t Enough&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Horror/Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; Blood. Angst. Stuff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing(s):&lt;/b&gt; Raynie/Adyn. Then Adyn/Roxas. D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; Who else? :O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Square owns Roxas/Heartless/KH. Rena owns Rena. Raynie owns Raynie. I own Adyn and that random dood. :O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Adyn&apos;s just misunderstood. D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;......okay, who found that totally hot?&quot; Raynie, asked, blinking her mako blue eyes. Roxas looked at the fist fighter, as if she went completely insane. Rena blinked in confusion, unsure by the question. She raised a hand, still unaware of what Raynie meant. &quot;THANK YOU! At least SOMEBODY can agree with me!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh jesus...Rena, it&apos;s not a GOOD thing. Adyn&apos;s a Heartless! BAD! NOT HOT!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;IT&apos;S VERY HOT! AND APPEALING!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;IT&apos;S NOT!&quot; Roxas yelled, angry that somebody would take a liking to a Heartless. It was like loving a Nobody; practically wrong and unconditional. Adyn smirked from up high, his devil tail hanging from the tree branch. He could hear Raynie&apos;s heart pounding from all the way up away from the ground. He sniffed the air, the scent of her teenage heart beating faster and faster. He almost lost his gripping against the tree, which would have been horrible. He was trying to get close to them, without being in their presence. Roxas looked toward where Adyn was hiding and immediatly got his Keyblade out. Adyn saw him and jumped to another tree, the branch wobbling from his leap. &quot;Well Raynie... Mr. Hot-to-Trot is here.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;OH REALLY!?&quot; Raynie asked, her eyes forming anime-like hearts. Adyn hopped to the ground, landing on all fours. He stood up slowly, his head leaning back. His fangs glistened in the dim light coming from the street lights along the road. His black eye stood out, making Raynie flinch nervously. He cracked his neck and giggled.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hello there! My my my, am I hungry. Would you care to let me eat your hearts, young ones? Or...will you put up a FIGHT!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Won&apos;t you quit!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO! Adyn...maybe...I could help? You&apos;re not gettin&apos; MY heart, that&apos;s for sure. But...&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, out of LOVE?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Huh!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Or are you just &quot;considerate&quot;? Raynie, listen...I don&apos;t have the HEART to listen to you. All I want is somethin&apos; to eat. Not time for a young GIRL to be my &quot;soulmate&quot;.&quot; Adyn replied bluntly, crossing his arms. He narrowed his eyes, his glowing golden one searching Raynie&apos;s heart. He watched it practically collapse inside, which only made him grin. Her heart was surely weak, and it&apos;d be easier for him to get to her. &quot;Oh, doll, I&apos;m only kidding....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;STOP TOYIN&apos; WITH MEH!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Who&apos;s toying with you? Whoever it is...allow me to take the pleasure of stealing their heart...&quot; Adyn whispered slyly, suddenly right behind Raynie. She stiffened, his voice as slick as a snake. It sent chills down her spine, especially when he grabbed a hold of her. She looked down at his hand, looking at how sharp the fingers were. She was thankful the tentacle like black mist didn&apos;t get on her fighting suit. Adyn smirked, Roxas infuriated that a Heartless was getting close to one of them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Listen, ADYN, you hurt her, I SWEAR.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What, you love her?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO! I&apos;m PROTECTING her from....BASTARDS like you!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, suddenly I&apos;m nothing, is that it? Well, at least I&apos;m thought of SOMETHING by your precious fist fighter.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YOU HAVE NO HEART! HOW CAN YOU THINK OF YOURSELF AS SOMETHING!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nii-san! What&apos;s goin&apos; on!? Why&apos;s Adyn all freakeh?!&quot; Rena asked loudly, her thumb in her mouth. She held the Keyblade in her free hand, unsure if she would have to fight or not. Roxas turned around and stepped in front of Rena, incase Adyn tried anything sneaky. He didn&apos;t, yet he let go of Raynie and walked away, his back turned to them. Roxas quickly and quietly snuck up to Adyn from behind, yet was suddenly surprised by the strong hand over his neck. &quot;ROKU-KUN!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You think I&apos;m stupid? I think NOT.&quot; Adyn growled, his fangs grinding against each other. He dropped Roxas and dashed off, spotting a weak-minded human not far off. Raynie watched in the distance, Rena tending to Roxas. Raynie looked away right when Adyn sliced through the person, the blood gushing out. He laughed loudly, making them all look. They turned their heads, disgusted at the sight. Adyn smirked and grabbed the heart out, his eyes hungry. He bit into it, the heart still beating. The noise was sickening in the night air, filling their minds with noise as it repeated over and over again. Adyn wiped his mouth and walked over to them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You....DISGUSTING PIG!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;KEKEKEKEKEKE! Oh, do I sicken thee? Do I taste of sour and not sweet? I&apos;m SOOOO very sorry. Well, not really!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn....why?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, stopped callin&apos; meh &apos;Goth&apos; kid?! Goodie! Well, why is a VERY good question, Raynie! But that shall never be answered. It&apos;s a part of Destiny, that&apos;s all I know! And I know that hearts are sure as hell delicious!&quot; Adyn cackled, dancing a little. Roxas stood up quickly, swinging the Keyblade at Adyn. He blocked it with his hand, the black tentacle like stuff grabbing a hold of the Keyblade. &quot;I&apos;m FULL of tricks.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHAT!?&quot; Roxas asked, knowing he wouldn&apos;t get an answer. He tried tugging back on it, but it was swiped clean out of his firm grasp, chucked into the air. Adyn gently grabbed Roxas&apos;s chin, pulling him in closely. He searched his eyes, and when he saw no trace of a human heart, he let go. He shrugged his small shoulders and went back over to Raynie, holding her tightly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I think I&apos;ll take YOU.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;HUH!? Take me WHERE!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No place in particular, I just think you can do BETTER than them!&quot; Adyn cackled, letting go. He looked at Raynie, his evil appearance almost disappearing for a split second. His face curled into an emotionless expression, like he was never evil to begin with. He placed his hands on her shoulders and kissed her gently, almost stealing her breath. He let go and took off, yet again, but he wasn&apos;t coming back. Raynie blinked, unsure of what the hell just happened. He was evil one second, then not another. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What...just happened...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Change of heart?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Rena, he doesn&apos;t HAVE a heart.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ohhh....&quot; Rena whispered absent-mindedly, smiling. Roxas gripped the Keyblade and dashed off after Adyn, angry with him for toying with everyone&apos;s hearts. He caught up to the young Heartless quickly, confused at why he looked so sad. Adyn turned around to face him, his eyes expressionless. He wasn&apos;t maniacal for the time being, and Roxas hoped he could talk to him while he was sane. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Roxas...I&apos;m...sorry....stop me, please?&quot; Adyn whispered, his voice going back to his &quot;normal&quot; self. Roxas&apos;s eyes widened, an eyebrow raised. He didn&apos;t understand what he meant, nor did he have an idea why he had such a mood swing. (His first instinct was PMS, but that was unlikely.) Adyn reached out for him, the black mist almost hitting him. Roxas flinched, but accepted the hand, almost dragged near him. Adyn rested his head on Roxas&apos;s shoulder, his tail wrapping around his leg. Roxas blushed, not sure what he was doing. &quot;Do me a favor...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What are you doing!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Promise me you&apos;ll do something for me?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Uh...sure...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Tell Raynie and Rena I&apos;m sorry. And....kill me.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Wait. WHAT!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I said...kill me. I&apos;m...a Heartless, right?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah, but...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Then it&apos;s your duty as Keybearer to get rid of Heartless. So kill me!&quot; Adyn demanded, looking at Roxas. His eyes creeped Roxas out, especially when he was begging for death. His &apos;heart&apos; pounded in his chest as Adyn begged for death, holding onto Roxas as well. He leaned his head back on Roxas&apos;s shoulder, staring out into space. &quot;Is it easier if you don&apos;t see my eyes and kill me?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I...guess?&quot; Roxas questioned. Adyn nodded, his face rubbing against Roxas&apos;s shoulder. A chill went through him again as he aimed the Keyblade in the back of Adyn. A bead of sweat formed on his face as he stared at the boy, watching his tail swish from side to side. He just couldn&apos;t do it, yet he couldn&apos;t dissappoint the boy, neither. He lowered the Keyblade and pushed Adyn off. &quot;I&apos;m not going to kill you.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YOU HAVE TO! You were so angry with me! YOU NEED TO! I MIGHT KILL EVERYBODY!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You can&apos;t kill EVERYBODY.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I might! You never know! PLEASE, ROXAS!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO! I&apos;m NOT!&quot; Roxas hollered, tensing up. Adyn blinked and turned his head, his tail wagging slowly. Adyn didn&apos;t like his being, nor did he like it when he was not &quot;himself&quot;. He turned away from Roxas, looking at the sky. &quot;I wouldn&apos;t kill...somebody I loved...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Maybe you should stop loving.&quot;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <category>sequal omg</category>
  <lj:music>{creep - stone temple pilots;</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 22 Jul 2006 06:08:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>{sinner</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Picture Perfect Medication&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Horror/Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; None&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; Psychopathic boy, weirdness, talking to himself, blood, threats? I dunno. Angst. &amp;gt;o&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_toxik_imagery&apos; lj:user=&apos;toxik_imagery&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://toxik-imagery.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://toxik-imagery.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;toxik_imagery&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;//&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_arukidasu&apos; lj:user=&apos;arukidasu&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://arukidasu.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://arukidasu.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;arukidasu&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Rena owns Rena, Raynie owns Raynie, Square/Disney owns Roxas, Heartless, Nobodies, and other stuff. I own Adyn and plot. :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Picking sides is hard, yet your heart makes it SO much easier!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Choose a side.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Huh? Who...who said that!?&quot; Adyn asked, his head jerking around. There was nobody around, except for the members of Rena&apos;s party. They looked back at him, each with the same face on. A &apos;what&apos;s his problem NOW&apos; face. Adyn blushed, his wing flapping in embarassment. He walked on, holding the scythe in his left hand, his red devil tail wagging behind him. &lt;i&gt;Guess I imag--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Will you pick Light or Dark, Adyn?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who&apos;s there!? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nobody. Nobody you know, however. What&apos;ll it be?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can&apos;t choose...I&apos;m not good at making choices...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can&apos;t stay on the road of Twilight forever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I...I...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll test your heart out. From there, Destiny will gear you to your side.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That&apos;s not fair!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh it is, young one. It is.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What&apos;s his deal, ya think....?&quot; Roxas whispered, nodding backward to Adyn, who mouthed sayings, exclaimations, and questions. Raynie shrugged, shifting her gaze from the abnormal boy to Roxas. The fist-fighter cracked a smile, not sure herself what was the matter with him. &quot;Maybe he&apos;s crazy...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Tch, prolly is.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Your friends are calling you crazy.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;M NOT CRAZY, DAMMIT!&quot; Adyn hollered, looking at the ground. Rena turned her head, her big blue eyes blinking in wonder. Roxas and Raynie shuddered a little, alarmed by his outburst. He quieted down and pouted slightly. He kept walking ahead, his devil tail wagging even more violently. &lt;i&gt;They think I&apos;m crazy, eh!? I&apos;ll show them!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Heh. Wrath. That&apos;s a sin, ya know. Only DARK hearts have sin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How should I know if I&apos;m Dark or not!?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know now.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn....? Yo, demon-child!&quot; Raynie yelled, jogging over to him. Roxas held Rena back, unsure of what was going on to their quietest member. Adyn looked back, his golden hawk eyes burning a whole right into Raynie&apos;s heart. She stopped, looking at the grey feathers falling. His black spikey hair moved in the random breeze, not coming from any trees in the world. She stepped backwards, his fists clenched for any sudden approuches. Adyn&apos;s hair revealed the eye that was always hidden from view, for his fear of people worrying over it. The bandage peeled off it, showing an eye of complete darkness. Shades of swirling purple were inside it, dark black like tears coming out of it, but never falling off his porcelain face. He looked at the bandage on the ground and stepped backward as well, tripping over his feet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Roku-kun! What&apos;s wrong with Adyn-kun?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I don&apos;t know, but...I don&apos;t think we should tread in that territory.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Um....how come THIS was never mentioned in his application to join our group!? EH!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Lust - you long for love in everybody.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrath - you want revenge on your enemies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greed - you wish for your desires to be brought to you, hand and foot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Envy - you envy everybody &apos;normal&apos; in this world.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sloth - you stand back and let others do your dirty work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gluttony - you feast on the blood of your enemies all too often.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pride - you gloat to yourself about your victories.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Adyn, you are Sin itself. You are Darkness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YOU LIE!!!!&lt;/i&gt; Adyn backed away from nothing, trying to make his hair cover his eye. He turned around on his knees and froze. A blood-curdling chill ran down his whole body, freezing him to almost panic. He blinked, his single golden eye almost glowing. He looked down and watched the grey feathers, leaving him completely wingless. His tail remained and suddenly, there was a splitting headache. He grabbed his head with his hands, a scream coming out of his mouth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hangover?&quot; Raynie questioned, smirking. Yet, nobody was laughing, and then she could see why. Adyn let his hands fall of his head, his breathing becoming normal again. He looked up, yet he couldn&apos;t see the red devil horns on his black spikey hair. He frowned and tried getting up, yet he was quickly knocked down again. His heart pounded in his chest, against his bones and in his throat. It all suddenly stopped and like it never, happened he got up smiling at the trio who were all holding each other tight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well, shouldn&apos;t we be going? We can&apos;t stay put all day! We should go kill some Nobodies, you think? Or perhaps steal some good hearts, fresh for the picking? Or....could I eat YOUR hearts!?&quot; Adyn asked, a maniacal laughter escaping his sixteen year old lips. He cracked his neck and laughed again at their expression, which was only described by one word: horror. Complete, and utter horror. Roxas figured it out before the rest, and wasn&apos;t too pleased on his discovery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn&apos;s....a Heartless?&quot; He questioned, making Raynie and Rena gape at him. Adyn cocked his head in a bizarre way, his smile widening. He showed rows of pearly fangs, which scared the hell out of Rena. He nodded and another maniacal laughter escaped into the air, piercing their ears and their hearts. &quot;Not an artificial one...but a real one...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;KEKEKEKEKE! YOU FIGURED IT OUT! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU GET!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;...I&apos;m not sure I wanna know.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YOU GET YOUR HEART STOLEN, ROXAS!!!&quot; Adyn shrieked, making the boy freeze. Roxas didn&apos;t have a heart, which didn&apos;t help matters. Raynie and Rena would find out, and...matters could only get worse. Adyn stopped and narrowed his eyes at Roxas&apos;s heart. He straightened them out and pouted, his long sharp fingers almost stabbing his skin. &quot;Damn. You&apos;re no fun, Roxas. Well, I&apos;m off to go eat hearts! Enjoy your journey, pathetic losers! I&apos;ll be seeing ya soon!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With that, he skipped off, his scythe slung over his shoulder. Raynie couldn&apos;t stand the suddenly oh-so-optimistic devil. He was worse than any Heartless or Nobody the encountered, for he was taunting, and VERY demonic like. He was bluint and straight to the point, saying exactly what he wanted in the first place. They didn&apos;t want to face him, since they remembered how quiet and lonely he had been, and how they all practically ignored him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The voice in his head left him, his Destiny and path made up for him. He stopped in the middle of nowhere, laughing like a madman. He stuck the scythe in the ground and smiled, his long fingernails ready to take any heart. He blinked, his single glowing eye searching the place. Nobody was around, which made him feel all alone. He looked around, his lips curled into a smile, his fangs sticking out. He took his scythe and continued walking, his face back to expressionless. &quot;Nobody&apos;s around...and boy am I hungry. Maybe...I could follow them? They&apos;ll never know what hit them. One day they&apos;ll fall asleep and never wake up... oh how cunning you are, Adyn! Heheheheeheheeee!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked at the fading moon and dashed off, his eyes wild with hunger. He ran, his scythe and hands out, waiting for the perfect oppurtunity.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;And so the newly born Heartless ran....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A wicked and cunning man,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His eyes were a wicked sight,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not a chance to ever win a fight,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A dark streak across the ground,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His whereabouts never found,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One night you&apos;ll fall asleep,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your heart will be his to keep.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Buttmunching on Candy&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-13 for just...wrongness&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Comedy/Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Zexion/Rena, Danny/Raynie, Roxas/Adyn&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; VERY suggestive. I&apos;m NOT against gays. I love them. :D Roxas is afraid of it though...cause he&apos;s close-minded. But. Sorry if it&apos;s offensive. OH! And there&apos;s crossdressing. :3 So if you don&apos;t like guys in dresses, dun read.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I dun own Kingdom Hearts or anything related to that. I dun own Pokemon and Barbie references either. I dun own Danny Phantom neither. Raynie owns Raynie and Rena owns Rena. Everything else = mine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Trick or Treat!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHOAAA!&quot; Rena exclaimed, gazing around the dark and mysterious Square. The foursome just stepped out of the Gummi Ship, unaware of where they had landed. It was a new world, that was sure, and they could already tell that they had to seal the World&apos;s Keyhole. Roxas looked at his appearance, for he was different. He looked just like a gothic vampire, perfectly fitting for this uneasy world. The sound of creepy music wasn&apos;t too far off. Roxas bit his lips, feeling the fangs dig in. He smiled a fang tooth smile, wondering why he was a vampire in the first place. He played with the pumpkin mask, not paying any attention to the others. Rena flinched at Raynie&apos;s costume, for it scared the &apos;living daylights&apos; out of her. The fighter was floating. Sure, Adyn was a weird addition, yet Raynie freaked her out more than how Adyn freaked her out. &quot;R..Raynie-saaaan...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What&apos;s the matter kid? WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YA?!&quot; Raynie exclaimed, almost jumping backwards. She raised an eyebrow and looked down at her almost completely invisible self. She looked like she had some sort of tail, yet it was faded into her jet black outfit. She felt her hair and looked at it, noticing it was snowy white. She looked at her skin, noticing the zombie-like greenness to it. Then she looked back at Rena and swallowed. &quot;And...what happened to me? Blonde doesn&apos;t look that bad...hey...where&apos;s the goth?&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rena cocked her head and grabbed a hold of her &apos;vampire twin&apos;, Roxas. They resembled each other in the eyes AND in the clothing whilst in Halloween Town, which freaked Raynie out a tad. Their similarites were just so...exact...they COULD be twins, or brother and sister at the least. She shook her thoughts off and looked ahead of the two, spotting a young female, about Raynie&apos;s age. Maybe she saw the goth kid? Raynie hovered over, smiling at the girl. She seemed...normal. &quot;Hey there! Have you seen a boy about your age? Black spikey hair, golden eyes... walks around with a scythe...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Raynie, what are you talking about...?&quot; the &quot;stranger&quot; asked. Raynie&apos;s red eyes widened as she stared at the female. The girl had golden hawk eyes (only one was visible) and long silky black hair, some of it in pigtails. She had a transparent veil in the back of her head, not over her face like the traditional bridal style. Her dress was beautiful, an array of dark colors like purple, black, and brown. Her boots went to her knees, bows on her stockings. Her corset dress creased as she crossed her pale arms, pouting her black lips. (She bore dark makeup as well.) Her voice... was boyish...which made Raynie realized that this was no stranger...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...it was Adyn himself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;OH. MY. GWAH.....hey, Adyn. Play along, k?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What the f--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Just play along!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Alright....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey, blonde! Come &apos;ere!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What is  it....?&quot; Roxas asked, walking on over. He looked at the floating ghost, and then to the Gothic Lolita. Adyn raised a thin black eyebrow, wondering just exactly why Roxas was dressed so weird...and why he was blushing. Roxas cleared his throat and stuck out a hand, smiling at Adyn. &quot;Hey...my name&apos;s Roxas!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;........ARE YOU HITTING ON ME?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO, MISS!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHAT THE HELL!? IT&apos;S ME! ADYN!&quot; Adyn hollered, blushing as well. His hands were in fists, ignoring the fact that he was in a dress. He couldn&apos;t even tell that he was dressed differently, since it was comfortable. There was a deafening silence throughout the Square. Rena was playing with Ghost-Raynie&apos;s tail, making swishing noises as she ran her small fingers through.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.........Adryanna?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHAT ARE YOU ON.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Your name is Adryanna? It&apos;s a nice name! Hey, what&apos;s your sign?&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;........DO NOT ENTER!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Uh. Whoa. That&apos;s a...er...nice sign?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;LISTEN KID. I DON&apos;T KNOW WHY YOU&apos;RE FINDIN&apos; MEH ATTRACTIVE, BUT I&apos;M ABOUTS TA PUNCH YA SO GODDAMN BAD!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oooh...it&apos;s... &quot;that time of the month&quot;, eh? Geez...I&apos;m sorry, toots.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;THAT DOES IT!&quot; Adyn screamed, tackling the young boy. Roxas blushed as he hit the Square floor, looking at the &apos;female&apos; on him. Adyn snarled, pinning him down. He looked at his sleeves, then to his puffier sleeves. His face turned to twisted shock, noticing he was in a dress. He let a hand go, putting it to his chest. His heart pounded inside the corset, his blood turning cold. &quot;Oh dear god...I have BOOBS. WOMAN BOOBS! BIG ONES! WHY AM I THE TRANSVESTITE!?&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah. You&apos;re on your period. It&apos;s the only reason why you&apos;d be yelling...and what took you....sixteen years to figure out you&apos;re a girl!? You&apos;re slow. VERY.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I WILL KILL YOU. YOU HEAR ME!? KIIIIIIIIIIILL.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well I don&apos;t see that happening, babe. Why don&apos;t you and me go find someplace and--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;............I&apos;m going to kick you where it hurts.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Raynie-saaaan? Who&apos;s that girl? Why is she on niisan?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well...SHE is Adryanna. Some...random girl! And I think she REALLY likes blonde.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ohhh...so are dey gonna make bebehs?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHAT!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well, I&apos;m TRYING to persuade the girl, but she won&apos;t listen!&quot; Roxas yelled, pouting. Adyn stood up very slowly, his black boots clunking onto the ground. He snarled even louder, making his anger more apparent then those around them. Raynie gave a swish of her ghost tail and floated off, far far away from yelling range of the boy who became a girl. Rena ran out of view, hiding behind the fountain in the Square of Halloween Town. Adyn stormed off, turning his nose up as he strided across the Square. He kicked the door to the Cemetery down, slamming it shut as he sulked on a tombstone. &quot;Yeah...I think babies are out of the question.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hahahaha! YOU GOT DENIED!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Raynie...zip it.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Niisan! Dun be mean to Raynie-san!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;......sorry....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Damn straight you&apos;re sorry. But...oh geez this is sweet...go apologize for being such a horndog!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m not...well...alright....&quot; Roxas mumbled, walking towards the Cemetery Gate. Raynie giggled madly above Rena, who was VERY confused. Didn&apos;t they have a world to save? Obviously not...or there would be Heartless and  Nobodies around. She shrugged her small shoulders and raised an eyebrow at the laughing ghost.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Kid...I love this world....we need to come back here. That girl....is not a girl. That&apos;s Adyn. Ya know, the angsty demon/angel/thing? Yeah. That&apos;s HIM. Yet he turned into a GIRL. And now Roxas doesn&apos;t know he&apos;s GAY! BEAUTIFUL!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;........Niisan&apos;s gay?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yea. With Adyn.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.........whoa.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Do you think Mister Zexy-kun is here?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Possibly...wanna go check it out? OOO! MAYBE DANNY IS HERE!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;MEHBEH! LUSH GO!!!&quot; Rena announced, taking off. Raynie&apos;s eyes turned into hearts at the thought of her beloved following them to Halloween Town. She zoomed after the Keybearer, singing a little song she called &apos;Danny&apos;. She smiled a cat like smile, singing it all the way. It was quite catchy, as well...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;HEY DANNY, YOU&apos;RE SO FINE, YOU&apos;RE SO FINE YOU BLOW MY MIND, HEY DANNY! HEY HEY HEY DANNY! HEY HEY! HEY DANNY YOU&apos;RE SO FINE, YOU&apos;RE SO FINE YOU BLOW MY MIND HEY DANNY!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rena substituted Raynie&apos;s lyrics with her own, which got really confusing. She called it &apos;Hey Sexy&apos;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;HEY ZEXY, YOU&apos;RE SO SEXY, YOU&apos;RE SO SEXY YOU MANIPULATE MY MIND, HEY ZEXY! HEY HEY, HEY ZEXY! HEY ZEXY YOU&apos;RE SO SEXY, YOU&apos;RE SO SEXY YOU MANIPULATE MY MIND, HEY ZEXY!&quot; Rena sung, smiling as she walked. The girls let out a giggle, which traced back to Roxas&apos;s ears. He blinked, yet he pushed on through, spotting Adyn on a tombstone not far off. He cleared his throat and sung a romantic and corny song.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey girl, you&apos;re so hot, you&apos;re so hot you melt my pot, hey girl! Hey, hey, hey girl! Hey, hey! Hey girl you&apos;re so hot, you&apos;re so hot you melt my pot, hey girl! Hey hey, hey girl!&quot; Roxas sung aloud, making Adyn freeze. He turned his head and sent a death glare at Roxas. He just recently found out that his &apos;boobs&apos; were inplants, which made him thankful for silicon parts. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;For the last freakin&apos; time...I&apos;M A MAN. MAAAAAN. I HAVE A PENIS.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;...........but you said you had boobs.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;THEY&quot;RE FAKE.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Like...Barbie doll fake?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YES. NOW, JUST....GO!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;So......it&apos;d be buttsecks if we even did anything?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh jesus...yes, okay!?&quot; Adyn answered, blushing still. Roxas looked at the ground and thought hard. Harder than he ever thought before. Then...he finally got it. Somewhere behind all that bleach, a lightbulb faintly flickered, then what back out. He slowly tilted his head back up and looked at Adyn, who&apos;s hands were at his hips. He rubbed his lips together and made a &apos;pook&apos; sound, wondering if the kid figured it out. &quot;Well....? Did the man upstairs wake up from his sixteen year slumber?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YOU&apos;RE ADYN HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP I.....I LIKED A GUY! OH NO. OHNOOHNOOHNO!!! I&apos;M GAY! I GOTTA GO TO GAY BARS AND THE GAY PARADE AND BE ALL &quot;GAY PRIDE&quot; AND OH GOD! WHY DON&apos;T WE JUST SCREW EACH OTHER&apos;S MINDS OUT ALREADY!? AHHH BUTTSEX OH GOD. YOU HAVE THE LUBE RIGHT!?&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;DUDE. WHAT!? NO. I&apos;M NOT GAY. MAYBE YOU ARE, BUT I&apos;M NOT!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;BUT YOU ARE! LOOK AT YOUR HIPS! THOSE ARE SOME GAY HIPS, MAN. NO STRAIGHT MAN HAS HIPS LIKE THAT.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;STOP PICKING ON MY HIPS!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YOU&apos;RE GAY!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YES YOU ARE. DON&apos;T DENY ME, LOVE.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I WON&apos;T SUBMIT TO YOUR GAYNESS!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YOU HAVE TO, ADYN.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO! NEVER! YOU GO BE GAY WITH SOME OTHER GUY!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO, I CHOOSE YOU, ADYN-CHU.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NOOOOOOO! DON&apos;T TRAP ME IN YOUR POKEBALL OF DEATH!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;THEN SUBMIT! SUBMIT TO GAYNESS!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;F...fine. FINE! I give in, okay!? I&apos;M GAY, YOU HAPPY!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m gay!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah, I know...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Gay means happy.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;....oh, so it does.....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Now we can run around screaming &quot;WE&apos;RE GAY!&quot; and it&apos;ll have a double meaning!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You scare me...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;M GAY FOR YOU, ADYN.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;REALLY scare me.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Let&apos;s listen to some gay guys sing.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well, can we sing?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;LL BE THERE FOR YOUUUUU~&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Shut up.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Just shut up shut up.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;M GOING TO KILL YOU!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You and your beautiful....soul...&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;M SERIOUS. STOP SINGING YOUR GODDAMN SONGS.&quot; Adyn grumbled, getting up. Roxas stopped him by grabbing his hand, pulling him in closely. Roxas smiled and hugged him, making Adyn even more upset, for he didn&apos;t want to be touched in his &apos;female&apos; form. Roxas walked him out, singing some corny song about Adyn and his Beautiful Somebody Soul. It was really starting to irk him, along with the fact that Roxas found Raynie and Rena already. They were...snuggling guys...which was weird...Rena was snuggling a weird looking guy in a black trenchcoat... (Adyn admired his icy blue hair) and Raynie was snuggling another ghost. &quot;.....what the.....whatever.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Awww, Roxas found a girl!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Zexion?! WHOASNAP HEY ZEXY!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m NOT A GIRL!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh damn...Roxas you&apos;re gay!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.........yes. I&apos;m planning on going to the gay parade tomorrow!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nice. Don&apos;t forget the lube!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, I ALWAYS remember my lube.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;FRIGGIN&apos; BUTTMUNCH!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m only YOUR buttmunch, Adyn~&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Awwwww!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.......I&apos;m leaving you.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;DON&apos;T GO! DOOOON&apos;T!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;......why.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Because...I NEED YOU AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL SOUL!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You sing and I LEAVE.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;ll stop.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You better....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I will...little miss!&quot; Roxas said, smiling. Adyn crossed his arms and leaned on the wall. He looked up, staring at the dark sky, yet, he also saw something else which infuriated him. His hands curled up and he clenched his teeth, grinding them against each other. He stared at the writing and looked at Raynie and Rena, wondering who was the culprit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;ALRIGHT! WHO WROTE &apos;ROXAS&apos;S GIRL&apos; ON THE WALL!?&quot;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <title>{new pairing oh geez</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Nobody Loves You&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Romance/Tragedy/Fanfic&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Adyn/Kiyoshi&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; Yaoi.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_mako_plushie&apos; lj:user=&apos;mako_plushie&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mako-plushie.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mako-plushie.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;mako_plushie&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; owns &lt;b&gt;Raynie&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_rena_chan2004&apos; lj:user=&apos;rena_chan2004&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://rena-chan2004.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://rena-chan2004.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;rena_chan2004&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; owns &lt;b&gt;Rena&lt;/b&gt; Square-Enix/Disney owns &lt;i&gt;Kingdom Hearts, Roxas, TWTNW, Twilight Town, and other stuff...&lt;/i&gt; &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_miraa_kaasu&apos; lj:user=&apos;miraa_kaasu&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://miraa-kaasu.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://miraa-kaasu.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;miraa_kaasu&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;//&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_arukidasu&apos; lj:user=&apos;arukidasu&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://arukidasu.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://arukidasu.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;arukidasu&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; owns &lt;b&gt;Adyn, plot, and Kiyoshi&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; We all know Adyn swings the other way...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn...I...need to tell you something...&quot; the red head whispered, his purple eyes fixated on his pale hands. Adyn cocked his head to the side, his spikey black hair moving around. He looked at Kiyoshi with his deadly golden eyes, wondering what his boyfriend was keeping from him. They always shared everything, so a secret was very new to him. Adyn&apos;s tail swung from side to side, waiting patiently. &quot;I&apos;m not who you think I am...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re name isn&apos;t Kiyoshi?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No, it is.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh...um...you look different than your appearance now?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Not really...&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Then what could it be?&quot; Adyn asked, shifting his position on the tower of Twilight Town. His grey wind flapped softly, startling Kiyoshi somewhat. He could never get use to the half angel half devil sixteen year old...it was just too freaky. Along with his Soul Stealing Scythe...Kiyoshi was a little nervous about revealing his deep secret...he knew Adyn traveled with Keybearers...and that could cause some trouble. &quot;Well...? I might have to leave soon...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh...I know...just...just never mind. I won&apos;t let ya keep them waiting. It&apos;s not important.&quot; Kiyoshi replied, smiling slightly. Adyn sighed and stood up, his black scarf hitting Kiyoshi in the face. Adyn apologized quickly, for he usually bumped into Kiyoshi a lot. (Mostly head collisions, since Adyn loved how Kiyoshi smelled like Twizzlers.) Kiyoshi laughed and waved a hand in dismissal, rubbing the top of his shoulder length red hair. Adyn glanced around and quickly kissed Kiyoshi, hopping off the Twilight Tower right afterwards. &quot;Love ya, Adyn!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Love you too, Kiyoshi. HEY! Wait for meeee!&quot; Adyn whined, landing on the ground. He ran quickly after Roxas, Raynie, and Rena, not wanting to be left all alone. The &apos;R Trio&apos; didn&apos;t know about his secret romance with Kiyoshi, since he was a little embarassed that he loved a guy. He knew there was nothing wrong with it, but he didn&apos;t know whether or not they suspected he wasn&apos;t straight like them. He caught up with his party members and smiled slightly, a blush on his face. They took off, heading to a forbidden world where the Nobodies and Heartless roamed. He frowned, knowing that something evil was awaiting them all.  &quot;Do we HAVE to go?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yes, Adyn. You&apos;ve asked this a LOT of times already and my answer&apos;s always the same!&quot; Raynie yelled, her anger rising. She was trying to pilot them safely to the world, yet Adyn&apos;s nagging made her &apos;accidentally&apos; steer the Gummi Ship out of control. The passengers lurched, Roxas shooting a stabbing glare at Adyn. Adyn sighed and smiled weakly at the Nobody, wondering what it was like to be a Nobody. Roxas was special, since Raynie had a feeling that Roxas meant them no harm, he was allowed to tag along with them. &quot;Sorry everybody... Adyn just HAS to be an impatient boy...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;ADYYYYN...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn-kuuun!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m sorry...I can&apos;t help it...&quot; he whispered, going to sit back down. He stared out the window, feeling a little guilty for making Raynie upset. He contemplated what Kiyoshi wanted to tell him, yet he thought nothing of it. &lt;i&gt;Probably that he was on his period or something...who knows. He&apos;s...eccentric, should we say?&lt;/i&gt; He sighed and cracked his neck, already missing Kiyoshi. &quot;Man...I miss him...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Miss who?&quot; Rena asked, poking Adyn&apos;s arm with her delicate fingers. Adyn blushed, alarmed and shocked. He couldn&apos;t come up with an answer on the spot, nor could he lie to the younger girl. He swallowed his &apos;straight layer&apos; and turned his head back to the window. He shook it frantically, finding the passing darkness more interesting then the girl&apos;s question. &quot;Whooooo? Tell meh, Adyn-kuuun!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s nobody you know...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sooo? I wanna know! TELL MEH!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;H...his name is Kiyoshi...and that&apos;s all you&apos;re getting.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.........do you....wuv him?&quot; Rena questioned, a sneer spreading on her face. Adyn turned his head slowly toward her. He would feel horrible if he said no, yet he&apos;d feel embarassed if he said yes. He turned his head back to the window, ignoring her. Rena gasped and giggled softly, prodding him again. &quot;YOU DO!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Who? Who does the kid love?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;His name&apos;s Kiyoshi-san!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I JUST KNEW YOU SWUNG THAT WAY GOTH BOY!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn. Just...stay away from me...&quot; Roxas mumbled, staying as far away from Adyn as possible. Adyn blushed harder and looked down, trying to block out Raynie&apos;s voice, along with Rena who was piping in every chance she got. He wanted to disappear so badly at that point, and he knew he&apos;d be completely silent the whole way through the trip. The Gummi Ship suddenly came to a halt and Adyn sighed, his chest heaving in relief. The crew all hopped out, Rena still laughing with Raynie at the embarassed Adyn. Roxas stayed miles apart from him, afraid that Adyn might like him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A crowd of Nobodies popped in, making all of them go serious. The two Keybearers whipped out their Keyblades, Raynie clenching her fists. Adyn looked up and caught a glimpse of red in the distance, yet he shook it off. He whipped out the Scythe, holding it tightly. He dashed off to his right, swiping through them with ease. Kiyoshi gulped from behind a corner of a building, the rain pouring on his hair. &lt;i&gt;If Adyn can do that...who knows what he&apos;ll do to me...&lt;/i&gt; Adyn smiled after they defeated the groups of ten quickly, swiping left and right. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Heartless appeared as well, their sneering faces making Rena flinch a little. Roxas stepped in front of her, fighting them off quickly. Raynie went ahead, punching and kicking, even biting, the Heartless and Nobodies. Adyn got the leftovers, happy that he could  take out his embarassment on something so stupid and little. The fighting stopped, Kiyoshi stepping out of the shadows. He clapped and sneered, trying to keep his eyes away from Adyn. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Kiyoshi!? Wh...What are you doing here!?&quot; Adyn asked, alarmed at the stabbing glare that he recieved. Raynie and Rena&apos;s jaws dropped, screaming the same two words in unison.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;THAT&apos;S KIYOSHI!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yes, ladies, I&apos;m Adyn&apos;s little lover boy. Well, can you still guess my secret!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.......no?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re DENSE. Utter idiot is right... They were all right. Maybe loving a SOMEBODY isn&apos;t fair. Well, get this, Adyn. A NOBODY loves you! Isn&apos;t that SWEET!?&quot; Kiyoshi asked, his hands on his hips. His courage and ego were building up with every letter he pronounced, watching as the words stabbed into Adyn&apos;s cold cruel heart. He strided over, no black trenchcoat, just his normal outfit. &quot;I work ALONE. The Organization has nothing to do with this. I&apos;m like them, yet I didn&apos;t want to join them. They&apos;re stupid....just like us Nobodies who are &apos;HALF a person at best&apos;.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re more than half a person to me, Kiyoshi!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NANANANANAAAA. All I hear is nagging and WHINING coming from you. You thought I REALLY loved you!? Stupid! You&apos;re friends with Keybearers! You had all the dish!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I meant NOTHING!? After all we talked about!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Talking is for immature people who need to express their problems. I feel fighting is the best way...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well, if you WANT a fight, I&apos;ll GIVE you one! You...you NOBODY!&quot; Adyn yelled, taking out his scythe again. The trio backed away, already understanding that it was a fight between lovers, and that nobody should mess with their issues. Adyn ran at Kiyoshi, but was stunned by the boy&apos;s amazing strength. Kiyoshi grabbed a hold of Adyn&apos;s scythe, almost crushing it with brute force. He was knocked back, running into a wall. Thunder cracked as Adyn stood up, making him snarl. &quot;You&apos;re lucky I don&apos;t kill you right away...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Aw, what? Keeping me alive? Out of what? LOVE!? Pathetic. Show me your REAL strength!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Rena! Raynie! Roxas! Go on without me! I&apos;ll be here a while!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Bu--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;JUST GO!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Aw, protecting your itty bitty fwiends? How KIND of you...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;There&apos;s nothing but pure hatred in me, Kiyoshi. For the fact you lied and for the fact you wanted me DEAD.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I can&apos;t help it...I&apos;m just a nobody...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YOU&apos;RE NOT! QUIT TELLING YOURSLEF THAT! YOU MEAN SOMETHING TO ME!&quot; Adyn screamed out, walking quickly over. Kiyoshi&apos;s eyes widened as he was quickly punched. Adyn aimed the sharp tip at Kiyoshi&apos;s neck, tears rolling down his face already. Kiyoshi smiled and mouthed a &apos;do it&apos;, not caring if he died or not. He was just glad that he meant SOMETHING to somebody, and that he didn&apos;t mean NOTHING. Adyn looked away and made a clean strike, staring down at him. He sunk to his knees and grabbed him, holding him in his arms. &quot;I&apos;m sorry! I&apos;m sorry, Kiyoshi! I didn&apos;t want to! I didn&apos;t! I...loved you too much...but...I had too...please...forgive me...&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the last tear trickled down Adyn&apos;s face, the sounds of victory rang through the air. The trio was able to win without him. He held onto Kiyoshi still, getting up. He let him go somewhere safe, throwing the scythe off to the side. He ran back to the clearing, sobbing into his hands. Raynie found him first, understanding right away. Roxas and Rena bounded in, not knowing what to do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You had to, Adyn...you had to...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;But...I loved him! I loved HIM!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I know, but I swear you hadda, kid.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I shouldn&apos;t have! I shouldn&apos;t have never loved him!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn-kun...you did what your heart told ya to do...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Then my heart must be a fool. For I&apos;m as stupid as they come...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re not...just... just think of it this way...he&apos;s probably whole now...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He was always whole to me in the first place....&quot; Adyn whispered. The trio sighed and walked onto the Gummi Ship, leaving Adyn there to mourn for his loss. He looked at the sky and watched a star twinkle out in the distance. He figured it represented Kiyoshi, represented his light. He stood up and walked away from the Twilight, from the Gummi Ship. He walked away from the Light as well, heading toward where he hoped Kiyoshi would still be waiting for him. He walked straight to the Darkness, watching the remaining Heartless and Nobodies gathering. He smiled softly and walked in, leaving his other choices that were open to him. He hated his choices, yet he hoped he made the right one. &quot;You won&apos;t reject me, will you?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the Darkness spoke to him in a voice so welcoming, he couldn&apos;t help but smile again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Of course not, young one.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the first time, a side opened their arms to the fallen angel, who betrayed his Light....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;....and gunned down his melancholy romance.&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 04 Jul 2006 22:10:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>{omg sad D:</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;This be VERY sad. DDDD:;;; -needs to work on her crack drabble soon-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Blindfolded Pain&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-13 for blood. LOTS of blood. :O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Horror/Tragedy/Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_miraa_kaasu&apos; lj:user=&apos;miraa_kaasu&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://miraa-kaasu.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://miraa-kaasu.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;miraa_kaasu&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; None.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; It&apos;s really gorey and shtuff... Kinda like Saw or Hostile. (HOSTILE SUCKZ.) It&apos;s influenced on that! :D And also on Rena&apos;s PoH...intro...thingy! :D So...yeah. THERE WILL BE BLOOD. -shot- Ow...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Raynie owns Raynie, Rena owns Rena, Square Enix and Disney own Roxas, I own Cain, Adyn, plot, shtuff. :O Influence: Saw/Saw II/Hostile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; I dun wanna give it away...but.. Bloodshed. Lots. Of. Bloodshed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Splish.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Splash.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Creeeeeeeeeeeeek.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Wh...where am I?!&quot; a young boy demanded, turning his head. His &apos;friends&apos; were knocked unconscious, their bodies sleeping near the wall farthest him. He looked down, but to his horror, he was chained and cuffed to some kind of chair. &lt;i&gt;How did this happen? All I remember was...was...getting hit...&lt;/i&gt;The sixteen year old sighed softly. Nobody would have heard him anyway. He glanced over to the two Keybearers sleeping against the wall. They seemed fine, all three of them. Like they were just sleeping, oblivious to the second oldest&apos;s troubles. &quot;Man...why is this happening?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hehehe....you&apos;re quite clueless, are you not?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Who&apos;s there!?&quot; the golden eyed boy demanded, turning his head around. It was pitch black in the basement-like setting, yet there was a dim light over where the three were resting. He tried moving, yet he was tightly secure, as if it were planned. From the darkness, a man stepped out, grinning insanely. The boy withdrew a sharp gasp, which was painful to him. &quot;Dad....!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You are clueless, Adyn... can&apos;t believe you didn&apos;t recognize my voice...&quot; Cain whispered, his golden hawk eyes piercing the captive. Adyn flinched and tried moving again, but it was useless. The red head smirked, grabbing a blindfold from a small counter. He walked over and stared at his son, his undead son. The single grey wing the boy had ruffled, wanting to be free from the chair he was in. His red devil tail twitched as Cain put the blindfold on. &quot;It&apos;ll only hurt a little...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What are you talking about!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;ll see...well...feel.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Don&apos;t hurt Raynie, Rena, or Roxas! Please!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I won&apos;t harm your little &apos;R&apos; trio.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Set them free! Now!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well, I guess it&apos;d be fair to follow your last request...&quot; Cain whispered softly, walking over to Adyn&apos;s friends. He kicked Raynie in the side softly with his shoe, making sure she woke up. Adyn didn&apos;t hear Cain&apos;s words, yet he was sure he was waking them up. Cain kicked Roxas after, finally kicking Rena. &quot;Wake your lazy asses up!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey! Who ya callin&apos; lazy?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Stupid Raynie...shouldn&apos;t approach him like that! He could...hurt you...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Take your little Keybearing buddies and get out of here.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Where&apos;d goth boy go!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, he&apos;ll be fine. He&apos;s waiting for you outside.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn-kun&apos;s waitin&apos;!? Come on Nii-san and Raynie-sama! We gots to go!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Alright Rena...don&apos;t rush...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m comin&apos; kid...&quot; Raynie replied, getting up. Cain smirked and glanced over his shoulder, gazing at his son; who was completely shrouded in darkness. Adyn bit his lip, seeing as he didn&apos;t shout out to them at all, not saying anything in response to them. Cain locked the door after them, making sure they wouldn&apos;t ambush him to save their fallen warrior. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well, now that you know your buddies are safe and sound... let&apos;s start havin&apos; FUN!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What are you going to do?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Just wait...&quot; Adyn flinched, his ears hurting at the sound of the high-pitched machine. He couldn&apos;t see what it was, which added to his fear. It got closer and closer, making Adyn&apos;s heart beat faster and faster. He tried leaning away, but it was no use. The machine stopped suddenly, being set down near him on some kind of metal bin. &quot;I almost forgot!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cain grabbed a metal plate, covering Adyn&apos;s mouth with it. He brought out a drill, the sound making Adyn nervous. &lt;i&gt;What&apos;s going on!? Why is my dad even doing this!?&lt;/i&gt; Adyn&apos;s eyes widened underneath the pitch black blindfold, his breath becoming sharp. His heart ceased to beat as Cain drilled the metal plate on his mouth. Adyn breathed out his nose, blood starting to drip down his chin from the pain. He couldn&apos;t make a sound anymore, there was nothing to scream about. He hung his head lowly, Cain thinking he was bowing his head. &quot;Pfft. You SHOULD bow.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I...can&apos;t...do anything...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;This is all your fault anyway. You shouldn&apos;t have been born, stupid child.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I was just an accident, I know... I...don&apos;t...deserve this...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A tear fell out of the blindfold, running down his cheek. It caught blood, making it a bloody tear, falling down on his black clothes. Cain rolled his eyes and grabbed some kind of sword off the metal bin. He went around and stared at Adyn&apos;s grey angel wing. &quot;You won&apos;t be needing this.&quot; Adyn didn&apos;t have the strength to tilt his head up in wondering, yet when Cain sliced the wing off, he couldn&apos;t help but lose his breath again. A second afterwards, he sliced his devil tail off. &quot;Oh I&apos;M sorry...did that hurt?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Bang bang bang.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;OPEN UP!!! WE KNOW ADYN&apos;S IN THERE!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Aw crap... your little &apos;friends&apos; are here... might as well finish this!&quot; Cain shouted, loud enough for them to hear. Adyn felt his eyes starting to roll in the back of his head, knowing he would die any second that passed ever so slowly. Cain grabbed the last thing on the bin. The same weapon he used to kill his mother. The SAME exact pistol. He tilted Adyn&apos;s head up and shot at his forehead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;BAM!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The trio outside the door gasped. They didn&apos;t know if Adyn was shot, or if his father was shot. All they knew was something happened to Adyn while they searched for him outside. The water dripped from the ceiling, landing on the blood-soaked floor. Cain laughed maniacally, staring at the boy who lay lifeless in his torture chair. He turned around and opened the door, a smile so big it scared even Raynie.  &quot;You may come and see him now...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;KID!&quot; Raynie screamed, pushing past Adyn&apos;s father. Rena blinked and followed Roxas, who punched the man in the doorway. Roxas quickly turned around and covered Rena&apos;s eyes. Raynie looked at the flickering light bulb in the corner of the room. It was out just as quickly as it flickered. Roxas turned around, not being able to see anything. &quot;Uh... I know!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Raynie fumbled in her pocket and found some sort of light source, throwing it in the air. The room was filled with light, making the sight more gruesome. Raynie stumbled backwards, her feet stepping the blood puddle near the chair. Adyn&apos;s father dashed out, his nose bloody from being punched. Roxas let his hands drop from Rena&apos;s eyes in shock. The next thing they heard was a high-pitched scream, belonging to Rena. Raynie ran over and comforted the thirteen year old, who couldn&apos;t help but start crying. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Roxas walked over and looked at the wing on the floor, which was crushed and crumpled. He then stared at the red devil tail that seeped into the blood. His eyes traveled to the metal plate which was drilled onto his mouth. He covered his own mouth, imagining the pain he went through. &lt;i&gt;This is just...horrible...&lt;/i&gt; His eyes glanced at the bullet hole in his head, the blood running down onto the blindfold. &lt;i&gt;At least he didn&apos;t have to see it....I guess that&apos;s a good thing.&lt;/i&gt; Raynie walked Rena out, having enough of looking at Adyn. Roxas followed, still in shock that his own father would do that. The light flickered out as they walked out, leaving the boy shrouded in darkness.&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 04 Jul 2006 06:23:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>{lololol</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;Part Two. And it&apos;s serious...then just &apos;WTF&apos;. D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Read Part One First! DDD:!!!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;((Lots of OOC. And uh... yaoi. &amp;lt;333 PG-13! :D I don&apos;t own Roxas, Leon, Traverse Town, Aerith, Yuffie, Heartless, Nobodies, Keyblades...whatever. Square and Disney do. Raynie owns Raynie and Rena owns Rena and Thoughtless! I own everything else!))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Part Two -- Requiem of a Sacrament&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Roxas took off in the direction of the boyish screaming, taking out the Keyblade whilst running. &lt;i&gt;Adyn knows something about Rena! He might know where she went!&lt;/i&gt; His heart rose to his throat at the site of blood. &lt;i&gt;This is NOT gonna be good...&lt;/i&gt; Roxas gulped down his negative mindset and turned the corner. His eyes followed the blood; only to see nothing there. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn? Adyn are you there?!&quot; Roxas choked, his voice cracking in the December silence. A breeze went by, giving Roxas chills. Adyn got him out of the Loony Bin...he couldn&apos;t just leave him behind! Plus, his mother told him about Rena...maybe he knew something that Roxas didn&apos;t? It was worth a shot to have followed him, yet...he disappeared in thin air? &lt;i&gt;Come on...this better be a joke, but I ain&apos;t gonna start laughin&apos; if it is!&lt;/i&gt; &quot;Adyn...?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He paused, bringing his feet slowly along the blood-stained cement. It was like he arrived in a completely different world, for it was such a Ghost Town suddenly. Roxas raised the Keyblade, just incase an enemy decided to pop in suddenly. His sapphire blue eyes spotted more blood, as if the victim tried getting away. Roxas ran again, following the stench of fresh blood. &lt;i&gt;Please be somew--&lt;/i&gt; He stopped in his tracks and looked at the mess in front of him. &quot;Oh...my...god...Adyn?! ADYN! Are you still alive?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No response.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;ADYN, THIS BETTER BE A JOKE! You&apos;ll get up any second now and pat me on the back, saying: &apos;Come on, kid! Let&apos;s go now!&apos;&quot; Roxas hollered, his hands shaking. He never saw somebody so brutally attacked by a Heartless or a Nobody before...perhaps this was a Thoughtless&apos;s doing? But...it was so brutal...like a homocide... The goth boy twitched slightly, yet all his body did was slip to the side against the wall. Roxas looked at the blood trail left behind, and finally got the courage to walk over. &lt;i&gt;Tell me I&apos;m dreaming...he didn&apos;t just die...&lt;/i&gt; Roxas was told not to worry about Adyn, yet he was dead now... maybe he should have worried... Roxas bent down to his level and examined him. Blood was seeping out from the corner of his mouth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The blonde haired kid looked at a gaping wound where his heart would be. &lt;i&gt;It&apos;s torn out....&lt;/i&gt; Roxas&apos;s eyes traveled to the boy&apos;s in front of him. They were slightly open, glazed and a dim golden color. There was no pupil left in it...no life. Roxas ran his hands through his hair. &quot;This kid&apos;s dead! He&apos;s dead! It&apos;s all my fault! I couldn&apos;t help me! Oh Jesus what do I do NOW!? He&apos;s dead!&quot; He stood up, pacing back and forth. There was nothing TO do, really. He was gone. &quot;Adyn...I&apos;m sorr-- wait a sec. Where&apos;d he go?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Roxas looked around, yet there was no sight of the deceased sixteen year old. He looked, yet saw no blood, neither. It was as if it never happened. &lt;i&gt;Don&apos;t TELL me that was a hallucination!&lt;/i&gt; Roxas didn&apos;t want it to be fake, yet he did at the same time. He gathered himself and walked out, no blood trail around either. &quot;Man...why do I--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Thud.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-----------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Roxas blinked his eyes, sitting up in the Hotel Room in Traverse Town&apos;s Second District. He looked around and rubbed his head. &lt;i&gt;Maybe the whole thing was a dream? But it...seemed so real... dang I have freaky dreams!&lt;/i&gt; He got up and looked around. The boy shrugged his shoulders and walked out, Keyblade in hand. In the Lobby; a young male leaned against the wall, his brown hair covering his face. He bore black leather, which made Roxas a little uneasy. &quot;Excuse me...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Roxas. You awoke.&quot; the man spoke, not even glancing up at the fifteen year old. He nodded slowly and inched forward to the man, wondering how he knew his name. &quot;Name&apos;s Leon.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Okay...Leon...where am I?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Traverse Town.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How did I get here?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Somebody found you, lying in the alley.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How do you know my name?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It says it on your shirt.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh...well--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;OH SQUALLIE-KUUUUN!&quot; a female yelled, barging into the Lobby. Roxas turned his head to spot a female with short brown hair and mako-blue eyes. She blinked and skipped over, stopping right next to &apos;Squall&apos;. She pouted her lips and rose an eyebrow, examining the boy. &quot;So THIS is the second Keybearer?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re Roxas-kun, right?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I...guess...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well; Rena-chan is the first!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Who?&quot; Roxas questioned, stepping back from the warrior in front of him. She snapped her fingers and smiled, walking out abruptdly. Roxas rubbed his head at the name of &apos;Rena&apos;. &lt;i&gt;That name...I said it in the dream...I believe...but who is she? Why am I looking for her?&lt;/i&gt; The girl Roxas just met bounded back in, a thirteen year old girl right behind her. She looked up, her brown hair in her face. &lt;i&gt;Everyone looks the same here! Is this girl...&apos;Leon&apos; and that girl&apos;s daughter?!&lt;/i&gt; She blinked her big blue eyes and attacked Roxas with a hug.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;&apos;ALLO THAR, MISTER ROKU-KUUUUN!&quot; the girl squealed, a blush creeping across her pale skin. Roxas blushed and patted her awkwardly, wondering who these people were. Rena let go of him and  showed him her Keyblade, which was almost like his. &quot;I have a Keyblade, too!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s...cool...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Name&apos;s Rena-chan!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nice to meet you...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Mine&apos;s Raynie-sama!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.......Leon.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;AKA SQUALLIE-KUUUUN!&quot; Raynie hollered, hugging Squall. Roxas gathered that they were some kind of item, while Rena was another Keybearer. He rubbed his temples, thinking back to his &apos;dream&apos;. &lt;i&gt;The name&apos;s Raynie and Rena were mentioned...maybe it means something?&lt;/i&gt; He shook his head and looked down. &quot;Yo! Cheer up, emo kid!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Eh? I&apos;m not sad...just...thinking.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;&apos;bout what?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;A dream.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;SPILL IT!&quot; Rena encouraged, prodding him with her finger. Roxas blushed and nodded, sitting down on a seat in the Lobby. Raynie cuddled up with Squall, while Rena sat right next to Roxas. The boy cleared his throat and looked at the three of them, then he began his story. Raynie gripped Squall&apos;s hand, just out of spite. Rena bit her thumb and gasped when Roxas told them how he found the boy dead. &quot;Whoaaa...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;So...I&apos;m not sure if that was a dream...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It wasn&apos;t.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHAAAA!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I said it wasn&apos;t...geez, girls...can&apos;t understand men... anyway... Someone said something about you &apos;hitting your head&apos; in a previous world, then they dashed off.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;So....that boy...really...died? He died?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yep.&quot; Squall replied bluntly, arms crossed. He opened his blue eyes to look at a trembling Roxas. He rolled his eyes and looked away when Roxas started crying. &lt;i&gt;So it&apos;s MY fault he&apos;s dead!? Great! I practically murdered an innocent person! Someone who was....so sad looking... it was MY fault!? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BAM!&lt;/i&gt; The foursome turned their heads to the direction of the Lobby door. They heard another crash, which set them to all stand up. Leon whipped out his Gunblade, Raynie whipping out her fists, and Roxas and Rena taking out their Keyblades. They all charged out, running through the Second District. Leon blew the First District door away with a gun shot. (Smart move...) There was silence, the last of the Nobodies being swiped away. All there was was a young boy of about sixteen, standing all alone in a fighting stance. He had a grey wing and a red devil tail, his tattered scarf flowing in the breeze. His weapon was held out in one hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Scythe; Weapon of Death.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Roxas gasped and covered his mouth with his hands.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was HIM. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn...&quot; Roxas whispered. Leon ran to the Third District, one of the members of his party following him. Raynie shot a death glare at the female, yet turned her attention to the blonde haired kid. Rena cocked her head, suddenly remembering the dead boy&apos;s name. Roxas walked forward slowly, staring at the back of what appeared to be a cross of an angel and demon. Adyn straightened up, turning around as Roxas walked down the stairs. &quot;Adyn?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;....R...Roxas?&quot; Adyn whispered, his eyes going into shock. Roxas nodded his head slowly, staring at the living dead boy. Adyn smiled sadly, turning his head to Raynie and Rena, who quickly followed Roxas. The introductions were passed around, Adyn not saying a word. His eyes were locked onto Roxas, one of the first people he met outside of Chrystyne and the Insane people of the Asylum. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re Adyn-kun? The one who died?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s me.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHOA! That&apos;s so awesome, goth kid!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Raynie-sama...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Wha? It&apos;s cool!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s not cool...&quot; Adyn muttered under his breath, cracking his back. The two girls heard a shout from Aerith, something about Heartless. Adyn didn&apos;t follow, neither did Roxas. &lt;i&gt;Those four--five... can take care of it! But...so...it all happened...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn I&apos;m sorry!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;For what?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;For...not protecting you when I should have. You could have lived if I helped you!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s alright, don&apos;t apologize...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;But I have to! You&apos;re my friend!&quot; Roxas yelled, letting a tear fall. Adyn leaned back a little. The word &apos;friend&apos; hadn&apos;t been spoken to him in so long. He thought he was trapped in some corny romance film, seeing as how dramatic things were going. &lt;i&gt;I hate corny romance movies...&lt;/i&gt; Adyn shook it off and smiled at Roxas, yet it was quickly wiped off his face as he was hugged tightly by the boy. &quot;I&apos;m so sorry, Adyn... I wish it was all a dream...I really wish that...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;R...Roxas...&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YO! Goth and emo kid! Wait a sec....&quot; Raynie shouted, her voice dying as she walked in. Adyn put a finger to his lips, his gaze going back to the ground. He patted his back as Roxas calmed down, finally getting out his guilt from Adyn&apos;s death. &quot;....Roxas do you have the hots for Adyn?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Silence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A VERY awkward silence, at that. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Raynie laughed a little, her laugh uneasy and unconvincing. &quot;Just kidding!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More silence followed. Raynie laughed again and walked nervously out, leaving the two boys alone. Adyn snorted and started laughing, pointing a thumb in the direction Raynie left.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;She&apos;s so full of--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Smooooooch~&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Adyn&apos;s eyes widened as large as they could have as he stared at the younger boy who stood on his tip toes. He blushed hard, their lips still interlocked. Adyn&apos;s heart gave in, making him ease into Roxas&apos;s approach. &lt;i&gt;PAH! BEAT THAT, SUPER CORNY ROMANCE MOVIE!&lt;/i&gt; Adyn couldn&apos;t help but grin, Roxas releasing from his kiss. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I don&apos;t think what she said was all TOO bad...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Neither do I...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;......I&apos;m glad you&apos;re alive.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No kiddin&apos;. Come on, let&apos;s go get some sea salt ice cream!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Alright.....boyfriend.&quot;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;I&apos;m back, for a little bit. :3;;;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;u&gt;Falling to Pieces&lt;/u&gt; -- &lt;i&gt;Part One; Will You Catch Me If I Fall?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Romance/Action/Horror/lots of stuff/Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Roxas/Adyn : O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; OMG ME. : D &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_miraa_kaasu&apos; lj:user=&apos;miraa_kaasu&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://miraa-kaasu.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://miraa-kaasu.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;miraa_kaasu&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; or &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_arukidasu&apos; lj:user=&apos;arukidasu&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://arukidasu.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://arukidasu.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;arukidasu&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I do not own &lt;i&gt;Kingdom Hearts&lt;/i&gt; period. Characters, worlds, attributes. Just...period. Square Enix and Disney do. :3 &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_rena_chan2004&apos; lj:user=&apos;rena_chan2004&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://rena-chan2004.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://rena-chan2004.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;rena_chan2004&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; owns &lt;b&gt;Rena&lt;/b&gt; and I believe Thoughtless, I&apos;m not sure, &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_mako_plushie&apos; lj:user=&apos;mako_plushie&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mako-plushie.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mako-plushie.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;mako_plushie&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; owns &lt;b&gt;Raynie&lt;/b&gt;, and I own Adyn, plot, dialouge, flashback stuffs, Wonderwall (I don&apos;t own that song though! : O), concept, happenings, Asylum, Faye, Cain, Chrystyne...and stuff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; If people are REALLY God loving, they may not like how Adyn thinks of God. D: There&apos;s some cursing in here too. And gore, lots of gore. :3 Angst...and yaoi. : O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Adyn is slipping from sanity, one little breath at a time. Yet when he meets Roxas in the Asylum, can things change? Will he actually cope with his mother&apos;s death? Or is he hiding something MORE? WHO KNOWS. : O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;This isn&apos;t fair at ALL. Not at all. Why does this have to happen?&lt;/i&gt; Adyn shifted his position in the chair, glancing at the floor. He hated having to sit in the therapy room, waiting for his parents to come out from talking to his psychologist. He knew that she would say to them that he was crazy. That he didn&apos;t belong at Seppuku High with the other kids. He let out a miserable sigh; his golden eyes rolling in his head. He leaned his black spikey hair against the white white wall of the white white room. &lt;i&gt;Will she just hurry up already? I&apos;m tired of this... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Click. Creak.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Laughter.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Alright, Adyn. You can go for today. Mrs. and Mr. Tiyamoto, do come back again! Maybe we could all go out for Lunch?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That would be wonderful, Chrystyne!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yay! I&apos;m so glad, Faye! That ryhmes...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hn. Come on Adyn, get on your feet.&quot; Cain grunted. He hated it when his wife made plans without his consent. Always making new friends; which meant more time taken away from watching a  big game on T.V. Adyn obeyed and got up, fixing his spiked collar around his pale neck. He walked forward, his black jeans rubbing against each other as the chains clinked together behind him as he walked. &quot;We&apos;re buying you new clothes soon...something...NOT black.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;But--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No arguements.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yes, father.&quot; Adyn whispered, his eyes straight to the floor. He wasn&apos;t allowed to make his own desiscions around his father. It just wasn&apos;t permitted. He was always told it was &apos;out of love&apos; or &apos;for your own good&apos;. It was never those words. His father never knew how to love. Faye walked over towards Adyn, her midnight eyes narrowing at his father. She kissed Adyn&apos;s forhead and grinned.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Don&apos;t worry about that meanie! You can get whatever you want!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Faye...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I SAID; Adyn can get WHATEVER HE DESIRES. Cain, you can&apos;t keep the boy cooped up!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I CAN, Faye. And I will gladly keep him locked up IN HIS ROOM for the REST OF HIS LIFE!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Cain! He&apos;s fifteen! Let him do as he pleases!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO, Faye! I won&apos;t have it! I&apos;m going to take him clothes shopping for something I see fit for him!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;But it&apos;s NOT what he wants!&quot; Faye hollered, her eyes glaring into the dark soul that Cain had. The hawk eyes man glared back, hoping to send stabbing pains into the black haired of the &apos;raven&apos;&apos;s heart. Their death glares did nothing, for outside did not have a bad vibe to it. Faye relaxed her eyes and grabbed Adyn&apos;s hand, storming off. Cain groaned and walked the other way, leaving Chrystyn, who was standing outside the Psychology Building, in pure confusion. Was the Tiyamoto household LIKE that on a daily basis? She thought for a split second and turned around, heading inside to take notes on Faye&apos;s and Cain&apos;s relationship. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Mother, you didn&apos;t have to do that...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m MOM for your information...and YES I HAD to! You don&apos;t want to shop for something you don&apos;t like!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;But mother...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;MOM.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Mot...mom... I wouldn&apos;t mind... I don&apos;t go against Father&apos;s orders...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Because you don&apos;t have a single backbone in your body.&quot; Faye replied, sighing. She stopped and placed her gentle pale hands on Adyn&apos;s small teenage shoulders.  She looked deep into his father&apos;s eyes, straight into his soul. She frowned a little, yet smiled so he didn&apos;t worry. She held him close in the silence that echoed, Adyn not replying to his mother. She closed her eyes and let him go. &quot;I&apos;m gonna be gone...for a while.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Where?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Someplace you could only DREAM about, Adyn. If you see a boy with haunting blue eyes and a melancholy smile... follow him. He will lead you to your destiny.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What are you talking about? Tell me where you&apos;re going! Please!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Not now, Adyn. Soon!&quot; Faye yelled out softly, turning around. Adyn attempted to catch his mom by the shirt, yet she took off, running in the direction Cain went. Adyn screamed for his mom, over and over, yet she ignored him. Adyn&apos;s hand was left outstretched as an unsettling breeze went by, moving his spikey hair a little. &lt;i&gt;Mother...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Faye.....&quot; Cain said softly, hearing his wife&apos;s footsteps. He turned around, his red hair moving easily. He smirked and held the silver pistols in his hands, looking over his wife one last time. &quot;Never underestimate me.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Click click BOOM!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Adyn looked back up after the gunshot was heard. He watched a flock of ravens fly from the trees around the area. He heard another loud gunshot moments later. Then nothing but silence. What...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&apos;I&apos;m gonna be gone...for a while.&apos; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MOTHER!&lt;/i&gt; Adyn let out a gasp, his hands covering his mouth. &apos;Soon&apos; was the last word muttered by his mother. The last word he&apos;d EVER see her say. He took off running, the skull on his shirt creasing against his skin. His heart pounded in his ears as he wound the corner, only to find an ambulance truck. He looked at the sirens then to the people around it. He looked at the person on the stretcher, another truck just taking off. All he could see was a dainty hand outstretches. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Excuse me! EXCUSE ME!&quot; Adyn screamed out, tears rolling down his cheeks. A few women shot glances at him, yet they understood. &quot;WHO!....WHO JUST DIED!? TELL ME HER NAME!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Faye is all we gathered.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&apos;Faye.&apos;&lt;/i&gt;  Adyn fell straight down, making a loud thud. He couldn&apos;t breathe, nor think. His mother, and possibly, his father were both dead. Gone, forever. The sirens echoed in his mind as he stared absent-mindedly at the floor, not caring that the police were making &apos;Do Not Cross&apos; signs around him. He blinked and looked back up, seeing the blood on the cement. His lip trembled, and finally he bursted out; sobbing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;SHE WAS MY MOTHER!!! WHYYY!? WHY!?&quot; he roared, startling the growing crowd. He screamed again, refusing to talk to the police or anybody else. When Chrystyne came around, he just screamed at her, as well. Demanding &apos;why&apos; the whole time. Nobody could give a direct answer, for nobody knew. He sobbed into his hands, his eyes red from tears. He shook, not caring that the people finally left, muttering about how sad it was for him to lose both parents in only minutes apart. It grew dark, and Adyn finally stopped mourning his mother and father&apos;s loss. He stood up and wiped the last of the tears, sniffing. &quot;Mother...why...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-One Year Later-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Don&apos;t make me kill you.&quot; Adyn whispered coldly, his hands clenched. He glared at Chrystyne, who was only trying to help. He hadn&apos;t been at the Psychology Building, so she thought she would visit him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the Asylum. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chrystyne snickered, knowing he couldn&apos;t harm her behind the glass separating them. She offered the Bible one more time, yet he refused. &quot;You know I hate God.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What&apos;s to hate?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He took Mother away.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Not his fault. Your dad chose to take your mom away from you. Not God.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Save the preaches for Church.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Aw, what&apos;s the matter? Chrisitanity a touchy subject?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;God...in any means...is a bastard.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re going to Hell.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No. I won&apos;t. Satan will kick me out.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Some weirdo you are.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well, we&apos;re ALL a little mad here.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No kidding.&quot; Chrystyne whispered, rolling her emerald green eyes. Adyn gritted his teeth and clutched harder on his chair. He didn&apos;t want the nurses to gang up on him, so he kept his cool. They didn&apos;t care about religion in the Asylum. It wasn&apos;t important, really. Most blamed God on them being there in the first place. The nurses were just there to &apos;protect and serve&apos; the insane people, along with the physically ill. &quot;Well. I&apos;ll leave this Bible here for you. Just incase.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Get out of my sight.&quot; the sixteen year old ordered, his mind made up. He would always reject the acts of God. It did him no good. It wasn&apos;t like God liked him anyway. Chrystyne sighed and got up, waving goodbye to Adyn. He turned his head and didn&apos;t wave back. Instead he got up as well, following one of the nurses back to his room. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You should be more kind to your visitors.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No. It&apos;s my choice to be rude to them.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I don&apos;t see why you&apos;re in here...you&apos;re not crazy, nor physically ill.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I make it seem like I&apos;m crazy. Sometimes, I AM crazy. I just don&apos;t want to be out...there.&quot; he replied, entering the Wreck Room. The nurse muttered a &apos;whatever&apos; and shut the white door. He hated white. It gave him a headache. He requested his &apos;outfit&apos; to be black, and the people actually listened. He didn&apos;t have to wear the blinding white or green. The insane people liked the colors, yet he wasn&apos;t like most people. Not even the insane kind of people. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He sat down in the corner, looking at a new arrival who was staring out the window. He had blonde spikey hair and haunting blue eyes. He didn&apos;t smile, he just had an expressionless face on. All he did was stare out into the green scenery outside, which was welcoming to the Asylum patients. Adyn looked away when the boy his age glanced at him. He turned back to the window, his head leaning on it by now. Adyn sighed and walked over, his interest was increasing for th eboy. &quot;Name&apos;s Adyn. What&apos;s yours?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Roxas.&quot; the boy whispered softly. His voice sounded somewhat angelic, airy even. Adyn bit his lip and pulled up a chair across from him. He crossed his arms on the back of it, sitting the &apos;wrong&apos; way on it. He let out a &apos;hn&apos;, showing somewhat interest. Roxas turned around and wondered if he should ask... yet he did, on impulse. &quot;What are you in here for?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No reason. I asked to be put in here. What about you?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh...I&apos;m not sure, really. They just took me here when I came here.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ha, must have thought you looked crazy.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;They said it was because I was carrying a giant key around.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What the hell for?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s my weapon. I fight Nobodies and Heartless with it. Even Thoughtless.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What are those?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh...you don&apos;t know, that&apos;s right....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Pfft. Whatever, kid. Maybe you ARE crazy.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m not! I&apos;m searching for my friends Rena and Raynie!&quot; Roxas protested. He covered his mouth. He shouldn&apos;t get involved with anybody in this world, for it was unusual. He didn&apos;t even know where he was to begin with. All he knew was that the &quot;Crazy Officers&quot; saw him with his Keyblade and decided he was crazy. Now he was in the Asylum, talking to a patient who had been there for a year. &quot;I&apos;m sorry, forgive me.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No. I don&apos;t forgive people.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m sorry...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Save your apologies. The name Rena is vaguely familiar.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Do you know her?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nope. But my mother...&quot; he paused, he hated bringing up his mother. &quot;My mother told me about a girl by that name. Your name is familiar too.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh...well.... what did she tell you?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Never mind my mother. She died.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.....sorry...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Don&apos;t be sorry for something you have no knowledge of.&quot; Adyn snapped, looking down.  Roxas twitched, wondering why Adyn was so stand-offish. Adyn sighed and looked back up, seeing those sad eyes again. &lt;i&gt;Mother said something about a boy with melancholy eyes...maybe this is him?&lt;/i&gt; &quot;Smile for me, really quick.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Um...okay...&quot; Roxas said, smiling softly. Adyn looked away, sad eyes shining. It was the same sad smile his mother told him about. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This was who he had to follow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nice to meet you, Roxas. I have to follow you.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;My mother told me about you.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Let&apos;s go.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Now? But we&apos;re in an Asylum!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m checking out. I know you&apos;re not crazy, so you&apos;re coming with me.&quot; Adyn replied bluntly, helping Roxas to his feet. They walked out of the wreck room, walking down the winding halls of the Asylum. Adyn stared straight forward, his expression blank. Roxas kept glancing around, not knowing what was going on. &lt;i&gt;He just changed his mind, like that! By my smile? How...bizarre...&lt;/i&gt; Roxas shook his head and looked at a women&apos;s desk as Adyn walked forward. &quot;Check out.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Finally? And what&apos;s with that kid?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He&apos;s NOT crazy. My mother told me about him.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh...your mother? Alright, Adyn. I&apos;m glad you finally decided you weren&apos;t crazy after all.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No problem. Roxas! Let&apos;s go!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah, coming!&quot; Roxas shouted, smiling a little. He followed Adyn out, grabbing their normal clothes with them. Adyn walked down the street, walking into an old abandoned house down the lane. Roxas looked around, wondering where he was now. &quot;Where are we?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;My old house. Second bathroom is upstairs. Go change.&quot; Adyn said without expression, walking into his normal bathroom. He shut the door as Roxas hiked the stairs, finding the second bathroom with ease. He shut the door as well, coming out five minutes later. He met Adyn downstairs and walked on out, Keyblade in hand. &quot;So that&apos;s the Keyblade?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;And Heartless are without hearts? Nobodies are without hearts and souls?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What about Thoughtless?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m not sure yet either. They&apos;re new.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh. Alright...let&apos;s go...now that I know about them...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Your weapon?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I have none.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh...well...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Don&apos;t worry about me.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;If you insisist..&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I do.&quot; Adyn replied, walking out. Roxas followed and groaned, spotting a Dusk right away. Adyn backed up two steps as Roxas walked forward, slashing through it. He relaxed and followed the blonde boy, wondering how they were getting out of Wonderwall. Roxas kept walking, going the way he came into this world. The two teenagers didn&apos;t utter a word, yet when Roxas turned around, Adyn wasn&apos;t there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn? Hey...where&apos;d you go?&quot; Roxas looked around, yet his heart fell into the pits of his stomach when he heard a blood curdling scream coming from far off. &quot;ADYN!&quot;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jun 2006 14:43:00 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f231/ayamesora13/sssscopy.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Hiatus for Summer School&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; G&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Real Life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I HAVE no real life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; I R GOIN&apos; AWAY FOR SUMMER SCHOOL. WHERE THERE WILL BE HAWT GUYS. &amp;lt;3 I SHALL MISS YOU ALL WHO ACTUALLY READ MY CRAP. D&apos;:&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 24 Jun 2006 21:04:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>{zomg animal....world?</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;Not really. But it seems like it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;It Truly Has Gone to the Animals&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Comedy/Romance/Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I do not own Cloud, Leon, Cid, Aerith, munny, Roxas, or Traverse Town. SquareEnix and Disney do. :3 The makers of Gravitation own the bunny outfit concept, I own Adyn, Rena owns Rena, and Raynie owns Raynie! I also own the story plot, the crack, the munny shot line, and the Costume Shop! :3;;;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; It seems like a certain costume has changed Adyn&apos;s personality....but is that necessarily for the good or bad? Seems like this world has gone to the animals! And what&apos;s with the crazy omnious voice? D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What&apos;s that, Leon?&quot; Adyn asked, holding his &apos;nii-san&apos;&apos;s hand. The tall handsome man looked down at the sixteen year old, who was only two years younger than him. His eye twitched in aggervation, a sweat drop forming in mid-air. The boy blinked his big golden eyes as he pointed at the glass window. His lips were curled into a smile that only cat&apos;s could imitate. &lt;i&gt;Why do I EVER agree to these things...&lt;/i&gt; The man shrugged and tried pulling him away from the outfit in the window. &quot;Come on, Leon! Let&apos;s go find out!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;....damn...alright, I guess we can...&quot; Leon grumbled, ruffling his brown long hair. He was pulled quickly by the boy, who was really interested in the weird outfit. &lt;i&gt;How can you NOT know that&apos;s a Bunny costume?!&lt;/i&gt; He let go of the kid&apos;s hand and waited against the wall in the Costume Shop. It didn&apos;t take that long, which was surprising. Adyn came out, dressed in a pink bunny outfit. He was wearing what appeared to be overalls on the costume. The bunny head and ears weren&apos;t on him, he was wearing that as a hoodie. He grinned, his black spikey hair sticking out of the bunny hoodie. He hopped around in it, the white bunny puff...thing... bouncing along with him. &quot;Alright, enough fun...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO! I want it! I got munny!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re seriously buying that....thing!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yea! The guy said the singer, Ryuichi, from Nittle Grasper wore it once!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;So? What makes it so special?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;IT&apos;S NITTLE GRASPER!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Alright, alright... just go pay for it, kid.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;THANKS NII-SAN!!!&quot; Adyn yelled happily. He bounced over to the register and leaned in, scanning the costume. He handed the clerk the munny and ran back over to Leon, who wasn&apos;t particulary happy. He never seen the &quot;goth&quot; kid so happy before... let alone in PINK.  It just didn&apos;t fit his personality...yet while he was wearing the bunny costume, his personality changed. He seemed more happy and playful, like a ten-year-old. He bounced out of the shop, Leon in tow. &quot;Let&apos;s go find Raynie, Rena, and Roxas! THE R TEAM!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Okay...hey, I have to go...uh...help Cid out with the Moogles. See ya, Adyn!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;BYE NII-SAAAAAN!&quot; the bunny clad boy hollered, waving his pink paw happily. He turned around and dashed off, wondering where his friends were. He found the trio eating sea salt ice cream in front of the Accessory Shop. He walked in calmly, his cheeks red. He looked chibi-like in the outfit; hearing aw&apos;s from women as he passed them. &quot;HALO EVERYBODY~&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;........ADYN!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;IS THAT YOU GOTH KID!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh. My. GWAH.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hehe! Sure is me!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No way...excuse me while I go choke on my ice cream somewhere else....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sure thing, Roxas!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;........no....way...Aerith~ GET THE CAMERA NOW!&quot; Raynie yelled, holding her stomach. Rena had her hands over her mouth, laughing and thinking how cute the outfit was at the same time. Raynie had to admit, it was adorable. Even Cid thought it was. (Cid is as straight as a line, don&apos;t worry!) Aerith came running in, camera ready. Adyn smiled and gave a peace sign. Aerith didn&apos;t need to say &apos;munny shot&apos; this time! He was perfectly ready for it! &quot;That&apos;s it, Adyn! POSE FOR THE CAMERA!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Roxas came walking in, stopping in his tracks. He stared as the once withdrawn person in their group become one of the most outgoing. He was like....a different person! He almost died laughing when Adyn tried doing a &apos;sexy&apos; pose for the camera. When you&apos;re in a bunny suit, it&apos;s safe to say nobody can take you seriously. Aerith mumbled something about &apos;no more film&apos; so she walked on off, ready to develop the pictures. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn-kun! What happened to you!?&quot; Rena wondered aloud, thinking of what a big change it was. Adyn turned his head and shrugged, casting an adorable smile on the three. Raynie quickly looked away, seeing as she knew that certain things could harm her body, or her colon for that matter. Come on! She NEEDS her colon! THINK BEFORE YOU DO THINGS, ADYN! Anyway... Adyn just shrugged, wondering where the random omnious voice came from. &quot;....did anybody else hear that?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah, I heard it....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Me too!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Me three...&quot; Roxas chimed in. All four of them searched the skies for any clue of who said it, but alas, they didn&apos;t find the source of the voice. Raynie rubbed her stomach, feeling quite sick from laughing so hard. She groaned, the feeling of nauseousness sweeping over her. Adyn the Bunneh came hopping over, putting a paw on her shoulder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You okay, Raynie?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Meh...I feel sick...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;OH NO! We gotta take you to Nurse Cid!&quot; Adyn yelled, picking her up. He kicked the Accessory Shop door down and sat her on the counter. Cid nodded, knowing right away. He walked out and came back in, dressed in....a nurses&apos; uniform. The WOMAN kind of nurse.... &lt;i&gt;OH MY GOD. I&apos;m gonna have nightmares for weeks! WHY!? THIS IS WORSE THEN MY COLON BEING ATTACKED BY BISHIE SPARKLES!&lt;/i&gt; Raynie winced as Adyn walked on out, probably to go singing in the First District. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;AHHHHH!!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Did you guys hear something?&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nope...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Not at all..&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Guess it was my imagination...&quot; Rena whispered, hugging Roxas. Adyn shrugged and skipped around, accidentally bumping into somebody. He blinked and looked at who it was... low and behold... it was CLOUD! In a Cat Costume! Adyn&apos;s eyes sparkled as he stared at the man who was in the most adorable black kitty costume EVER seen! He cupped his hands together and stared at Cloud, who just blinked and looked back at him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;C...c...CLOUD!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey...Adyn...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;ZOHMYGOD IT&apos;S CLOUD! CLOUDCLOUDCLOUD!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah it&apos;s me...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re a kitty! And I&apos;m a bunny! IT&apos;S A MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh gawds...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Geez...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Huh? Really? If that&apos;s so... I WUV YEW MAH BUNNEH BOY!&quot; Cloud squealed, picking up the pink bunny. Adyn giggled and cuddled him, his cheeks slightly pink. Roxas did a facepalm while Rena got out her cameraphone, snatching the yaoi picture. &lt;i&gt;MySpace here we come!&lt;/i&gt; She laughed insanely, quickly covering her mouth. Nobody was suppose to know her secret ultra-evil plan yet! Cloud&apos;s kitty tail swayed back and forth, his ears twitching. They smirked at each other, Cloud letting Adyn sit on his shoulders. &quot;We&apos;re gonna go to Merlin! We might actually be able to be the animals we&apos;re dressed as!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Doom.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.........wow......&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s possible?!&quot; Roxas asked, his blue eyes widened. Without another word, Cloud the Kitteh bounded off, Adyn the Bunneh on his shoulders. Rena and Roxas went back to their sea salt ice cream as Raynie came out, looking better than ever. &quot;How&apos;d it go, Raynie?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Perfect! THANKS NURSE CID!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No problem...&quot; the cross-dressing man said, firing up a cigarette. He went back inside while Raynie looked around, wondering where the bunny boy went. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He went with Cloud-sama to go become real animals!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;...........HOCRAP DAD!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not a moment later, the two came out, looking positevly adorable. Cloud got cat ears and a tail, which was all. Adyn got bunny ears and a bunny tail, which was all as well. They were still normal looking, with the exception of their ears and tails. Adyn nuzzled Cloud and smiled at the trio again, waving his hand. &quot;......Oh...holy...merciful...CRAP.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey Raynie~&quot; Cloud said, dismissing the holy merciful crap line. Rena let go of Roxas and looked at Cloud, playing with his cat ears. They twitched, making her jump a little. Cloud blinked and raised an eyebrow at Rena. She smiled and went over to Adyn, playing with his funny pink bunny ears. He smiled as well, letting out a laugh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It tickles!&quot; he let out, laughing in between words. Rena stopped and walked over to Roxas, wondering what THEY should turn into. A sweatdrop formed near Roxas. He knew what she was thinking, and he didn&apos;t like it at ALL. He inched slowly away, just a little bit. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Roxas...would you mind becoming a puppy?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO! GET AWAY! DON&apos;T TURN ME INTO A FREAAAAK!&quot; he screamed, running off. Raynie raised an eyebrow and shrugged, skipping off to find her lover; Leon. The cat and bunny grinned, giving each other eskimo kisses. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Traverse Town was REALLY going to the animals.&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jun 2006 03:19:31 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[.crack!.]</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;Crack. Insues. BE WARNED.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Bad Guys Do It Best&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Comedy/Romance/Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I do not own Sephiroth, the mention of Cloud, the Coliseum, Traverse Town, or Roxas. Square does. Raynie owns Raynie, Rena owns Rena and Aoi, and I own Adyn and the story. Enjoy the crack!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Everyone wants a piece of Sephiroth, yet they would have to be careful of Raynie. Watch out Raynie! Those bishie sparkles HURT! D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bad Guys Do it Best&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Raynie and Rena hooked arm and arm; trying to peek through the Coliseum Gates. They dragged Roxas and Adyn along, seeing as they just couldn&apos;t leave them in Traverse Town. (Whatever happens in Traverse Town; STAYS in Traverse Town.) Roxas and Adyn sat on the Coliseum steps, looking bored as usual. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m bored.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I bet I&apos;m more bored than you, Adyn.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Tch, no way.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Wanna bet!? I bet I&apos;m so bored, I can kiss you!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Bring it, Roxas!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh it&apos;s already been BROUGHT. LAST NIGHT IN THE HOTEL ROOM.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;......People don&apos;t need to know about that, Roxas.&quot; Adyn whispered, looking away. There was a long silence as Roxas sat back down again, twiddling his index fingers. Rena and Raynie gazed over, their eyes wide. &lt;i&gt;I guess Traverse Town&apos;s slogan is right... did...Roku-kun really mean that!?&lt;/i&gt; The two girls exchanged glances and shrugged turning back to the door, only to find it ajar.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well, well, well. Look what Cloud&apos;s little loverboy dragged in. Girls~&quot; Sephiroth whispered. Raynie and Rena looked up slowly and blushed in unison. Sephiroth smirked, running a soft hand against both of their cheeks, his bishie sparkles blinding Raynie. Roxas frowned and grabbed Adyn at the mention of &quot;Cloud&apos;s little loverboy&quot;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He&apos;s MY loverboy now!&quot; he declared, standing up. Roxas dragged Adyn to the World Exit and headed to Traverse Town, leaving the two girls to one of the biggest villans in the history of video games. His theme song began to play randomly in the background, spooking Rena out of her mind. She clutched onto Sephiroth, which resulted in Raynie becoming jealous. He nudged her off a little, smiling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Mr. Sephibroth... do you have candy?&quot; Rena asked, a finger to her lip. Sephiroth furrowed his eyebrows at &quot;Sephibroth&quot;. He rolled his emerald green eyes and dropped his Masamune, digging a bag of candy out of his pockets. Rena smiled and happily took the candy, walking over to Aoi who popped in. She pranced the rest of the way to him, eating some of the candy as she went. &quot;AOI-KUUUN!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh GREAT. What is it NOW, kid?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I LUFF YOU.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.....no. Don&apos;t say that. You&apos;re not allowed to love me!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m not?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;......I guess I&apos;m breakin&apos; the wules then...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Huh?! WHAT!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.......LET&apos;S GET MARRIED IN TRAVERSE TOWN, AOI-KUUUN!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;......no.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YES!!!&quot; Rena exclaimed, dragging him off to the World Exit. He kicked and screamed, but that didn&apos;t help.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not one bit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;So, Sephiroth... you&apos;re... evil and stuff, right?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Of course, Raynie.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s AWESOME. So, could you... I dunno... kiss me with all your evilness? If you don&apos;t... PREPARE TO FACE MY CLOSET OF DOOM.&quot; Raynie ordered, crossing her arms. Sephiroth sighed and fiddled with his long silver hair, which was made of bishie sparkles. Raynie was thwacked with one of those sparkles, resulting in eye injury. &quot;Ow...tone it down on the bishie sparkles!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sorry.... I can&apos;t help it. I&apos;m just like Kadaj; too sexy for my own good.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Do you know where Kadaj is?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;With Mother. In Midgar. Possibly.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.....oh. Hey, why don&apos;t we go to the Hotel or something?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;And do WHAT?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Play...uh...Twister?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sounds good to me. As long as Mr. Fluffykins can come.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Who?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;My black kitten. I named him Mr. Fluffykins!&quot; Sephiroth exclaimed, smiling brightly. Raynie covered her eyes in fear that his pearly whites would send her vision to the pits of Hell. On cue, a black fluffy kitten appeared on Sephiroth&apos;s shoulder, looking very adorable to Raynie. Hearts went in her eyes as soon as she saw the kitten. She cuddled it and kissed it, loving it to bits. &quot;Alright! Time for Twister!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YAY! And then you can be forever stuck in my closet!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Huh?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You didn&apos;t hear that last part.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I didn&apos;t?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No. The power of Mr. Fluffykins says you did NOT hear that.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Okay, Mr. Fluffykins.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Now, be a good boy and attach this collar to yourself.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Alright. So what&apos;s this collar for?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;To...keep you safe! Mr. Fluffykins wants you to be safe!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Aww, you&apos;re so thoughtful, Mr. Fluffykins.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Good boy! Now come on Sephy, come on! Good BOY.&quot; Raynie cooed, dragging Sephiroth by a leash. He smiled, almost sending the evil bishie sparkles at Raynie again. She sighed and let go of Mr. Fluffykins, making sure Sephiroth was carefully in her grasp. They walked into the World Exit and to Traverse Town, where more crazy happenings insued.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Left hand....green.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;CAN&apos;T. REACH. DAMMIT.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s okay, Raynie, take your time...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I. CAN&apos;T. DO IT!!!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Plop.&lt;/i&gt; She landed on Sephiroth, sending her into a mad fit of giggles. Rena came bounding in, her newly declared husband in tow. Aoi grumbled and looked away, not wanting to be seen with his wife at the moment. (He would shortly get used to her and would finally become happy.) Raynie waved at Rena, smiling from ear to ear. &quot;Hey Mr. and Mrs. Takushi.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;HEY RAYNIE AND SEPHIBROTH.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;The name&apos;s SEPHIROTH. Not BROTH.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Whatever you say, Mr. Sephibroth!&quot; Rena exclaimed, holding onto Aoi&apos;s arm. The guys grumbled and looked away, sending the two girls into a fit of laughter. They looked at each other and winked, exclaiming a very true statement in unison.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Bad guys SO do it better!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey, what&apos;s that suppose to mean?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHERE DID YOU LEARN THAT RENA.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;We were just statin&apos; the truth, Aoi-kun...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;...don&apos;t get mad, Sephy...&quot; Raynie whispered. Sephiroth sighed and rolled his eyes, smirking at Raynie. The bishie sparkles pelted her in the knee, then in her eyes. She squinted and held where her right eye was, gritting her teeth in pure agony. Rena went into a chibi-fied look, worrying if Raynie would be alright. &quot;MY EYE. DAMN BISHIE SPARKLES.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Raynie, you okay?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Shine, glimmer.&lt;/i&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO!! MY EYES!!! GOD MY EYES!!! MAKE THE BISHIE SPARKLES STOP, PLEASE!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sorry, can&apos;t do that.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHY MUST YOU BE SO DAMN BISHIEFUL!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Because I am awesome like that.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;......I guess that&apos;s true....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;And above all; I am the BEST villan ever. So; there&apos;s your explaination why I&apos;m so bishieful. I&apos;m just drop dead gorgeous as well.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;True. Can you help me here?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah, sure.&quot; Sephiroth replied, helping Raynie up. She sighed and straightened herself out. Sephiroth gave her one, quick glance. It had to be the most bishieful smile ever in the history of bishie smiles. She doubled over in pain, her eyes happy at the same time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;OH GOD!!! MY COLON!!!&quot;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <media:title type="plain">[.crawling - linkin park.]</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jun 2006 01:47:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[.teehee.]</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;So many pairings in this one. O_____O;;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;We All Have Someone To Live For&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; I&apos;d say PG. :0&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Romance/Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I don&apos;t own Traverse Town, Squall, Cloud, or Roxas. Square does. Raynie owns Raynie, Rena owns Rena and Aoi (I believe Aoi). I own Adyn and this mushy story. x3;;;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Everyone should find their special someone. But do they all? :000 DUN DUN DUUUUN.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He&apos;s...alone...&quot; Roxas whispered casually, looking over to the goth boy. He was separated from the rest of the crowd, his back turned. Adyn was leaning near the corner of the wall, his wing and tail somewhat visible. Roxas sighed and turned back to the rest of the &quot;gang&quot;. Raynie and Rena smiled at Roxas, glad of their recent victory. They just finished off a Boss in the Third District. Adyn kept his distance away from the trio, not wanting to be &quot;involved&quot; so to speak. Yet he was sent to protect the two Keybearers, Roxas and Rena. He shook his head and looked up at the sky. &lt;i&gt;It&apos;s not gonna happen. I&apos;m just gonna live my life out normally. As normal as I can I guess. That or I&apos;ll just...try to fight the Nobodies. So I won&apos;t be accepted. I like being away from Heaven.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I can&apos;t believe we beat that! It was so amazing! Your slash attack was so AWESOME, nii-san!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, thanks Rena.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Man, Rena, have to hand it to ya kid; you&apos;re not as bad after all!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Raynie-san...give me some hope...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ha; whatever. Hey.... where&apos;d the goth boy go?&quot; Raynie asked, her mako-blue eyes searching around. Rena looked around, but they couldn&apos;t see him. Roxas looked up back to the corner and watched him get up from it and walk off. He shook his head and smiled, ruffling Rena&apos;s brown messy hair. She pouted and stared into the mirror sapphire blue eyes that they both shared. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You guys up for some sea salt ice cream?&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I am if you&apos;re buying...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You take after your dad, Raynie.&quot; Roxas replied, rolling his eyes. Rena spun around excitedly; none of them ever got tired of eating sea salt ice cream. They all walked together, smiling and each having bragging rights for their job with the Nobody they all killed. Adyn grinned from behind a wall as he watched them laugh together, all of their blue-ish eyes lighting with joy. He clutched at the wall, his golden eyes shining abnormally in the Traverse Town lights. He turned away from the wall, walking through the alleyway he entered from. He looked up and spotted Aoi, who only smirked at his entrance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey, it&apos;s the puppet! So GREAT to see you again! What&apos;s the dibs on the girl?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nothing so far. We successfully defeated that decoy you sent in, but that was it.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;And the boy?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Eh, same. They aren&apos;t an interesting pair...&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Feh, I know. Oh well, you tried Adyn. Here, a letter your mother wrote before she died. Tata, Adyn-kuuun.&quot; Aoi whispered, throwing the fake envelope at him. Adyn glanced at it and turned it over; his mother&apos;s handwriting clear. He smiled softly and tore it open, scanning the words. He blinked back a few tears. The letter sounded just like his mother, as if she were talking to him. He sank to his knees and held the paper in his hands, shaking somewhat. &lt;i&gt;Mother... why did it happen to you? Why....why did you have to leave me Mother? Why?! WHY!?&lt;/i&gt; He let the paper go covering his eyes with his hands. He sobbed into them and gritted his teeth. Aoi just HAD to tease him with something precious to him, something from his late mother. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Mother....Mother I miss you...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Roku-kuuun!!&quot; Rena yelled loudly, a sea salt ice cream in her hand. Roxas turned around and grinned toward her direction. Rena walked over happily and tapped her ice cream on his nose, leaving some of the &quot;blueness&quot; on him. She giggled as he blushed; wiping off the liquid from the ice cream. They both smiled at each other, the silence echoing through the First District. Roxas leaned in, his nose against hers, his eyes closed. Rena blushed when his lips barely brushed against hers, yet that&apos;s all that could happen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yo! Blonde! Kid! Let&apos;s go to the Hotel or somethin&apos;!&quot; Raynie hollered, walking in with her arm hooked with Squall&apos;s. Roxas and Rena turned to face Raynie, blushing and smiling. Squall joined them, grinning slightly. Raynie held onto his hand, gazing at the two. &quot;What&apos;s with the awkward silence?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I dunno...&quot; Rena admitted, shrugging her small shoulders. Roxas shrugged too, his eyes wandering over to Squall. He looked away quickly once Squall looked down; feeling embarrassed. Squall coughed admist the silence, which was somehow a cue that they should start walking for some reason. Roxas and Rena started walking, so Raynie followed, Squall tagging along. They turned a corner and abruptdly stopped. &quot;Hey, did you hear that?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A pause.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It sounds like someone&apos;s cryin&apos;...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re right, Raynie....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.....maybe we should go look?&quot; Squall questioned, still holding onto Raynie&apos;s hand. She looked up and nodded, a worried expression crossing her face. They walked quietly and heard the muffled sniffs, as if someone was just calming down. They peeked and there was Adyn, being comforted by someone. &quot;Is that...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Cloud-sama?!&quot; Rena blurted out, a hand quickly covering her mouth. Raynie narrowed her eyes as she blushed and let a sheepish grin follow. &quot;Sowwy...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn, Adyn it&apos;s okay now, alright? You have your FRIENDS over there worried.&quot; Cloud said softly, letting Adyn go. He wiped his eyes, nodding softly. He turned around and stared at the foursome who entered the alleyway, he blushed and looked at the floor, his hands behind his back. He let another tear fall down his cheek and wiped it quickly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What happened?&quot; Raynie asked, trying to get a glimpse of Adyn&apos;s eyes. He looked up and then quickly looked away. None of them seen him cry; he was known as the &quot;emotionless wall&quot; yet somehow, that wall collapsed in front of them. Roxas bit his bottom lip, holding onto Rena&apos;s arm. He looked childish; his monotone expression wasn&apos;t there. He wasn&apos;t....Adyn. He seemed human, for once. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Aoi left me... a letter from my mother... I don&apos;t remember her too well, but I know I have a feeling of missing her. Reading that letter made me break down. I&apos;m...sorry for breaking down.&quot; Adyn whispered, his wing flapping. Cloud let go of him and walked over to Raynie, kissing her on the forehead. Squall frowned and glared at Cloud. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Back off, Cloud.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sorry, Sorry. I forget these things...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Tch. Learn to REMEMBER. Raynie&apos;s MY girl.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;And mine!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yes, and Rena&apos;s.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Gosh... don&apos;t...say that...&quot; Raynie whispered, blushing fiercely. Cloud shrugged and looked at Rena, winking. Roxas sighed and rolled his eyes, letting Rena&apos;s hand go softly. Rena seemed starstruck, seeing as she ran over to Cloud and gave him a huge hug. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey Rena-chaaan~&quot; Cloud announced, handing her a chocolate bar. She took it happily and let go from her hug, looking into his eyes. He smirked, making her smile brightly. She tugged at his blonde spikey hair and smiled, letting go as well. She opened the chocolate happily and munched, blushing and grinning like a little kid. Roxas walked over to Adyn, bending down to his level. (He was sitting on the floor at this point.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;ll be okay, Adyn. Just...don&apos;t give up hope.&quot; Roxas said softly, giving Adyn a hug. Adyn&apos;s eyes snapped open and looked at Roxas. He blushed and squeezed onto him tightly, resting his head on Roxas&apos;s shoulder. Rena &apos;aw&apos;ed and leaned her head on Raynie&apos;s shoulder, while Raynie leaned on Squall&apos;s shoulder. (Cloud leaned on the wall.) &quot;You&apos;ll see your mom again one day.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Thanks, Roxas...&quot; Adyn whispered, letting go. Roxas helped him up, causing him to bump their heads. Adyn laughed shyly, rubbing his head. &quot;Sorry about tha--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s no problem.&quot; Roxas leaned in and kissed Adyn&apos;s cheek softly, making him blush. Aerith came bounding in, camera ready to ruin the moment. She zoomed in on the pair as Adyn scanned Roxas with his eyes, finally leaning in to kiss him back. She snapped it and grinned from ear to ear, making Squall, Raynie, and Rena jump at her loud voice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;MUNNY SHOT!!!&quot; Aerith yelled. Roxas turned his head as she shot another picture. Adyn released from his kiss, Rena bounding over to tackle Roxas. She squeezed onto him and gave him mounds of kisses, making him blush fiercely. Adyn grinned and looked over to Cloud. He walked on over and tugged at his shirt, making him look down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, so you come back to me, eh?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Adyn nodded. &quot;Hmph. You seemed pretty happy with Roxas. Perfectly happy.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;But...I want YOU.&quot; Adyn whispered. Raynie looked away and frowned, her nose wrinkling at the sight of it. Adyn kissed Cloud on the lips and held onto him. &lt;i&gt;You were the first one to calm me down... You were always the first. Always my only one.&lt;/i&gt; Cloud wrapped his arms around him and grinned, his &quot;bishieness&quot; glowing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You guys make me sick...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Aw, Raynie... Don&apos;t be so mean. They need to live their own life....&quot; Squall said, holding onto Raynie&apos;s hand again. She rolled her eyes and smiled at him. Everyone got their &quot;special&quot; someone. Everything was okay now, no worries. If anything bad ever happened, they all knew they had someone who could help them out. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Each of them found their Light to their Darkness; their Darkness to their Light.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And that&apos;s how it should be.&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>[.one song glory - RENT.]</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">[.one song glory - RENT.]</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jun 2006 05:53:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[.whoasnap.]</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;I&apos;m planning to write a manga. :0 It&apos;s called &quot;Malfunctioning G.L.I.T.C.H.&quot; G.L.I.T.C.H. stands for &quot;Generally Listed as an Incompleted Tenacious Cyber Humanoid&quot;. It doesn&apos;t make much sense since you don&apos;t know the story line... ^^;; But everything is my original idea. EVERY SINGLE FREAKIN&apos; THING. Some things might have &lt;i&gt;Neon Genesis Evangelion&lt;/i&gt; References, like the name Asuka, but still. She&apos;s my character. :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Themes:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Opening Theme&lt;/i&gt; - Crawling - Linkin Park&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Nylrin&apos;s Theme&lt;/i&gt; - Fix You -- Coldplay&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Asuka&apos;s Theme&lt;/i&gt; - She Bop - Cyndi Lauper&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Ryllin&apos;s Theme&lt;/i&gt; - American Idiot - Green Day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Airyn&apos;s Theme&lt;/i&gt; - Cold - Crossfade&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Malyss&apos;s Theme&lt;/i&gt; Imaginary - Evanescence&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Malfunction Misfits Theme&lt;/i&gt; - The Outsider - A Perfect Circle&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Ending Theme&lt;/i&gt; - Onpu no Tegami - Miyavi&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Characters:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Airyn Fae&lt;br /&gt;Ryllin Tragyk&lt;br /&gt;Erykah Dynymii&lt;br /&gt;Malyss &lt;br /&gt;Professor Nylrin&lt;br /&gt;Asuka Unmaria&lt;br /&gt;((More Coming))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Information:&lt;/b&gt; (Summary)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Airyn Fae isn&apos;t your average eighteen-year-old kid. He&apos;s a Malfunction -- a person with a &quot;special&quot; (sometimes deadly) talent. His talent? Coding and hacking. He also has a SECRET Malfunction, which he has yet to uncover. His bestfriend, roomate, and manipulator, Ryllin is just like him. He&apos;s a MMK (Malfunctioning Misfit Kid) and he&apos;s proud. He gets whatever he wants, whenever. That&apos;s the only reason that&apos;s keeping them from the UnderGround, basically the slums of Skylark. (All the MMKs are there.) Yet when he signed onto the ENA (Electronic News Area) one normal Summer day, his life took a turn. He learned about a new Malfunction, who was also a G.L.I.T.C.H. Another shocking event was a girl went missing.... how does all of this connect? Find out! :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*This one is not finished. I&apos;ll update the Rest later*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Failure.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Dammit, Asuka! How can it be?! She&apos;s....she&apos;s not a complete weapon?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Negative, sir. She...she&apos;s still human. Partially. It wasn&apos;t a full success.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;DAMN!&quot; Professor Nylrin cursed, his glasses almost falling off his nose. The reason he was so angry was as simple as turning a microwave on; his newest experiment was a failure. Asuka sighed and rolled her purple hazey eyes, holding onto her clipboard. She turned off her microphone and looked at him with a grim face. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Professor, may I be as bold to say that... your experiments NEVER turn out as planned?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;So!? We spent TIME and EFFORT on Erykah! Now look! She&apos;s...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;A G.L.I.T.C.H.?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yes. She&apos;s a Generally Listed as an Incompleted Tenacious Cyber Humanoid. It&apos;s a shame. We made sure Erykah&apos;s vital stats were matching to Malyss&apos;s! But NO! Erykah had to become a G.L.I.T.C.H.! Now what, Asuka? We can&apos;t let her loose in Skylark! She&apos;d wreak havoc...&quot; Nylrin answered, rubbing his temples in thought. Asuka sighed and twirled her curly brown hair, her own glasses loosening. She pushed them up with an index finger and sighed, staring into Nylrin&apos;s tenative golden eyes. &quot;How are we EVER going to create the perfect weapon?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;We can&apos;t, Nylrin. You know we can&apos;t. So Erykah was a G.L.I.T.C.H. It doesn&apos;t matter! We can always --&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO! We can&apos;t just get ANOTHER experiment! It&apos;ll be too many errors. It was a horrible waste of time and effort. The other expirements -- we had to disconnect them, yet maybe... maybe Erykah will be different!? Maybe... maybe she can still be a weapon of our use?&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Highly doubtful. Sir.... she looks human, yet she has mechanical parts. Someplaces. We don&apos;t know if it&apos;s worth letting her &quot;live&quot; or if we&apos;d be better off destroying her.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;We&apos;ll have to wait and see, Asuka. Just wait and see.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*.\\\----I&apos;m a G.L.I.T.C.H.!----///.*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Beep beep beep~&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nghhh.... I don&apos;t wanna get up...&quot; Airyn Fae groaned, reaching for his electronic alarm clock. The eighteen year old rubbed his eyes, letting out a fresh breath of air. He looked out his window, staring at the modern city skyscrapers outside his apartment. It was finally summertime, escape from hectic school at Seppuku High. Airyn yawned and stretched out in his bed, getting up after a few minutes. He rubbed his emerald green eyes, ruffled his blonde spikey hair. He walked out into his living room and opened his eyes. &quot;What happened here!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Eh? Oh, hey Airyn. Nothin&apos; happened, I swear!&quot; Airyn&apos;s roomate, Ryllin exclaimed. Airyn bit his lip in anger and stared at the huge mess in their apartment living room. To Airyn, it seemed like a tornado passed by not too long ago. Papers were everywhere, pizza boxes scattered. Soda cans laid around emptied. &lt;i&gt;The place was clean not too long ago! What did he DO!?&lt;/i&gt; Ryllin smirked, his brown eyes lighting up. &quot;Dude, lightin&apos; up, will ya?! I&apos;ll clean it later...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO! Clean it NOW, Ryllin! It was clean before I went to bed!&quot; Airyn hollered, pointing an accusing finger at the redhead relaxing on the black leather sofa. He groaned and clicked off the afternoon news on their big screen and got up. Airyn crossed his arms and looked over to the computer after Ryllin went to get the vaccum. The screen let out a loud &apos;bleep&apos; suddenly. &lt;i&gt;Eh!? A newsbreak?!&lt;/i&gt; Airyn dashed over to the computer, typing in a sixteen digit code only he would know. Another screen popped up. He scrolled down and went to &apos;ENA&apos;; the Electronic News Area. His eyes scanned it as Ryllin came out, starting the vaccum up. &quot;Wait! Don&apos;t start it!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Why not? Ya wanted it clean, right?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah, but... hang on.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Psh, whatever dude.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&apos;&lt;i&gt;......in the UnderGround late last night here in Skylark, an amazing Malfunction took place....&lt;/i&gt;&apos;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ryllin....a Malfunction took place!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No WAY! Dude, dude lemme read!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hold on, I&apos;ll read it out loud!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Well, tell! We haven&apos;t had a Malfunction NewsBreak in a while, yo!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;&apos;.....Professor Nylrin and his apprentice Asuka Unmaria were examined this morning. They left no comment on the loud ZapZ and lost of power here in Skylark. Asuka only answered our single question on the rumored &apos;G.L.I.T.C.H.&apos; It is said that this paticular Generally Listed as an Incompleted Tenacious Cyber Humanoid is female. She looks like a human teenager, yet she is far different. She has the ability to attack at will and she has some sort of machine in her. We have yet to see her, Malyss is what she is known as in the UnderGround. The people say her left eye is injured, so she has two bandaids over it. Her hair is as white as snow, her skin as pale as porcelain. Her eyes are as black as midnight, as are her lips. We hope to keep you updated on this G.L.I.T.C.H. Once we get pictures, we&apos;ll inform you. In other news...Erykah Dynymii is reported missing...&apos;&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Who cares about those stupid missin&apos; kids. Man this is totally awesome! Maybe she&apos;s hot, you think?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Nah, she probably looks freaky with wires all around her...&quot; Airyn commented, shivering at the thought of having wires sticking out of his wrists. He wondered what the Malfunction for Malyss was. She was a G.L.I.T.C.H., however. He shrugged and exited the ENA field, going back to tracking down more Malfunction. A Malfunction, like Ryllin and him, are almost like misfits; outsiders. They are accidents that appear near the UnderGround territory of Skylark. His parents abandoned him since he was a Malfunction. They knew right away, especially when he had the prodigy abilities of hacking. All Malfunctions had a distinct ability; and coding and hacking where Airyn&apos;s. Ryllin&apos;s special talent was &quot;Manipulation&quot;. He could get anything he wanted, hence why they were living in the big city of Skylark, with expensive things, like the big screen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Whatev. Can I just order a flippin&apos; maid?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re lazy.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Your point?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Fine, whatever you want, Ryllin.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Thanks, Airyn! You&apos;re the best!&quot; Ryllin yelled, hugging his roomate. He put back the vaccum and ran to a phone, dialing the Maid Service. That was when Airyn realized it. &lt;i&gt;Dammit! He tricked me again! Third time this WEEK!&lt;/i&gt; He sighed and spun around in his Spinning Chair. He got up and showered, getting into a normal outfit. A light brown hoodie, bearing the initials &quot;MMK&quot; on the sides. In the center it had three guns on it reading &apos;Malfunctioning Misfit Kid&apos; on them. He wore his normal jeans that had chains on them, along with normal black shoes. He sighed and paced around the apartment, seeing the maid every now and then. &quot;What&apos;s on your mind?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I don&apos;t know, I kind of just want to escape this place. It&apos;s so...so....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Borin&apos;? Normal?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah. Boring. Listen, I&apos;m heading to the City, alright? Don&apos;t trash the place...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Whatever, dude.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Bye, don&apos;t forget to call incase you want food.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Later, freak.&quot; Ryllin said in a monotone voice, waving. Aiyrn smirked and grabbed a set of keys, walking out. He pulled out the Flitter. It was everyone&apos;s source of communication in Skylark. You used it to make calls, listen to music, and to record notes. It was a three in one kind of thing, and Airyn being the complete technology geek, just HAD to have it. He walked down the hall of the apartment building, walking out with headphones in his ear. He stuffed his pale hands into his jean pockets, walking silently out. He looked around the sunny sky over head in Skylark city, a smile creeping on his face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, sorry.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Don&apos;t apologize! Run, kid! The MMK&apos;s are attacking!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;We are?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YOU&apos;RE ONE OF THEM!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Uh....yes?&quot; Airyn questioned, his headphones falling out of his ears. The female shrieked and started running, running at an alarmingly fast rate. Airyn looked up toward the UnderGround Entrance. He noticed a unique looking shape robot coming out from the Entrance Gate. &lt;i&gt;Ah no! Weapon... 00001, right!? Yes! Now&apos;s not the time! Not when there&apos;s a G.L.I.T.C.H. somewhere!&lt;/i&gt; Airyn frowned and rushed toward the Malfunctioning Misfit Kids&apos; area and stopped. He whipped out the Flitter and typed in a code, unlocking the Gate. He entered and looked around, seeing the massive machine immediatly. &quot;Hey! Project Fail. 00001! Halt!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Whirrr....&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The machine turned it&apos;s &quot;torso&quot; around to face Airyn. He looked at the Flitter and nodded. This was the first project weaponary failure of the MMK&apos;s. The thing zoomed in on Airyn and identified it as a Malfunction living as a Regular. &lt;i&gt;Whirr... Eeeeeee.....&lt;/i&gt; Airyn&apos;s eyes widened as it aimed at him, a white orb forming at the weapon launch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Zaaaaap!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <category>malfunctioning g.l.i.t.c.h.</category>
  <category>mine!</category>
  <category>manga</category>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 10 Jun 2006 03:13:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[.OH NOES NOT SAFE FOR WORK.]</title>
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  <description>AHAAAA THIS IS SO NOT SAFE FOR WORK. AND I DON&apos;T KNOW HOW PIGS SQUEAL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TURN AWAY NOW.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YOU&apos;VE BEEN WARNED.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;On a lighter note, Kaze is in complete love for Seimei. How he missed him. D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Seimei Calls The Shots&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; ADULT. OR. Uh. Very. Very. Mature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Yaoi, Romance, Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I don&apos;t own sea salt ice cream. I dunno who does. But &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_gamefreakgrl&apos; lj:user=&apos;gamefreakgrl&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://gamefreakgrl.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://gamefreakgrl.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;gamefreakgrl&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; owns Seimei. :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Seimei always gets what he wants. ALWAYS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s melting, Kaze. Here, lemme get it...&quot; Seimei whispered. Kaze raised an eyebrow and looked. Sure enough, his sea salt ice cream was melting; right onto his &quot;special&quot; place. Kaze blushed and looked up at Seimei, who was eagerly licking his lips. He backed away into the wall they were leaning against too, his eyes widening. &quot;Come on Kaze, let&apos;s have some fun... let&apos;s get started, ready steady go!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;W...whaaa?!&quot; Kaze blurted out, letting his sea salt ice cream go. Seimei smirked and leaned ontop of him, the smell of the ice cream lingering in his mouth. He kissed Kaze softly, parting his lip with his tongue. Kaze tried to fight back, yet Seimei pinned him down to the wall, placing a hand on his chin, stroking him gently. Kaze blushed and leaned back, pulling away from Seimei&apos;s kiss. &quot;Wh...why are you doing this!? We agreed to no--&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I didn&apos;t say I promise.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Y-you TRICKED ME! YOU BA....MEANIE!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You can&apos;t even curse at me, how adorable. NOW SQUEAL LIKE A PIGGY FOR ME BABY!&quot; Seimei ordered, pressing up against him even more. Kaze flinched and looked around. Seimei dragged him into a back alley, perfect for them to not be seen. &lt;i&gt;I knew I shouldn&apos;t have trusted him!&lt;/i&gt; Seimei didn&apos;t care what Kaze said, he&apos;d make him do what he wanted him to do. &quot;I said SQUEAL.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO! I won&apos;t! No matter what you say, my clothes stay on!&quot; Kaze screamed, hugging himself to protect his clothes, and his manhood. His cat ears twitched once Seimei nibbled them softly. His tail hair stood on it&apos;s ends, wanting to escape so badly. Seimei easily took of his shirt, running a hand on his chest. Kaze whined and tried backing away. Seimei just smiled and grabbed a clean sea salt ice cream and unwrapped it. &quot;Wh...what are you gonna do with that!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Something you&apos;ll ENJOY.&quot; Seimei said firmly. He licked it all over, trying to enduce Kaze. To his dismay, it didn&apos;t really work. Kaze was just afraid of what Seimei was planning to do. He sighed softly and placed the cold ice cream on Kaze&apos;s chest, running it across him. Kaze bit his lip and whined some more. He didn&apos;t enjoy it....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;....yet at the same time he did. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Se...seimei stop! P-aahh... PLEASE!&quot; he yelled, clutching his hands into fists. Seimei laughed and licked the ice cream off him, slowly to make him whine even more. Seimei tore off his shirt and stared at the ice cream dripping onto Kaze&apos;s pants. He fed Kaze the ice cream and took his pants off in the process, making him grow worried. &quot;Wha...what are you gonna do!? No! NO, PLEA--ngh! Ahh... Sto...stop!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Squeal my little piggy!&quot; Seimei yelled, dripping ice cream on him, on purpose of course. He licked it off, making Kaze groan more. Seimei slapped him, repeating his demand more. When Kaze didn&apos;t squeal, he was hit once more. &quot;I SAID SQUEAL!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I...I can&apos;t! I don&apos;t know how!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Just make a pig noise, alright?! Don&apos;t oink, though! Squeal! Like this!&quot; Seimei replied, taking off his own pants. Kaze&apos;s eye twitched when he took the ice cream and rubbed it....somewhere Kaze shouldn&apos;t have been seeing. He made a little... squealing noise, which made Kaze blush. &lt;i&gt;Why am I even giving in to this!? I...I could leave right now...&lt;/i&gt; Seimei turned back around and licked the ice cream, smirking. He crawled on top of Kaze and grinned. &quot;Now. SQUEAL.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I...I... eeee?&quot; Kaze questioned, wondering if he did it right. Seimei licked his lips and nodded, kissing him all the way down. Kaze groaned a little, still blushing heavily. Seimei stopped as Kaze looked up at him, panting from loss of breath. Seimei grinned from ear to ear, making Kaze wonder what he was going to do next. &quot;W...what are you gonna do now?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;On your back.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHAT!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I SAID -- ON YOUR BACK! NOW!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I can&apos;t do that!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You can and you WILL. And you&apos;ll LOVE it too!&quot; Seimei yelled. He flipped Kaze onto his back and smirked and sat on top of him, grabbing his pants in the process. &quot;I know they&apos;re in here somewhere... aha! Found them!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Found what....?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;These...&quot; Seimei whispered, clinking the metal against each other. Kaze turned around and let out a muffled help me, staring at the handcuffs. Seimei laughed and grabbed Kaze&apos;s wrists, hand cuffing them. He picked Kaze up and pushed him against the wall, still smirking like a madman. He nibbled onto Kaze&apos;s ears, making him groan and blush. He raised Kaze&apos;s hands above his head and kissed him all the way down, making his tail wag. &quot;You&apos;re one happy kitty...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ngh...uhh...I..I...Love you...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Tch, I knew you&apos;d say that.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Do...do that thing, the kind you see in movies...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;This?&quot; Seimei asked, doing a quick movement from behind. Kaze bit his lip, almost drooling. He nodded and tried clenching his hands into fists, yet the handcuffs prevented from doing so.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yes, yes!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You warm up to this quickly, don&apos;t you...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ngh...ahhh, yes! Yes Seimei, yes!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey, what&apos;s going on in he...OH MY FRICKIN GOD.&quot; a male yelled. Kaze and Seimei turned, Kaze sweating and blushing like mad. Seimei frowned and still held onto Kaze, resting his head on his shoulder. &quot;What are you DOING to that cat...boy!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What&apos;s it look like, officer?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.....raping.....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s not rape when he&apos;s willing... hey, can I borrow that club/bat/thing?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What for?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He needs to be spanked. So. Hand it over.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No WAY!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I SAID HAND IT OVER.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.....okay.....&quot; the officer replied, grabbing the club out. He handed it to Seimei and glanced at Kaze who only smiled sheepishly. He ran out of the back alley as quickly as possible. Seimei smirked and slapped Kaze, who squealed in reply.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Again Officer Seimei! Hit me harder!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey! I&apos;m the seme who gives the orders!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, sorry....I kinda forgot...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s okay, just don&apos;t call the shots next time.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I promise I won&apos;t!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Alright!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;HARDER!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHAT DID I JUST SAY!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.....sorry.......&quot;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <category>shouldn&apos;t be writing this</category>
  <category>kaze</category>
  <category>hardcore yaoi</category>
  <category>seimei</category>
  <lj:music>[.jibun kakumei - miyavi.]</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">[.jibun kakumei - miyavi.]</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jun 2006 03:43:33 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[.hurry to me, babe!.]</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;Yatta!!! This is undeniable proof that I have no life! :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Twizzlers; Cloud&apos;s a Munnypincher!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Comedy, Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Diclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I do not own Cloud, munny, or Twizzlers. I do own everything else though. x3;;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Cloud is a dirty rotten cheap person, yes sir. He&apos;s only concerned about how he spends munny. It&apos;s a miracle he even bought the first box of Twizzlers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cloud pulled another one out of the box.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Say &apos;Ahhh&apos;, cutie pie!&quot; He exclaimed, a cat like smile forming on his face. Adyn giggled and finished the red licorice he was eating and gulped. Cloud laughed and waved the Twizzler in front of Adyn. He knew he couldn&apos;t resist these. Ever since they were in the Candy Store, all he could hear was &apos;LET&apos;S GET TWIZZLERS! I LOVE TWIZZLERS! TWIZZLERS! TWIZZLERS!&apos; And so here he was. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Feeding Adyn Twizzlers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ahhhh!&quot; Adyn let out, opening his mouth wide. Cloud popped it in, feeding himself one. Adyn let out a giggle when Cloud made a funny face with his Twizzler. They were having a fun time, being complete dorks in the park. Most people passing by thought they were father and son. Not even close. It was probably because Adyn was so young looking, even though he was only sixteen. Cloud smiled and placed one in his mouth once Adyn finished his. &quot;Twizzler!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Come and get it~&quot; Cloud teased, getting up. He did a little dance to the radio playing by someone nearby. Adyn pouted and got up, reaching out for the Twizzler. Cloud danced around, finally making Adyn walk on over. Cloud took his hands and danced around, gritting the licorice in his teeth. Adyn laughed softly, which was a very cute laugh btw, and stood on his tippy toes. Cloud grinned and placed the other end of the Twizzler in his mouth, munching to his mouth. Adyn munched too, blushing when they interlocked into a kiss. Their tongues fought of the last piece of the Twizzler, yet Cloud let Adyn have it for the sake of his kind heart. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yay! I won!&quot; he yelled, wrapping his arms around Cloud&apos;s neck. Cloud chuckled and held onto his waist, dancing in tune to the song. Adyn searched his pocket where the box was, but to his dismay there were none left. &quot;There&apos;s no more.... can we go get some?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sure...&quot; Cloud groaned, picking Adyn up bridal style. He giggled as Cloud marched triumphantly to the nearest store. He let Adyn go on his feet and leaned on the counter with his elbow. &quot;Your best box of Twizzlers, sir!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;ll be 90 munny.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHAT!? DO YOU THINK I&apos;M MADE OF MUNNY!? WELL, I&apos;M NOT!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.......90 munny, please.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Pah, I&apos;m too good (cheap) for that. Leave me alone. Come on, Adyn!&quot; Cloud yelled, grabbing Adyn&apos;s wrist. Adyn waved a hand at the Twizzler box as the walked out of the store. &quot;Can you BELIEVE that!? 90 munny! Geez where has this world gone too?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Cloud.... you&apos;re so cheap....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I am NOT cheap. I just know how to save my munny.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sure, come on! Let&apos;s play at the park!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Does it cost munny?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Alright, I&apos;m IN!!!&quot; Cloud hollered, running to the nearest swing. Adyn hopped in and Cloud pushed him, sending him flying into the air. After about an hour, they walked on over to the county fair, Adyn about to jump out of his skin from excitement. They ran over to the carousel, yet never got on. &quot;WHAT DO YOU MEAN 25 MUNNY!? WE&apos;RE NOT MADE OF MUNNY, YA KNOW! I CAN&apos;T BELIEVE THIS PLACE! IT&apos;LL SUCK MY WALLET DRY!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;....Cloud...let&apos;s just go...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO!! I WANT MY REFUND!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;We didn&apos;t even pay!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;SO!? I STILL WANT MY MUNNY BACK!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Come on, they&apos;ll tranquilize you if you don&apos;t be quiet!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I DON&apos;T CARE ANYMORE! THIS PLACE BELONGS IN THE PITS OF HELL! WE SHOULDN&apos;T BE FORCED TO PAY SO MUCH!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Aw geez... he&apos;s going into one of his speeches....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*One hour later*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;And that&apos;s how babies are made!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Clouuuud let&apos;s GO.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No, I&apos;m making a statement!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You went from argueing about munny to talking about how babies are made!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;.....I STILL WANT MY MUNNY BACK! I SHALL FIGHT TO THE DEATH.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Someone save me...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I can save you! Is it free?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;THEN NO, I SHALL NOT SAVE YOU!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Raynie was right! You are a cheap bastard!&quot;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jun 2006 02:46:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[.even angst warriors learn to love.]</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;OMG CLOUD/ADYN ISH SHO KEE-OOT!!! x3!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Aishiteru, anata wa tenshi no ochiba!&lt;/i&gt; (I love you, you Fallen Angel!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG/PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Romance, Comedy, Fanfiction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I don&apos;t own Traverse Town, Cloud, or Tyken. Square does. (KS owns Tyken&apos;s name.) Rena owns Rena and Raynie owns Raynie. I own everythin&apos; else! :3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Cloud just wishes Adyn could open up; yet can the little fallen angel open up? And can Raynie handle the aftermath? We think not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YAOI WARNING ZOMG.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I have someone I&apos;d like you all to meet! My dad!&quot; Raynie exclaimed, her mako-blue eyes lighting up. Adyn opened one eye, yet closed it again as he leaned against a wall. &lt;i&gt;Who cares about your father... well, at least you HAVE one.&lt;/i&gt; Rena clapped her hands, smiling brightly. Tyken rolled his eyes. He would rather watch plants grow. &quot;Alright, gang! This is my dad! Cloud Strife!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHOA! THE Cloud Strife!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s the one!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;AMAZING!&quot; Rena yelled, hopping to her feet. Adyn glanced up and looked at a tall man, probably in his 20&apos;s. He was blonde with gravity-defying hair and had amazing blue eyes. Adyn blushed and looked away. &lt;i&gt;He&apos;s....cute. Like a girl.&lt;/i&gt; Cloud waved a little and looked at the goth boy who was withdrawn from the welcoming wagon. He thought he was looking into a mirror of his old self. He used to be withdrawn, yet he was more open. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Who&apos;s that?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s Adyn! Adyn come say hi!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No thanks. I can live another day without seeing him...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn....just never had a dad...so I guess he&apos;s jealous that I do.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m not jealous!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Pleasure to meet you, Adyn.&quot; Cloud whispered softly. Adyn looked up and blushed more, seeing as Cloud walked over himself. If the kid wasn&apos;t going to introduce himself, Cloud would just have to do it for him. Adyn&apos;s red devil tail swayed a little. He looked away, hiding his expression with his torn black scarf. He stuffed his hands into his black jean pockets. &quot;Raynie has talked about you....how quiet you are. Why don&apos;t you open up?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I don&apos;t like talking...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Come on, guys! Let&apos;s go! My dad wants to talk to Adyn; I guess.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;BYE ADYN-KUUUN! Nice meetin&apos; ya, Cloud-sama!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;See ya...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It doesn&apos;t matter that you don&apos;t like talking. You have to talk to somebody. Why, what&apos;s the matter?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I...I just don&apos;t feel like talking, okay!? Can&apos;t somebody not want to talk!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Don&apos;t run away from your problems, it never helps.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Why are you in my business, anyway?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Because I can be....and because I think you&apos;re cute.&quot; Cloud said softly, putting an arm on the wall. Adyn backed up into the wall and stared at his angelic face. &lt;i&gt;How can a man be so handsome?! It...shouldn&apos;t be possible...it&apos;s like the angels carved his face.&lt;/i&gt; Adyn flapped his wing softly, a little annoyed that Cloud kept interrogating him. &lt;i&gt;Why does he think I&apos;m cute?!&lt;/i&gt; Cloud smirked and leaned in, his eyes staring into Adyn&apos;s golden hawk eyes. He gulped a little, still blushing furiously. &quot;Heh...you&apos;re even more adorable when you blush...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What are you talking about!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You really are dense... makes you more cute.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I...I don&apos;t get it! Back off!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Aw, why? Don&apos;t you like me...?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I do! But... you can&apos;t know that...&lt;/i&gt; Adyn bit his lip and leaned back into the wall. He hated being confused, let alone interrogated. Especially by someone he just met. His heart skipped a beat when Cloud puffed air, making his spikey hair move out of the way for a split second. &quot;Why don&apos;t we go have some fun, Adyn?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Pervert! Get away!&quot; Adyn hollered, whipping out his scythe. It glistened in the moonlight, making Cloud tense up a bit. He chuckled and touched the tip of it. He grabbed it out of Adyn&apos;s hands and chucked it behind him with ease. &lt;i&gt;Uh oh....&lt;/i&gt; Adyn shook nervously as Cloud placed another hand on the wall. Adyn turned to the right, his hands curled into fists. He looked away in fright, ready to punch him if it were necessary. He was shocked and amazed when Cloud only rested his chin on his forehead. He blushed and looked up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m not a pervert. I wouldn&apos;t force you to do anything, cutie.&quot; Cloud said, smiling. He tilted his head to Adyn&apos;s level, smirking. He leaned in and kissed the boy on the lips, which sent his mind into overdrive. &lt;i&gt;All too fast, all too fast! I can&apos;t believe this is happening! Why!?&lt;/i&gt; Cloud held onto Adyn, still locked in the kiss. He pulled away and smiled brightly. The silence was so long, a pin could have dropped. But no, nothing happened.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I...I!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Love me?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Perhaps...&quot; Adyn whispered. He let his hands go loose, yet he pulled them back up to touch Cloud&apos;s face. He rested his hands on his cheeks and leaned in, standing on his tip toes to kiss him. He blushed, yet Cloud just wrapped his arms around him. &lt;i&gt;At least he finally opened up. Can&apos;t have him locked in all the time...&lt;/i&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;ADYN!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH MY DAD!?&quot; Raynie exclaimed, walking back in with Rena and Tyken. They all stared, jaws hanging down low. Adyn pulled away and looked over, blushing softly. Cloud pulled him into his chest, hugging him tightly. &quot;Dad, what&apos;s goin&apos; on!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I think I love your little Fallen Angel warrior.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHAT!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Aww, Cloud-sama found love~&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s just....weird...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YEAH. WHAT TYKEN SAID!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Now, now, Raynie. You should let me follow my heart. Anyway, I&apos;m older than you so NYAH.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;But he&apos;s SIXTEEN. That&apos;s....that&apos;s rape!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;....your point is?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I don&apos;t want my dad to be a pedophile!!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Meh, go tell the police if it bothers you so much.&quot; Cloud replied bluntly, kissing Adyn on the forehead. Adyn blushed and smiled softly, hugging Cloud. Raynie stood there in shock, not believing her dad was &lt;i&gt;gay.&lt;/i&gt; She had enough, so she ran out of the alley. Rena and Tyken quickly and eagerly followed, seeing as they didn&apos;t want to be left there watching them kiss and/or make-out. (That&apos;s a sight Tyken NEVER wanted to even IMAGINE.) &quot;She better not tell the police...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You won&apos;t rape me, right!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Heck no! Once your legal, you&apos;re ALL mine.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;So comforting....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Tch, you like it~&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Maybe I do!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Just a maybe? Aw, come on now...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Alright...I probably do.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I guess that&apos;ll have to suffice for now...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Whatever.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Are you cheating on me with Leon!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;YOU ARE! I KNEW IT! We are sooooo over!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Cloud....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Yeah?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re kinda dumb....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s &apos;cause I&apos;m blonde. That&apos;s why. Blondes are dumb.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No. I just think you&apos;re...dumb. You say blondes are dumb, but not all of them are. You&apos;re using that stereotype to your advantage...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;So what? You still love me, right?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Of course I still love. I&apos;ll never stop lovin&apos; ya, Cloudy-kins!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Please don&apos;t call me that....please. Just...don&apos;t.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sorry....Cloudy-poo?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Not that.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Muffin?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hottie?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How about...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;NO. JUST NO.&quot;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <lj:mood>[.JOYGLEE.]</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jun 2006 05:09:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[.today is gonna be the day that they throw it all back to you.]</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;I. Have. No. Life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;She&apos;s My WonderWall&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG/G&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Fanfiction, Romance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I don&apos;t own Tyken, Twilight Town, Squall, or sea salt ice cream. Square does. (KS made the name Tyken up.) Rena owns Rena, Raynie owns Raynie, and I own Adyn, the plot, and the lines. :0 I don&apos;t own the song &quot;WonderWall&quot; though. &lt;i&gt;Oasis&lt;/i&gt; does.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Love truly hurts, even to the &quot;strongest&quot; and most emotionless of people. If only Rena knew, maybe things would have been different....probably not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Adyn looked down at the town below. He enjoyed being perched up on the Station Heights in Twilight Town. Rena and the others ran off to go and explore, leaving Adyn all by himself. He was used to being alone, he was alone most of his life. He leaned his elbows on his knees, staring down at the pillar he was sitting on. He missed being...normal. Or as normal as he could be, anyway. He cracked a smile when he thought back to how he was when he was little. He was happy, he was nice, kind. He was open and outgoing to everyone. He loved picking flowers and running around.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Those times seemed fake to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The way he was now was nothing like his younger self. He was shy, soft spoken, and very quiet. He hated flowers and meadows. Anything optimistic -- he hated. Yet optimistic people... he just couldn&apos;t help but be jealous of. He didn&apos;t technically hate them; he just wished he could be like them. His tail swun lazily as he looked out to the horizon, hoping Rena and co. were having a good time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;There are so many things I wish I could say to you... but... I dunno.&lt;/i&gt; Adyn sighed and stood up, looking down at the ground. He grinned at the idea of falling off. He would be able to fall to his death, perhaps. He had been contimplating his suicide for quite some time. Tyken had already won Rena&apos;s heart, seeing as he would look at them flirt and cuddle up against each other. &lt;i&gt;They make a good couple, though.&lt;/i&gt; Raynie finally won over Squall&apos;s heart, which made him a little happy. He was glad at least someone got their love of their life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;If only I could....&lt;/i&gt; Adyn clutched his hands and took a step foot forward. He let the wind move his black spikey hair, his eyes closed. He opened them slowly when he didn&apos;t hit the pavement. He looked at his single grey wing. &lt;i&gt;Oh yeah... I forgot.&lt;/i&gt; He frowned and flapped it back up to where he was sitting only moments ago. His golden eyes searched around, not a single person in sight. He sighed and dangled a hand, wondering why he was given a second chance if nobody loved him. &lt;i&gt;I don&apos;t deserve this....at all...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Adyn-kuuun!&quot; Rena yelled, grinning. She held onto Tyken&apos;s hand and licked a sea salt ice cream. Adyn glanced and grinned softly, waving a little. Raynie joined them, sighing and talking about Squall. Tyken licked his ice cream in silence, staring at his homeworld. Adyn got up, stretching out a little. Rena and Tyken glanced at him, while Raynie was too busy thinking about her beloved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It&apos;s my turn to explore, I guess!&quot; Adyn announced, running out from the top. Rena and Tyken shrugged at each other, going back to talking and laughing. Adyn let the tears roll down his cheek as he kept running. His hands were clenched into fists as he ran. Raynie looked down and saw him running out of the Train Station exit, his face looking flushed. Raynie shrugged and went back to thinking about Squall. She smiled, not being able to wait until she saw him again. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Adyn found himself at the worst place to be. The perfect place for couples. The place where it seems like you could touch the sun. Faint images of Rena popped into his mind. He clutched at his head and fell to his knees, he didn&apos;t want to think about her. He knew Tyken and Rena were in love, there was no changing that. His stomach lurched. He started to feel faint and dizzy. He panted and looked up, thinking he saw Rena kneeling down to his level for a second.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In a flash, it was gone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Thud.&lt;/i&gt; He fell face forward, a blush creeping on his skin. The sun beat against his pale skin, almost mocking his depression. Everyone was so happy except him. He thought something was wrong with the universe. It was against him, so he said to himself. He breathed in deeply, sounding like someone who was having an asthma attack. The shooting pains were going all through his body.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I&apos;m not supposed to exist.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m not supposed to have a heart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m not supposed to love her....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...but I do.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His eyes rolled in the back of his head, finally losing his grip on reality. The grip on his weapon loosened. It was barely touching it by now. His body relaxed, as if he were floating on a soft cloud in the sky. His face straightened to his old monotone face, expressionless. His wing stopped flapping abruptdly. It barely moved at all. His tail didn&apos;t sway back to forth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked dead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If people were to have seen him, they would have thought he was an angel that fell from the sky. He didn&apos;t even flinch in the slightest. He didn&apos;t understand what was going on, yet he didn&apos;t like it. He couldn&apos;t move, yet he was aware of what was happening around him. As if he were in only a daze. &lt;i&gt;Why can&apos;t I move?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hurry up, Tyken-kuuun! Come on, Raynie-saaaan!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rena?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;We&apos;re comin&apos;, kid! Don&apos;t be so hyper!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Rena, you&apos;re so silly!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I know!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;It&apos;s like I never existed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe it&apos;s better that way.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He could hear them running around, almost like they were playing some sort of game. He could hear their footsteps coming closer and closer. He tried making himself move, even in the slightest, yet he couldn&apos;t. He stiffened even more once he heard what Rena was going to say. He felt his whole world shatter, even though he saw it coming.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I love you, Tyken-kuuun!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&apos;I love you! I love you!&apos;&lt;/i&gt; It rang in his ears so many times. His eyes felt blank, his heart felt crushed. He knew she loved him, but to hear it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It shattered him to a million shards, falling like glass. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He heard their footsteps slow down, then to a quick gasp withdrawn. Suddenly it went quiet. He wanted to know what happened. His face was on the pavement, so he couldn&apos;t really see anything. He heard somebody inch closer, yet was stopped. To them, he was dead. He tried twitching his finger, yet nothing happened. &lt;i&gt;Please, let me move!&lt;/i&gt; &quot;I....is Adyn-kun dead?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He looks it, kid....&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Why!? Why would Adyn-kun do somethin&apos; like that!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why!? He wanted his body to get up, yet it failed to do so. Maybe he was dead. Maybe he was just looking down at his body. He didn&apos;t feel dead. He didn&apos;t even understand what was happening. He could hear Tyken wrap his arms around Rena, to comfort her. He heard sniffling, then sobbing. His heart rose to his throat. She was crying.... for &lt;i&gt;him.&lt;/i&gt; Somebody did miss him, actually. It was also the one person who he wished would miss him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I&apos;m not dead!!!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Raynie patted her on the shoulder, frowning and looking at Adyn. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;He was a great guy. Maybe if we asked &apos;im what was wrong?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Shhh...don&apos;t make her more upset, Raynie.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;WHY!? Why would Adyn-kun die?! He&apos;s not supposed to die!!! He&apos;s supposed to protect meh and you, Tyken-kun! He...he...did it himself, didn&apos;t he...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I believe so...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;NO! I&apos;m not dead! Believe me!&lt;/i&gt; He frowned. A tear rolled down his cheek, Raynie noticing it first. A couple more tears rolled down, hitting the pavement he was on. She inched forward, wondering what was going on. He mouthed something, something she couldn&apos;t make out. &lt;i&gt;I....I&apos;m...not....dead...&lt;/i&gt; He finally screamed it out, sending shivers down each of their spines.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;M NOT DEAD!!! I&apos;M NOT! I&apos;M NOT!!!&quot; he screamed, repeating himself over and over. He didn&apos;t know he was snapping back to reality. He didn&apos;t notice it until he felt a warm hug, then warm tears on his shoulder. He snapped his golden eyes open, seeing Rena first. He withdrew a sharp breath. He was back, he finally made it out of his little spasm. He held onto her. &quot;I didn&apos;t leave you guys! I would never!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What happened, Adyn?&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I don&apos;t know! I... I just...don&apos;t...know...&quot; he whispered, looking away. Rena let go, her face flushed with anger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How could you leave us like that, huh!? We NEED you! Don&apos;t go killin&apos; yourself!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I DIDN&apos;T! You have to believe me!!!&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;No! I won&apos;t believe you!&quot; she screamed, turning around. She grabbed Tyken by the arm and stormed on out, tears running down her cheek. Raynie bit her lip and turned around, running after Rena and Tyken. Adyn laid there on his side still, not believing what just happened. He got up slowly and walked to the edge, gazing at the sunset. He frowned and stepped onto the railing, spreading his hands out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Clip my wings, please. I don&apos;t want to be like this anymore. I don&apos;t want to look like a freak! I don&apos;t....wanna see her cry anymore... I don&apos;t want....to hurt my Wonderwall.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m your Wonderwall?&quot; Rena asked softly, stepping forward to him. Adyn gasped and slipped, catching himself with his wing. He hovered back over and sat on the railing, looking away. Rena smiled and sat next to him on the railing, leaning on his shoulder. &quot;It&apos;s a good thing I told Tyken-kun that we should just be friends.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Huh!?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You heard me! I&apos;m sorry...I yelled at you...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh, no... I&apos;m sorry I yelled.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You&apos;re weird...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Thanks?&quot; Adyn questioned, blushing slightly. Rena giggled and put a hand on his knee, making him blush even harder. She turned to face him and kissed him softly, practically making him fall of the edge of the railing. She released him from her kiss and grinned, punching him playfully. He looked away, shyly. &quot;I guess dreams do come true...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;How corny!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hey! I was trying to be sentimental!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Try harder.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Fine, I will.&quot; He replied. He leaned in and kissed her, still blushing. She smiled and leaned on his shoulder, holding his hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;That&apos;s better.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I thought so.&quot;&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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